love u man its been a while since ive came back to this i appreciate this track a lot <3

im thinkin of the words i should’ve said to youuuu 😔🥺

Songs to cry yourself to sleep

someone once told me that in love, u either win big or u lose everything

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/4eHPuH6G7eLqIHJzoH12O8?si=207b0597e66a4dec

support / download:
https://fcjph.bandcamp.com/track/gamble-w-alys-demxntia

me:
https://twitter.com/fcjpacleb
https://instagram.com/fcjpacleb
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Nv875EklW8XLTduI6I3Js?si=xG3-QpWtRfqXfUA3P6DgKQ

alys:
https://soundcloud.com/alysmsc
https://twitter.com/alysmsc
https://www.instagram.com/lysvndr/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4cS8r9JlwhqLafUWAXkzHx?si=aOFEIBxVSTG_yCpL-0sREA

demxntia:
https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
https://twitter.com/wowdemxntia
https://www.instagram.com/wowdemxntia/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6trEYfLSuAd9CS8bCy4sOH?si=TROVEGVXSDSw9I6zAsqmNg

[//lyrics:]

i know that i can be a little bit dismissive babe
i know that you're all by yourself and that you miss me bad
i know that you've been waiting long for me all night 
always down to gamble cos u know that i will text u back

looking back at me, you're a melody that i can't escape
when i see you and i feel you it must be fate 
i love when you talk about yourself
when we fall asleep together and you tell me what you dreamt about 
you got no one else
i got no one too
do you want me bad
i just want you too
been trying to read you all day
scared that u might go away
promise to do it your way
promise i'll stay, promise i'll stay

i know that you've been feeling down for a minute babe
i know that i ain't been around, i've been distant babe 
said i've been in and out of town
everytime you think of me just listen to the sound 
listen to the sound of my voice when u need me 
cos i've been running around in the void
where they cant see me 
i need some time for myself so please don't leave me
i've been lying to myself but you can read me 

[//end//]

i actually don't agree

spotify

gamble (w/ alys & demxntia)

spoti: https://open.spotify.com/track/3yZueO8TUXxGNettYqIRKw?si=ea2af00ec1e94b2c

where do we go when we fall in love w/ zebatin and fallen oceans

Stream on Spotify - https://sptfy.com/-imagination

https://soundcloud.com/carlstorm

imagination

Spotify 💕

the bootleg boy & carl storm - imagination

HELLO

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/1JGJWLg9Sl86XrH4u8VynZ

support / download:
https://fcjph.bandcamp.com/track/same-old-w-michelle-milky-day

visualizer:
https://youtu.be/yFY0JW_DUBE

me:
https://twitter.com/fcjpacleb
https://instagram.com/fcjpacleb
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Nv875EklW8XLTduI6I3Js

michelle:
https://soundcloud.com/notmichellekim
https://twitter.com/notmichellekim
https://www.instagram.com/notmichellekim
https://open.spotify.com/artist/13VDZTUvX9b5ivTysrXuMk

milky day:
https://www.instagram.com/itsmilkyday/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7FIqXqYZHMomTAcTXF4UHu

HELLO

same old (w/ michelle & milky day)

Give You My Heart

shoutout to homegirl yools for the tag as always! happy bday <3 

with an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart    

because you~
got everything i need u know its true~   
maybe i can show u somethin new~
its funny bc u havent got a clue 
that lately i been feelin u 
when the sun is down youll rest your head upon my chest
i always see u as a treasure girl u got me obsessed
u take away the demons every time i feel depressed
and ik that i aint perfect but im tryin my best 
to be the one for you~
and everything u need u know its true~ 
and maybe u can show me somethin new~
its funny bc i havent got a clue~
that lately i been feelin u  

with an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart        

w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin always stuck inside my head 
im always scared of growin close but i still talk to u instead  
of never looking forward to whatever lies ahead 
w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin im just stuck inside my head
like im trapped within a maze, help me find a way
bc i been feelin lost for days i wanna fade away

into an ocean full of stars i wonder which one u are 
i always felt so close to u even though we're always so far
apart, and my heart it drowns at the thought of us not together
like im under the weather, how u got me fallin like a feather
in an ocean full of stars 
ur always on my mind no matter where u are 
and u know that ill always be carryin ur heart 
everywhere so u and i will never be apart    

w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin always stuck inside my head 
im always scared of growin close but i still talk to u instead  
of never looking forward to whatever lies ahead 
w feelins left unsaid, i lie awake in bed 
u know im always overthinkin im just stuck inside my head
like im trapped within a maze, help me find a way
bc i been feelin lost for days i wanna fade away..

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/229f80'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

8/25/2017

stream on spotify!

ocean of stars

thank you for all the love yall given me from when i started earlier this year, here's one last song before 2017 ends. i love yall, and i got hella plans for next year <3 
---
we both know i'm not the best at showing just how much i care 
but every word you've ever said, just know that i'm not unaware 

of all the little things you'd do, and everything that makes you cute 
cuz i'd give up the world in a heartbeat just to show that my love is true 

and i know it's been awhile, it's too late for me to say
that i still really love your smile, and i regret it everyday 

i lie awake, im stuck in bed,
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, can't leave my bed,
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
the words i should've said to you 
the words i should've said to you  

and i know it sounds cliche, i'm writing letters in my songs 
singing the same things over and over, like how i'm sorry i was wrong 

i know you hate when i apologize, and you hate that look inside my eyes 
you tell me it's alright, but i still hate it when you cry

i lie awake, im stuck in bed 
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, you're in my head 
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
words i should've said to you 
words i should've said to you  

and now i've gotchu you in my song, it's the least that i could do
anytime, just say the word; i'll do my best to make it up to you

cause there's nothing i wouldn't give to see you smile like you did
and there's nothing i wouldn't do, for one more chance to be with you

buy/listen

the words i should've said

yall went crazy for me this year, thank you so much. 
this is my last song of the year so i hope yall enjoy it as much as i did making it.

this was inspired by the song "somebody else" by the 1975 and @montydatta; i wrote this song abt the same person i wrote "the words i should've said" to around this time last year and now we're finally together <3

---

[verse I]

baby i admit it
i'm possessive
ion ever mean
to come off
aggressive
wit my emotions
i'm expressin
ion ever wanna
be too excessive
when i get jealous
or too invested
toss n turnin
in bed while 
i'm waiting
on ur message
i been thinkin
abt the way that
u smiled when
i sang in front of u

[bridge]

ion ever wanna change that
and ion ever wanna change u
oh girl ur perfect and
i jus wanna entertain u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

[break]

yeah, oh
nobody
 
[verse II]

and i promised u
that i'll be by ur side
when u need me to i'll
always try to provide
cuz ur worth everything
in the world and more
now ur the reason i sing
honey i'm all yours, and

[bridge II]

i would never wanna change that
and i would never wanna change u
girl i'm not perfect
but i would never try to blame u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

nobody else

sunshine

This album is not monetized by me nor is it mine. All of the artist's work is linked below. All credit goes to the owners.
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYcUt0DGK6w&t=1271s
Josh A's soc:
SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/artist/2rWCIhENZ…nASaCV8CdQkH3qcg
INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/officialjosha
TWITTER: twitter.com/officialjosha
YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/channel/UChjW_gdgSDMmfoyeyeveKvw

Josh A - Suicide Benz

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

cryin too much w/ koi & lil xtra

all those nights
we fell 
asleep
feels so right
when you’re 
here with me

i don’t wanna wait 
for you anymore
this could be our secret
baby you’re my weakness
you don’t gotta think 
about the past anymore
i can be your present 
girl it ain’t no question

and i can take you 
anywhere you want
it doesn’t matter 
if it’s right or wrong
yeah i can give you 
anything you want
i’m the one you been 
waiting for all along

cozyboy
and i can take you anyway you want
help you fall asleep baby anyway you want
hop all on a plane fly you anywhere you want
fly you out to see me baby wont you come and see me

oh
you can take me anyway you want
hold me to your chest
until i fall apart
feel a way and kiss me in the motherfuckin dark
tell me that you need me baby
 tell me that you need me

i dont care what your friends do yea
cuz they aint nothing like you
aint nobody like you yea
and i know what you been through

you been stalling on the phone
girl i know
you're so indecisive
hurt a lot before feeling sore
sore

i'm the one you've been waiting for w/ cøzybøy

SPOTIFY + APPLE

nowhere left to go

I just want to see myself in a good space.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
art by @magpie331_art on insta! go follow her, shes a bean <3
------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i never said that falling hard was easy
yeah my brain is running circles around our dreams
i miss you every second you're not with me
i miss the way you smile when you're with me

i never said that falling hard was easy
yeah my brain is running circles around our dreams
i miss you every second you're not with me
i miss the way you smile when you're with me

i wouldn't trade you for the world
even if we're always falling
it gets harder when the clock hits 2 am
but someday we'll shine like before

i cant give up, i'm losing my chances
your warm touch, takes all of my senses
if you fade out, i wouldn't know what to do  

i never said that falling hard was easy
yeah my brain is running circles around our dreams
i miss you every second you're not with me
i miss the way you smile when you're with me

i never said that falling hard was easy
yeah my brain is running circles around our dreams
i miss you every second you're not with me
i miss the way you smile when you're with me

dyslm

dyslm - losing my chances (feat Resident)

u ever brain empty

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/34ppDRbjfCYRKNQiIWpfCw?si=U1Z8XI1vQuWElU3Bd_44rQ

support / download:
https://fcjph.bandcamp.com/track/thinkin-about-u-w-sarah-hemi

me:
twitter.com/fcjpacleb
instagram.com/fcjpacleb
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Nv875EklW8XLTduI6I3Js?si=B2Pxk5sxRLe_EHV5Qvkf8w

sarah hemi:
https://soundcloud.com/hemi-sarah
https://twitter.com/wawasewa
https://youtube.com/channel/UCAGM7O1XGjGW-Lejpht9mcw
instagram.com/wawasewa
open.spotify.com/artist/4BQlN5DBVwm72Q6foAEzly?si=_Ry9-VvnSmCbx4z8G8xemA


[//lyrics:]

umm hello?

we’ve been talking everyday now, u’ve been calling for the night hour
i ain’t good with confrontation, no need complications
so we ain’t gotta tell your girl now, you can meet me on her way out
we’re making plans for the future, better let her know that she don’t suit ya

coz i’ve been thinkin’ about u
i've been thinkin’ about u

i know we said that this ain’t serious 
but i can tell in ur eyes that u’ve grown curious
love u on the down low, don’t want this thing to end though
no one's gotta know about a thing
so tell me are u ready

coz i've been thinking about u
i've been thinking about u


[//end//]

same

thinkin' about u (w/ Sarah Hemi)

drunk

oh, but, babе, you know
it happens all the time
you givе your heart to someone
but they go and change their mind
you don’t have to stay you know
if it’s all a waste of time
'cause i’m used to having no one
to lay here by my side

the words i should've said

demxntia 🌐🖤

Recent comments

rnbeddo

Jay

chinkie

rnbeddo

Related tracks