@mizuchitheo
shoutout my homegirl yools for the producer tag as always <3 

cuz baby lately i been thinkin about ur smile girl
and maybe we'll have somethin that's worth ur while 
and ik that u are so far few hundred miles 
but i don't think that matters if we feelin each other  
cuz baby lately i been thinkin about the calls we had   
the late night conversations baby ik that u 
remember all of the times we shared we'd wish each other goodnight
every time the suns on the rise

i want to be the one to show u what it's like to fall in love 
i want to be the one to give u everything and all of the above  

no one else can love u like i do (like i do)
if u wanna hang around ill show u that it's true (u know it's true babe)
we can do whatever baby girl just me and u (just me and u ay)
u should know aint no one else can love u like i do (like i do ohhh)

cuz baby lately i been thinkin about ur smile girl
and maybe we'll have somethin that's worth ur while 
and ik that u are so far few hundred miles 
but i don't think that matters if we feelin each other  
cuz baby lately i been thinkin about the calls we had 
the late night conversations baby ik that u 
remember all of the times we shared we'd wish each other goodnight
every time the suns on the rise

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like i do

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like i do [prod. demxntia & Mizuchi Theo]

jus somethin light uwu

materia round my neck
geostigma in my body
all these other mf thinkin
they can stand up to me 
calm down 
take a seat
i can see ya jealousy
u can never be like me
u flexin insecurities 

and blame it on every little thing except urself yuh
u sounding like everybody else except urself yuh 
ay u a clone
can't do shit when u alone
can't do nothing on ya own
if all u do is bitch n moan
then pls don't ever hit my phone 

u can't lay a finger on me or my castle ay
u r not winning this battle ay 
limit breaker wit my buster sword 
and ima cut u down leave u fragile ay yuh 
in my final fantasy
i got fans from overseas
everybody got they eyes on me
and i aint even at my peak

materia round my neck
geostigma in my body
all these other mf thinkin
they can stand up to me 
calm down 
take a seat
i can feel ya jealousy
u can never be like me
u flexin insecurities 
    
don't lie to me 
ik u don't mean it when u say u happy for me 
and honestly
ik that u hate it when u see im fine by myself
passive aggressive interactions
nothing but jealousy in ur actions
yall jus make me laugh 
yall jus make me

don't lie to me 
ik u don't mean it when u say u happy for me 
and honestly
ik that u hate it when u see im fine by myself
passive aggressive interactions
nothing but jealousy in ur actions
yall just make me laugh 

materia round my neck
geostigma in my body
all these other mf thinkin
they can stand up to me 
calm down 
take a seat
i can feel ya jealousy
u can never be like me
u flexin insecurities 

materia round my neck
geostigma in my body
all these other mf thinkin
they can stand up to me 
calm down 
take a seat
i can feel ya jealousy
u can never be like me
u flexin insecurities

buy/listen

materia

as the rain 
hit the window
we ain't say it 
but we both know
the clocks tickin 
as the wind blows, so cold
yeah it's time to let go, 
it's time to let go

yea i thought that we'd be straight
but it clearly wouldn't have worked out
you were never with me
and i was always busy

erase me from your mind
every time you close your eyes
always reminiscing 
i hope that u won't miss me

there ain't no savin us
dug into our grave
where we both laid down

there ain't no savin us
weight up on my chest
as i lay it all to rest, yeah

as the rain 
hit the window
we ain't say it 
but we both know
the clocks tickin 
as the wind blows, so cold
yeah it's time to let go, 
it's time to let go

i remember what u told me
last year how you hated bein lonely
ik you're tryna fill a void
but you should know, i'm the one to avoid

there ain't no savin us
dug into our grave
where we both laid down

there ain't no savin us
weight up on my chest
as i lay it all to rest, yeah

as the rain 
hit the window
we ain't say it 
but we both know
the clocks tickin 
as the wind blows, so cold
yeah it's time to let go, 
it's time to let go

let go

off-white
designer my ice
space jam 11
make me like mike
onyx on my pinky ring
it's sumn lite
honestly ima king
yea im nice w/ it

bitch im up now 
the ppl say wassup now
first they sleep now 
they only showin love wow
bitch im up and the snakes
r out the grass now
fake love and the peers
actin sus wow

outa my city
im the only mf
who gon rise from it
dont expect a free verse
there's a price on it 
pardon me i ain't cocky
that's my confidence
nowadays i can't fold my wallet

mki on my chest
i might pop da collar
see these clones all my sons
bitch i am ur father
ima star shinin bright
in the cold night
patent leather they reflect
in the moonlight yuh

off-white
designer my ice
space jam 11
make me like mike
onyx on my pinky ring
it's sumn lite
honestly ima king
yea im nice w/ it

bitch im up now 
the ppl say wassup now
first they sleep now 
they only showin love wow
bitch im up and the snakes
r out the grass now
fake love and the peers
actin sus wow

outa my city
im the only mf
who gon rise from it
dont expect a free verse
there's a price on it 
pardon me i ain't cocky
that's my confidence
nowadays i can't fold my wallet

wit my belt hangin low
yea that's y-3 yuh
take my girl out to the city
and it's on me yuh
5-star restaurant
every time we eat
got the yellowtail on the rice
lookin at the sea

feel like sephiroth
i'll never be a memory
pinky out when i'm 
sippin arizona tea
i'm on my sad boy shit
out in yoshi city
and u kno its ur loss
if u not fw me 

bitch im up now 
the ppl say wassup now
first they sleep now 
they only showin love wow
bitch im up and the snakes
r out the grass now
fake love and the peers
actin sus wow

outa my city
im the only mf
who gon rise from it
dont expect a free verse
there's a price on it 
pardon me i ain't cocky
that's my confidence
nowadays i can't fold my wallet

onyx!

merch: https://demxntia.bigcartel.com/product/alive-again-tee

astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5srEHn2jjmM
produced by @skress
guitar by me
art by digitalyams

yeah it's getting late 
oh god my mind is wandering off again
baby i'm afraid
of all the pictures painted in my head
tryna find a way
wipe the canvas clean and make amends
baby i'm not okay
i just wanna feel alive again

tell me when i can start my life again
cuz the anchor at the bottom
keeps my ankle in the sand

ion think it's somethin u would understand
i wanna get my shit together
but it never go as planned

i just wanna be enough for you
yeah i just wanna be enough for you
when i'm barely enough for myself

yeah it's getting late 
oh god my mind is wandering off again
baby i'm afraid
of all the pictures painted in my head
tryna find a way
wipe the canvas clean and make amends
baby i'm not okay
i just wanna feel alive again

i just wanna be enough for you
yeah i just wanna be enough for you
when i'm barely enough for myself

alive again

alive again [prod. skress]

girl ik u miss me
im sorry i been distant
i been on my own shit
i need u and u know it
love inside my heart
baby ima let u hold it
promise that i care
im sorry i dont show it

i need balance in my life
still im losing track of time
watch the day fall into night
i ain't perfect by design

i'm missing all ur calls
ik it seems that 
idc at all
ik it's my fault
i'll put u on top
cuz i don't wanna
see u frown again
i don't wanna
see u frown again

losing my mind
u know that try
tho my best
ain't enough
blood stained our love
i'll clean it off
i brought us down
so i'll pick us up

i need balance in my life
still im losing track of time
watch the day fall into night
i ain't perfect by design

i'm missing all ur calls
ik it seems that 
idc at all
ik it's my fault
i'll put u on top
cuz i don't wanna
see u frown again
i don't wanna
see u frown again

missed calls

demxntia
 i said home is where ur heart is
oh i feel so warm in ur energy
and baby if im being honest
it isn’t the same without ur company

girl it’s not the same
without u in my arms
ive broken promises
but it won’t break ur heart 
ik it hurts every time
we fell apart
but we could heal these scars

it’s like a part of me 
is missing when ur gone

SPOTIFY

broken promises [prod. skress]

windows down in the backseat
ridin round at night
something's missing
i can't find it
i get this feeling all the time
well maybe i'm still homesick

you never understand what you have
until you don't anymore
so count your blessings
it could've been worse than before

summer hasn't been the same
and the people i knew all changed
the plans that we made never came
but i'm guessin i'm the one to blame
i miss staying up and playin games
without a worry in my mind
i miss oversleeping skippin classes
when i couldn't be on time

windows down in the backseat
ridin round at night
something's missing
i can't find it
i get this feeling all the time
well maybe i'm still homesick

you never understand what you have
until you don't anymore
so count your blessings
it could've been worse than before

[kevin kazi]
can i go back? back to july
when you wouldn't leave my mind
now the connection's getting cold
and i'm getting old
i don't wanna waste my time

i'm too homesick i feel hopeless
baby can you understand?
i won't hold you if you're going
cuz i'm focus on these bands

homesick w/ kevin kazi [prod. skress]

how much do i have to give
just to be enough?
tell me am i really living
in this world or not?
i can't stand this feeling
no i cannot sleep it off
i can't stand this feeling
no i can't just give it up

no i can't give it up
too much on the line
i can't fuck it up
shit changed ever since
i got my money up
my old friends who don't
hmu no more but that's okay
ima make it on my own
it'd be easier w/o u fuckers
blowin up my phone

askin "what've you been on
oh you made a couple songs
yeah we need to talk more often
i been worried all along"
i said fuck out my face
i been tryna chase a bag
cuz the effort that i put is
always more than i get back

how much do i have to give
just to be enough?
tell me am i really living
in this world or not?
i can't stand this feeling
no i cannot sleep it off
i can't stand this feeling
no i can't just give it up

conditional love
it's fuck what i want
you don't have to lie
ik you never cared at all
i've seen thru it all
i won't drop the ball on myself
don't be hittin up my cell

give it up [prod. skress]

this man found out about falsetto and didn't kno how 2 act

why do i try w/ shinigami

NEW ALBUM OCTOBER 9TH 2020 🌐🖤
shoutoutz 2 @kaiyko

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

even when i'm down
i try to bring you up
even when i'm empty
i try to show you love
even when i'm lost
i try to find a way for you
to smile when i'm not
with everything i've got

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that?
my world is burning down

why's this happening
i thought that i could change
but now i'm desperately
searching for a sign that leads
nowhere at all for me
and honestly
i wanted you to be the one
to break me free from this scarcity 
of loving myself for the person i am
today and not the way
you look at me so casually
when i'm about to break
when i'm about to go breaking down again
how do i send
all my love but all my love is
still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that
my world is burning down

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

tell you that honestly i wanted you
to be the one to break me free
break me free from this scarcity
i'm living with all your love
but all my love's locked in me
it's still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

missed calls

demxntia 🌐🖤

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