That one artist

DEVIMCCALLION

Devi McAllion

eat—:it

Hal0 (ft. saraunh0ly)(prod. Curtains)

Girls Rituals "Deproliferation" - Nov 22 2022

I follow the motion line that comes out my chest
It leads me somewhere, I'm still confused
I think my path intersects with you
I don't mean to

I don't know what people want
I just know what I want so I get it for myself
Can't imagine what you'd want from me
Just as a joke I imagined a couple things

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
I could prove anybody wrong about anything
You've seen the worst in me.

If you find my heart's in tatters
Just remind me stupid things really matter
We could do nothing and put out static forever

If you find out my heart's in tatters
Please remind me that stupid things matter more than anything

I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
You're so cute
Goddamn you're so dumb
I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
I try to signal something but you're so ignorant

I like it.

I was like the Kreayshawn to your Spaceghostpurrp
I could do anything, you know I'll make it hurt
I could do anything wrong
If you needed me
I could do anything wrong

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
You know I'm lying, there's no guessing
You've seen the worst in me

Worst in me

from "dark city dogbreath" split with britney cage

Big dog
I said, are you gonna bite?
They say a wise dog never barks

Oo~oo

I could never really tell if you're...
If you're true or you're false with me
But I'll still take you how you are

Live my life
In 20 minutes
Bodies wear themselves out
I get high and start to panic
Getting lost in the crowd
Back when I was a kid
Didn't even know being scared was even allowed
But I feel it now...
Like I felt it then
Yeah yeah, I can feel it now

If its already bad
Might as well make it worse
Cant feel a thing 'til it hurts
Put that pussy to work
You see me just how I am
You wear me down past the skin
Western blood on my hands
You shine and sparkle with spit

Big dog
I said, are you gonna bite?
They say a wise dog never barks

Oo~oo

I could never really tell if you're...
If you're true or you're false with me
But I'll still take you how you are

I hope you still can talk to me
Even if our garden's wilted
We used to laugh out loud all night
Now we're just strange and prickly

iPod paused in my hands
I feel dead thru my skin
Bloodflow sweetens the deal
Western sugar again
Dancing on a rotting wooden wheel that bleeds as it spins
And I need you again

There is no point in saying sorry
Be polite and just say nothing, oo
There's no point in saying sorry
Please don't be sorry you loved me

Live my life
In 20 minutes
Bodies wear themselves out
I get high
And start to panic
Getting lost in the crowd
Back when I was a kid
Didn't even know being scared was even allowed
But I feel it now...
Like I felt it then
Yeah yeah, I can feel it now

dark city dogbreath

Girls Rituals - Dogbreath

from my new album reddishness https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

art by this amazing girl ivy atoms http://ivyatoms.tumblr.com/

when you grow to be someones sister
if you can overcome the barriers
you might find yourselves to be sharing an incredible power
if you can light up each other
thats the necessary secret
if you really do need it
you can have your own hidden world together

so lets go back to the beach
lets live in a dream
you can pretend to be you
i can pretend to be me
but we don’t need to act like we’re ourselves
we don’t need to be anything
i’ve been thinking wrong forever
i don’t have to be anything

when my mind is overwhelmed
when my body won’t move
you’ve been a shield over me
i want to be a shield over you
when my mind shuts down
in the most unbelievable pain
you’ve been a shield over me
i just need the strength to do the same

but my body’s not me
it won’t hold my shape
you can’t even see my armour
but its shimmering like water
and its heavy like the ocean
and yeah it drags me down but
i still have enough power
and i can still lift it up on to my shoulders

Girls Rituals - Shield

venus of love
bby ion wna c u sad
my armz out 4 embrace nd she jus puhd away my h4ndz
im runnin outta time th hour glss iss ph1ld w/ s4nd
i needa fucking chance
i need sum time 2 l4nd
in da c1ty w/ a bottl in my h4nd
i tr👁️ not2 turn 2 alcohol it h3lpz me wen im s4d:/
she g3t ngry nd he t3l me m wen she jus m4d
she wnt me2 gaf but bby i 4m not ur d4d
do u feel my luv
do u feel my passion
evry time i c u got me reddied up4 action
f1ngerz in her pussy im jus luvin th reactionz
inbetween her legz she kouldnt h4ndl wen im snakkin
ass look fat af already kno a nigga sm4kd 1t
givvin me dat look she jus
she jus terrified me my heart was v4cant
without her here i feel so d3fl4ted ;(

Embrace 愛のヴィーナス 情熱の勝者

...

I was screaming at the lights till my throat hurt
Please don't call me late at night you know that won't work
Sending thoughts inside ur head cuz I'm the owner 
I don't wanna try again cuz I don't need the closure 

I was at are spot, saw that note and then I ripped it up
Blowing up ur phone with every word I guess I'm not enough 
Walk around at night the only way that I can live it up 
I don't wanna be without ur voice I guess I'm out of luck 

Feel like I might fall on the floor I need a doctor 
Like to be alone I'll drop that bitch to save a dollar 
I was in the crowd I like watching my a stalker 
Break my bones I'll still find a phone and call her

The only reason that I ever leave my house is so I c you 
Like omg look at ur hands I wanna be you
U could say anything id be like "oh really me 2" 
Ya I lie right to ur face but I don't see the issue 

Put me in a tough spot 
Disappear into the fog 
Would you keep a secret bb I don't want are time to stop 
I didn't talk for 3 months now I think I'm fully lost 
Ya I'm so obsessed with you but I'm not sure it's worth the cost 

I'm such an easy target 
I love it when you mark it 
I think I'm feeling next, don't think I feel the best 
Ya you saw me pour my heart out 
But you don't care don't ask me to start now 

I think I made another choice but I don't like the look now 
Walk inside the mall spent cash and then I walked out 
You just heard the beat drop said that I'm ur fav now 
Saw u with ur headphones tell me how that gun sounds

Live It

original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOXJZ9nh9Mw&ab_channel=TheFrontBottoms-Topic

Father (The Front Bottoms cover)

racks!

https://soundcloud.com/fern_shy

God close a door, we poke a new hole
Hands yellow-pink + theyre shaking in the cold
Jodey high roller, line 3 thru ur nose
Thirty Twenty two, texas ranger down the road
Knocking on your door, the people wanna know

Lots of strangers in the world ...
Lot of strangeness in the world if you think about it...

Three hundred thirty three angels lose their wings
Just another day leave them hanging in the breeze
Cannot leave the house if theres ppl in the street
Can't revise the script only talk about the scene

Plasma makes the parts
Parts make up the body
Adding up the bodies
Least its saving money
Call of duty lobby
Chatting kinda dirty
Kinda genocidal
Acting like its funny

Whats sick days off if you don't have a job? 
These people do not work
They cannot help but rob 
Parasitic worm
Eating til the source killed off
:shrug:

We Poke Holes prod. fern_shy

i understand that the art is AI and that thats bad, thats the point of this 1 thing and im not gonna do it again but like... if you wna be mad anyway thats ok just understand that its gonna be annoying to me +it will cause me to like you less if you annoy me abt it. im busy. the art is stolen etc im not generating it and theres reasons im using fascist aesthetics in this current run of singles as commentary and not as something that i generally enjoy like it makes me happy. i kinda thought that something like that would go without saying at this point but whatever 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLfhO9BJpOE


You need to pay attention. 
You're in the drivers seat, 
so, 
you drive. 

I'm so intentional. 
I'm so… intentional, 
I’m so intentional. I'm making it right.

I've been on. 
I’ve been wrong. 
I’ve been around. 
We're making a smiley face 
with our footprints 
as we walk the long way around.

I know I said I wouldn't do this shit again. 
Looking at me like I can't just be your friend.
We promised that we wouldn't do this shit again.
Now we listen to the sound of our planet:
All my life its like I can't hear anything but nyeh-nyeh nyeh-nyeh

nene

art by me and @ivyatoms

every year that goes by i just seem to get older
and the tide goes up and the water washes over
and i know myself less going in and out my head
going in and out my head hooded death gets a boner

fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
and you got your nails long
whyd u cut off all your hair
fucking sickos. fucking sickos everywhere
are u fucking doing ok?

ill be a black crow in my next life
flying over an office park

i smash and curse this skin
oh i dig and dig and dig
pulling away at the fat and muscle
always searching further in
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the answer to everything
somewhere deep inside my body
has to be the reason for why I’m like this

2017 / 01

Girls Rituals - Black Crow

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

BIG THANKS TO DEVI FOR WORKING W ME ON THIS TRACK 
SHE WROTE THE LYRICS AND SUNG THEM ND REARRANGED THE ORIGINAL 
i did backing vocals and the original track lol

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Lyrics:
biohazard 
like it matters 
U.S.A. 
radiation 
on my mattress 
im a nightmare 
you dont know me? im a classic 
she gets ocean 
she gets poison when it splashes 

when it goes around it comes around 
when it goes around it comes around 
when it goes around it goes around 
in a cycle in a helix in a spiral 

it goes higher and it spins a little harder 
its just physics it cuts easy when its sharper 
theres no condoms and theres no such thing as armour 
its just nature im a faggot fire starter 

this shit is not a joke to me 
please stay the fuck away from me 
i dont rly need anything 
i dont rly need anything 

my skin is melting off cos i just want too much, uh 
it doesnt matter cos the whole world is in love, uh 
it doesnt matter it could never be enough, uh 
i had a dream but it was just way too fucked up 

im a faggot like a nuclear sewer to the ocean 
im a faggot like a cancer coming off of a pipeline 

when it goes around it comes around 
when it goes around it comes around 
when it goes around it goes around 
in a cycle in a helix in a spiral

☣ DOWNLOAD ☣

CHEMICAL BURN v 2.0 (w/ Girls Rituals)

remix of "I Fucked In Heaven" from Mom 4

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/4

Mom - I Fucked In Heaven (redactionary remix)

idgaf bitvh
https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/emergency

Rainbow Eye (Ugly 2018 Mix)

Thank u for supporting my work.

LYRICS:
(...)
Theres no justice in this world
(...)
Is it just us in this world
(...)
Is the whole earth cursed
Are our bodies made
Of evil cursed blood soaked dirt

(...)
Or are we made of something worse
Cos I feel like I’m something worse
Can ppl really change
It just seems too late 
It just seems way too late

I don’t think anybody needs forgiveness now
I pray hell is real so we all go down
All together so we’re not all alone
We can still torture each other 
And chew meat off our bones
Uh

Can we all just  share 1 body
So we can only kill ourselves
I swear that i wont get lonely
If start to starve I’ll just fucking eat myself

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite


Lets watch vids of cops killing kids
Ya jesus wept but no one cared what they did
Liberals all just loving the law
Theyre just doing their job
Theyre just killing us all but-

(...)
These no justice in this world
(...)
And it just us in this world
U can treat me like mark
If u wanna be jeff
We’re the last ones left
Adam / Eve of death

I wanna hide 4ever
4 at least 4 million years
Every night I pray 4 nothing
Cos Nothings so much better than this world is

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite

Devi McCallion - 11:11

Mom - Joyfulthought

(devi & rook) 

death 
death 
death 
death 
death 

death 

(rook) 

death-obsessed 
that girl's fucked in the head 
she's so messed up 
she's so much 
shes such a scary slut 
i hear the shit she's seen 
you would not believe 
she looks like death 
fucked in the head 

(devi & rook) 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 

(devi) 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 

(devi & rook) 

DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 

(devi) 

always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
always made a bad girl 

(rook) 

nothing ever made sense 
i never understood why things fell apart 
isolation, condemnation 
i just wanted to do be something 
beautiful and loving 

do you know what i mean? 
d'you ever feel like maybe something went wrong 
and you ended up here by mistake? 
like 
it took me 28 years to find anyone who made any sense to me 
and 
i just 
feel so outside of everything 
and 
i just wanna be good 

i just wanna be good!! 

it's so fucked up 
(it's so fucked up...) 
like 
it should've been a sign that something was wrong 
but 
it's just so easy to think you're broken & evil 
i dunno, 
it's 
it's like 
i lived my whole life thinking i didn't have a soul 
and... 
ok sorry 
i promise i'm going somewhere with this 
it's just, 
i didn't even know i was fucked up! 
i didn't even know what i was going thru 
until like, a year ago 
and now it's everything 
this place is designed to kill us 
and make us think it's our fault 
sorry, sorry this is all super obvious 
it's just 
i'm glad we're in the struggle together 
but 
i wish 
we didn't have to define ourselves 
by the struggle 
at all 

thanks for listening to me. i feel a lot better now n_n

THANK YOU

DEATH/BAD GIRL

can you suck my fucking dick again? 
please just breathe me in like oxygen 
im a princess 
do you want this? 
can you feel it 
yet? 

i wanna make you say it 
but you've always been kinda 
shy... 
thats okay 
we still have time 

feeling's different than believing 
lots of feelings are deceiving 
i don't care if i'm bleeding 
i'd rather be dying than this nightmare that i'm dreaming of 

oh my heart feels heavy 
are you sure that you're ready 
i guess that things could get messy / don't you think that its scary that i feel it in my belly? 

it's never enough 
i'll never give up 
i'm covered in cum 
i'm covered in blood 

i just wanna fuck 
i think i'm in love 
my insides feel wrong 
i just wanna fuck