oh my god this is so good I'm actually gonna cry

music for sitting in a vial of green goop

From the album Go Hard(2013). Download it here: blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/go-hard
Art by homura910210 (https://twitter.com/homura910210/status/1386878887930458112). 

tags bc mobile
remix kreayshawn girls rituals devi mccallion

Yellow Bile + Figaro the Kid - "Go Hard" U-Mix

Refuge

Unbound

7" tri-single vinyl out on Heaven's Lathe in May. Mixed and master by Katie Dey. Vinyl art by marie a / @808gum

Lyrics
I want things to be beautiful
I forgot things could be beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope

I want things to be beautiful
I forgot that things were beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope
I'm giving up hope
 
That maybe it could change 
That maybe there are options
It could take a different shape
It might not survive the change

But it could survive the change
Will we survive to stay the same?
1000th prison in my eyes
I've seen these lonely deaths be died
I'm no stranger to the sight 

It doesn't even move me.
I'm the type to keep it pushing 
I wouldn't be here if I wasn't 
I'll walk to work past wasted bodies
I hardly even mind

Change is in my hand 
Money changes in my hand 
..'s in my hand 
Money, change is in my hand 
I want things to be beautiful

I Want Things to Be Beautiful

There are US tour dates coming in August and November which you can see more abt on my instagram as the story develops. Special thanks to nora who suggested adding some piano
https://www.instagram.com/dei_genetrix/


"It's perfectly alright to step outside the law, because the law itself is aberrated" 
-L. Ron Hubbard

Darkness, We live in some
Darling, please give me up
Sometimes, it seemed like hope
Promise, you didn't-
Don't
Assume there's something here for you
I thought it thru.
Every single chance we ever got we only fucked it up
I think its wrong to lead me on
Don't assume 
It's just us two
Me and you
We're having fun
But I cannot live with myself and 
I'm still so scared of touch

Really
Don't fuck with me nowhere
But then, it's just not what I need
Say that we're put here for something, that's something that I can't believe
Think that I'm living my life, I think I'm a mistake 
Thought that we're reaching for something did worse than just get in your way
It's not a test
We play for keeps
We make a mess  
Who'll clean up me?

Clean up me?

UP TO DATE TOUR INFO: https://blacksquares.neocities.org/
Fresh Straw Berries Tour with Bubblegum Octopus

BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyPspF3VF0s

TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

https://soundcloud.com/mattproxy

My landlord's flirting with me, called me skinny then evict me
I've read a lot of hentai so that shit is normal to me
Couldn't get repairs around the home
He's overseas with dying mom
Now we both dont have a mom. ha ha ha
Everything I do is shits and giggles for the fun
Everything I do is not worth shit its so much fun
You're looking like a pussy big and juicy begging for the fuck
You're looking like a pussy pussy boi tighten up

I do this shit for something like love
Never admiration, just connection to above
I cannot mind the crowd but it's nice when they show up
They don't believe a whore like me would ever talk to God

It doesn't matter how bad it gets it gets worse
I hate when girls die but I don't mind to get hurt
Heard you sold your soul and you could not tell the difference
I think thats kind of sad you never felt your own magnificence
They'll grab you by the dick throw you off a building then jump after you
Type of shit reminds me of going to middle school
I have no hope of being normal born to be a super soldier
Blow the rainbow out the sky and give God a game over

If you need me
To show you how
La la la
If you need me to show you how
How to do it
Maybe I could show you how
Psh

Say I’m pretty privilege but you don’t see how they treated me
To control the situation I make everyone my enemy
Just to be safe

Tighten Up! prod. Matt Proxy

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

Girls Rituals - Black Crow (Black Froach Remix)

WATCH OUR MUSIC VIDEO 
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New full length album coming January 2019 

Just a little gift from Devi and Ada. Thanks for all of ur appriciation and ur support during our first year together as a band <3 


Filmed by @BoringNerdyKate 

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ORIGINAL SONG: 
lyrics & music by Tessa Violet & YACHT MONEY 
produced by Seth Earnest @TessaViolet 
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiAuAJBZuGs 

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lyrics
I cant focus on what needs to get done 
im on notice hoping that U don't run 
u think im tepid but im misdiagnosed 
cos im a stalker i seen all of your posts. \\ah--- 

---NO STALKING---

& im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
& im not tryna b with u now 

nuh-uh... 

u make it difficult 2 not overthink 
&when im with you i turn all shades of pink 
i wanna TOUCH u but dont wanna b weird 
its such a rush... thinking wish u were here. 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
&im not tryna be with u now... U NOW. 
--//////// 
NAH! 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TLEL UVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMANENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
sorry. 

i fill my calendar w/ stuff i can do 
mb if im busy it will keep me from u 
&im pretending u aint been on my mind 
but i took an interest in the things that u like. 

AND IM JUST TRYNA PLAY IT COOL NOWWWWWWWWW 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and im not trying b with u. no. 
ew. haha. 
FUCK U 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
fEELING LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY OWN 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
SORRY 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
BUT IVE BEEN WAITING HOPEING THT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE.. 

it was what i was born 2 do 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
YEA IM WAITING HOPING THAT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and... ah... 
ewww......ahhH 

I COULD BE UR CR---- 

THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH MY PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
IM SORRY 
IM REALLY SORRY 
IM SORRY.

CRUSH (Tessa Violet cover)

from "f***ing sucks!"
the band is dead so there is sadly no way to support them
song obviously not mine, uploading it here for listening purposes
discography dl: archive.org/details/babygiraffesdiscography

baby giraffes - giraffe party

Fountain

Witness

Prisoner of Hormones

tracys slumber party - toxic lipstick

I Can't Do This By Myself I'm Scared - Mom

A beautiful journey as a young woman becomes a horse in the face of an adversity.

Horse 4eva

destroyer of teh internetz

letting go of what people see as cringe and just embracing who you are is the truest way to live and will keep you going when nothing else can

cottoncandy biohazard
out-of-retirement sparkledog 
"retroslop irl"
everything i like conveniently becomes popular a year or two later
i primarily listen 2 speedcore, happy hardcore, extratone with the occaisonal ambience + nintendocore

freaks welcome FOREVER d(^-^)



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