this is a great song EDIT: thank you for the gold kind stranger :)

👏 Not that he was proud of it, but the idea that someone like him, who not only couldn't get a girlfriend but couldn't make a friend of any kind... ⁸⁸

THIS IS THE EXPERIMENT VOL.4

(sic)

Wasting My Time

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

so slow down
i'm on my own now
stuck in this dead town
there's no way out
don't know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
i'm somewhere i don't belong

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

twenty one

trolling myself :p

Lessthanthree

pov you will never be @dethtech

i'm alone again and i just want out
some girls looking at me
now i'm freaking out
you must think i'm stupid
like i'm new to this
like i wont do shit
i know i cant trust you
leave me in a ditch til my corpse turns blue

everyone is trying to kill me
you can all just stop pretending
all your lies are never ending
unload the clip until its empty

all my so called friends had to get cut off
i just didn't want to get my head sawed off
you might think i'm crazy
well yeah sure like i guess maybe
i've been so sick lately
i can never tell if you love or hate me

every1 is tryin 2 kill me 0_o

Lyrics:

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do

When options are infinite
You're stuck in a limbo
Of stagnation and inaction
I won't forget

The times when I was
More than just another adult 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me 

Stagnation 
Kills me deep inside
It's all on me 
It's all on me 

They told me I could be anything
So I became nothing
But this won't do, this will never do
This will never do
Guess it's my fault 
I'm a broken adult
Still don't know what's good for me

They Told Me I Could Be Anything So I Became Nothing

pictures aren't sure
of that cute smile of yours
i wish you were here
with us ill hold you dear

09082023

killing floor

(lyrics below) Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ExGB125JobAjvf5QPLSYo?si=knpZYBv5R6Ox5CdL5nZMAQ

If they all hurt me
Why shouldn't I do the same? 
I keep it all in a bottle 
As I sit around, twirl and waddle

Into walls, smash my body on the concrete 
Put a brick on the gas and leave me in the backseat
I guess you were right all along

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

And I wanted you to suffer 
Just as much as I did 
But now I just want you to watch me,
Yeah, I just want you to watch me

Pour my guts out on your shirt
Self myself ablaze, for you it wouldn't hurt 
But to me, this means everything 
This means everything to me 

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

Your eyes, my pain
Your eyes, my pain

Watch Me Hurt Myself (And I'll Be Yours)

kanye west cover

Look at ya, look at ya, look at ya, look at ya
Look at ya, look at ya, look at ya, look at ya
Look at ya, look at ya, look at ya, look at ya
Look at ya, look at ya (ladies and gentlemen)
Look at ya, look at ya (ladies, ladies and gentlemen)
And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time
For us to have a toast
Let's have a toast for the douche bags
Let's have a toast for the assholes
Let's have a toast for the scumbags
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerk offs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can
She find pictures in my email
I sent this bitch a picture of my dick
I don't know what it is with females
But I'm not too good at that shit
See, I could have me a good girl
And still be addicted to them hood rats
And I just blame everything on you
At least you know that's what I'm good at
And I always find
Yeah, I always find
Yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time (so I think it's time)
For us to have a toast
Let's have a toast for the douche bags
Let's have a toast for the assholes
Let's have a toast for the scumbags
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerk offs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can
Run away from me, baby
Run away
Run away from me, baby, ooooohhhhh
When it starts to get crazy
Run away
Babe, I got a plan, run away as fast as you can
Run away from me, baby
Run away
Run away from me, baby
Run away
When it starts to get crazy
Just run away
Baby, I got a plan
Run away as fast as you can

Run right back to me
Baby I got a plan, 
Run away fast as you can

Never was much of a romantic
I could never take the intimacy
And I know it did damage
'Cause the look in your eyes is killin' me
I guess then you at an advantage
'Cause you could blame me for everything
And I don't know how I'ma manage
If one day you just up and leave
And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time (so I think it's time)
For us to have a toast
Let's have a toast for the douche bags
Let's have a toast for the assholes
Let's have a toast for the scumbags
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerk offs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can

Run right back to me
I need you to run right back to me
Run right back to me
I need you to run right back to me
Run right back to me
Run right back to me
Look at ya
look at ya look at ya look at ya look at ya look at ya

Runaway

🍕🧻🚙

lyrics:

I made a big mistake 
And I forgot to save
And threw it all away, ooh
Its already too late
What causes all your love,
And takes away your pain?
It's no riddle and it's always been a fact 
That every light turned on
Will surely turn to black 

So I'm Renting out an old truck 
Driving till my heads stuck 
Screaming at the top of my lungs;Im a dumb fuck
Dirty and Im moldy
You don't even know me 
All you people wanna do is fuck or control me
You'll be the headlights, I'll be the young deer
Always thinkin' bout suicide if it's not clear 
Maybe it'll stream on twitch,
One less ugly stupid bitch 
Now I'm gonna drive off a cliff into a ditch 
♫
And even god would say 
You're gonna die one day
You better not be late
Oh, he's coming up behind you 
Sitting there beside you 
Telling you its fine cause you'll always be alive dude 
Until your not, and in tears a lot 
For when your fears so cold its not as sensationing 
Stupid and self aware
But don't you be scared 
We'll all see you there

Then we can talk about our jobs 
And complain about the weather 
Smoke a cigarette 
With a diet Dr. pepper 
All I wanna be is the girl you get to be with 
But you work all week and I got weekends
I don't even like you 
I'll end it all to spite you
Next stop is the gun shop, have a light dude?
He camel crushes my American Spirit
I don't wanna hear it if you're not gonna listen to me
Your first love is so sweet 
The rest is sugar free
I tried so hard to be
The girl I was at seventeen 
But oooooooooooaaaaaaoooooaaoooohhhh
I'll miss your eyes, Your ears, and the pimples on your face
I'll miss the lies you told me, the truth hurts anyway
I'll miss my high school and every time I got called gay
I'll miss my part times 
And every awkward phase

Pizza Rolls Royce

for a moment, i'll be an angel
high to low then a bloody faceful
of concrete, gore, and filth and obscenity
while i'm floating i'll become capable
of being golden, gorgeous, graceful
and it's only for the time i'm flying, but finally

i will look so lovely
and then all of you will see
the way i saw myself
in the bathroom mirror
with a face covered in tears
it was half past midnight in hell
you will know my body
every scar that's written on me
all of the thoughts in my mind
you'll think they are so beautiful
and that you could have saved it all
that i was just too pretty to die

i tried to get to heaven
when i was close, i came back down
i would fall like that forever
but i'll have to hit the ground
i'll pierce straight through the planet
and i'll party with the pagans
i'll plummet through all nine circles
and land right next to satan

you'll listen to my songs
that i worked on for so long
at least somebody's hearing them now
you'll read all of my writing
hope that it makes you start crying
take the words right out of your mouth
i will live on in the inking
and the melodies you're singing
in your hearts and minds just as well
you'll think that i was lovely
then all of you will love me
the way only i loved myself

Ika-Ika-Ikarus!

rest in peace lil watermark

The very first thing I said to you was hey 
I get a feeling that just won't go away
My stomach's turning over when I'm thinking about the things you say
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
Yeah, it's so bad my friends say I'm vacant in my brain
All I wanna do is call you up and make you feel okay

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you

I woke up early this morning in a state of fright
Can't figure out what I said to you last night
Was it just a dream, or did I really try to kiss you twice?
Oh could you promise that you'd tell me if you liked it
'Cause I'd rather end it now than keep putting my heart out on the line
Oh darling, if I don't take your breath away
Can you please stop taking mine?

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it?

The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day
The thought of you keeps me occupied all day

And when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it over?
Yeah when you're sober
Will you think it over?
The thing I told you
Will you think it 
Over
Will you think it over
The thing that I told you
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over
Will you think it over

Think It Over

@crustsox cover

i don't know how to sing

Kind Stranger

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Kind Stranger

DethTech

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