devi mccallion - it's a beautiful world (feat. ada rook)

girls rituals - babe of the abyss

There are US tour dates coming in August and November which you can see more abt on my instagram as the story develops. Special thanks to nora who suggested adding some piano
https://www.instagram.com/dei_genetrix/


"It's perfectly alright to step outside the law, because the law itself is aberrated" 
-L. Ron Hubbard

Darkness, We live in some
Darling, please give me up
Sometimes, it seemed like hope
Promise, you didn't-
Don't
Assume there's something here for you
I thought it thru.
Every single chance we ever got we only fucked it up
I think its wrong to lead me on
Don't assume 
It's just us two
Me and you
We're having fun
But I cannot live with myself and 
I'm still so scared of touch

Really
Don't fuck with me nowhere
But then, it's just not what I need
Say that we're put here for something, that's something that I can't believe
Think that I'm living my life, I think I'm a mistake 
Thought that we're reaching for something did worse than just get in your way
It's not a test
We play for keeps
We make a mess  
Who'll clean up me?

Clean up me?

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

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I'm trying to get busy and sick
I need a Halimede type on my dick
This halloween's gonna been sick
We'll all be howling and dying to kill

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Everything you think, yeah
Everything you feel
Ohh
Ohhhh
Oh, God!
Oh God yeah
You never know

You never know
You never know (I do, yeah I really do)

every kid wants to be hanatarash (I do, I do, I do)
57 wedged between their teeth (I do, I do, I do)
every kid wants to be roy orbison, in divine wreath, unaware of underneath

Second time around, it just gets darker
Third time around, it just gets darker baby

i wish i was bradford cox (I do, I do)
i wish i was bradford barker (I do, I do)
the third time around it just gets darker
but i can manifest it more for you (Yeah you can Lex!)

don't run away babe dont run away
(But I stand where I stand
I can't change where I stand
I will stand my ground)

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah oh you never know

Dying To Kill

prophets

(rook+devi) 
listen bitch 
u dont know 

(rook) 
LISTEN 
you think this is cute? 
you think this is something 
that i dont have to do? 
you think i want to be this way 
because i like how it feels? 
you think the drama gets me off? 
MOTHERFUCKER GET REAL 
listen, 
you think this is fun? 
every single day 
i want to run from people i love 
you think you could handle 
feeling this every day? 
yeah i'm so cute and scared and small 
but im not FUCKING OKAY 

can u make me disappear 
words dont exist for this kind of fear 
do u have a home do u have a name 
can u love someone without 
feeling so fucking afraid 

(rook+devi) 
U DONT KNOW 
MOTHER FUCKER U DONT KNOW

Pragmatism

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