Deep Scars

Chillin' in my Crib [prod. cxrter & cloud]

swamp:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

But if I go I’m taking you with me to hell 
It was always from your hand, every card I was delt 
So it just seems fitting that your end is with my help 
“What a let down” like shit that’s exactly how I felt 

So pull the trigger if you want I think I’m ready now 
To try and start avoiding your whole arsenal of let downs 
You’re always more prepared than I am it’s so typical 
But it’s chess not checkers baby all my plays are critical 
Ok so 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself

cxltmoon:

Soaked in these memories
But all this kerosene is a product thats been sold to keep you away from me 

Watch where your walking
The floor is rigged to fall in
I know cause im falling and falling and falling again

I'm exhausted and sleep is for the weak
I'm exhausted cull me out while I sleep
I'm exhausted i'm bleeding to my feet
And ill wipe it all down and clean myself without a peep

The wounds afflicted by you are kinda bittersweet
The hole inside my heart hurts
But I hold you dearly
Hey, dont shoot the messenger
I only asked you first
So drop the hate and just take what's worth

swamp & cxltmoon:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide
(before we collide)
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
(While I brace for the impact)
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of my-
Self
Before we collide
Brace for impact


The Hideous Creature [prod. cxrter & irby]

It's just my turn [prod. mackk & threemvsk]

🦋
(MisFiiT)

coldheart i got that 
big sauce i got that 
trapped in my mind sometimes and it’s so ass
i don’t really socialize
not that kinda butterfly
drip drip drip i cry when the mood ain’t right

i been bumpin all my homies in my earbuds 
you got no buzz
ima songaholic this shit like drugs
percocet molly 
i ain’t runnin i been walkin 
try to shoot i didn’t cock it
i can’t keep my cool im on a rampage 

keep my cool impossible
self improve improbable 
i’m so stagnant 
i can’t ever take flight 
i been bunkered in my room 
till it’s noon and the suns out
girly hit my phone 
she my sadness culprit

music keeps me whole in this dark place 
keep it to myself i ain’t fuckin with the rat race 
suicidal thoughts i am always tryna erase
sleepin in my bed tryna dream more like escape 

ion got a warm heart that shit like a cold one
i been working myself sick like a cold or sum 
feel like icarus my life right now is tough 
thought after thought this shit is way too much 

overbearing i been fighting like a dark soul tryna parry it never works 
i’m speechless at your words but they don’t hurt
i just wanna fly fly fly away like a butterfly maybe like a bird too 

i been blue like a smurf 
so i write another verse
purge out insecurities till im out of words 
this shit is like a diary 
the good and bad sides of me 
my best talent probably 

(wraith)

Baby you’re a butterfly
Darling I’m a moth to the flame
Think I’m sick in the brain
From the med’s that I’ve taken
Losing my sleep
No dreams, getting made here
Night’s get long
All alone, it’s not safe here


Baby I’m already dead to me
For so long, I’ve been trying these melodies
I flop fast, too bad for publicity

And instantly
It fills my head and
I can’t even trust me
My own fucking words seem
Like they never happen

Maybe I’ll be dead next
Maybe I’ll get better
I don’t even know yet
Baby please don’t bother
I won’t mend

(IcarusLurks)

Look at the time I know it’s not changin
Look at my mind I know it’s been racin
I’m burnt out yeah I feel it in my lungs when the light goes down
It’s like I’m losing sight when I look back now
Think I’m falling down 
I watch the wings burn I ain’t coming around and I know 
this fall is gon hurt
I’ve been getting closer and closer to earth

So Fuck it reset 
I done changed to many times to know me best
Still know myself better then most before the regress 
So don’t tell me what you think I fucking need next
I don’t really need much I just wanna regret 
All the fucking time spent tryin fix shit that’s already been offset 
Its all burnt down
I watch the city burn while I fall back down
I wonder what’s mine now
It’s all burnt down

butterfly w/ wraith & IcarusLurks (Slayerr x Triazo)

Weight of it [prod. jolst]

prod. deadends

lyrics:
whyd it all go wrong
when i fell in love?
said you care you dont
i held on so long

whyd it all go wrong
when i fell in love?
said you care you dont
i held on so long

when you wear that necklace
do you think of me?
or did you throw it out
with the other things?
it only feels a year
but fuck, yeah, its been 3
genie, i only have one wish
i wish that she didnt leave

whyd it all go wrong
when i fell in love?
said you care you dont
i held on so long

whyd it all go wrong
when i fell in love?
said you care you dont
i held on so long

when you wear that necklace
do you think of me?
or did you throw it out
with the other things?
it only feels a year
but fuck, yeah, its been 3
genie, i only have one wish
i wish that she didnt leave

necklace

prod. hollowprpl

lyrics:
clipping in and out
turn the gain up need to get it loud
oh we're gaming
oh my god the drop's about to
come i know it's happening
soon i cannot give it up i
spent so much just trying to make you comfy
i come back in one piece
if we see eye to eye then we don't got no problem
if it's just a trick then i've already fallen
swept up by the undercurrent
scrape off one more wish
but i know it's a long way back to the beach
i don't know how long it's been
could i be affixed or am i bound to be eclipsed
crying in the papasan
i dont wanna call it that aint me
i should test it on my self
i'll be falling in the screen
red blobs
trained like pavlov
cut that neural path off
severed, bandsaw
oh it weighs on my body
i'm a damn fraud
so they say inside the generator
that ones just for me
later on i'll clean up
i don't wanna be a 
nuisance 
a burden
so i do it'
i just go in
i do not think
i just let the words spit out my noggin

generator (hollowprpl)

deadwood until I get torn apart in a paper mill incident

lyrics
(wraith)
I just wanna
figure out a way to die happy
Baby girl I can’t breathe
Can u live without me?
Vomit up the liquor
Head sore while I dry heave
Pop the fucking vessels in my
Neck, unsightly
Mess that I’ve become
I grip with fingers numb
My dear condolences
I think the worst has come

(yungcray)
live my life it’s of this sorrow but it help me cope,
I’ve been contemplating my life whilst smoking in this dope 
and I don’t know if I’ll see tomorrow  I guess I gotta hope 
and I don’t know if ill escape this shit and I just gotta know 

I’m waking up all the time it’s all the same shit
gotta stay up in ur lane cuz I ain’t one to play with 
I got some bruises I got some scars 
I know my way round 
I’m sick of this losing
and I might lose it
how do I win now 

baby girl it’s really hurting me
The way you come into my life
You take my strings out
You tear me apart 
Baby girl it’s really hurting me
I don’t know if I can do this no more

(AVXiD)
and i lied to her
cuz girl i am not ok like i say i am
dont wanna fight with her
i just hit the point of like “ok and”
i just threw this shot back with no hands
i just got a backpack of yellow cans
yellow tape all over my residence
im found dead by the garden plants

dry heave. w/ yungcray + AVXiD (s0ftskelet0ns)

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Lyrics:

(Swamp)
As my sight goes back and the day finally meets its end 
All my thoughts release and blow away here in the evening wind 
Are you proud of what I’ve done 
Or are you mad at me 
Well at any rate please forgive me for this tragedy
The thought of you is like the last think I remember 
I could see my breath there in that cold I’m thinking December 
That day I signed my fate and swore it’d all get better 
And some how I just fucking return back by the teather 
Defeated and ready to give up again 
I’m a fragment of memories better off dead
Ill resurface shortly to warn of the threat 
That drains all your energy but swears she’s a friend 
As my hand breaks through 6 feet of dirt 
I remember why I left cause this place it had me feeling burnt 
Always questioning my worth 
And telling me it could be worse 
How the fuck could it be worse 
You’re the only one that’s laughing 
I’m the only one that’s hurt 
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory 

(Hero)
don't leave
i've still got more to say
if my home is not with you where the fuck else should i stay
yuh yuh
used to give me time of day
now the clouds a different range
and they vaguely form your face
yuh yuh
applying force unto the galaxy
it kinda feels as i was meant to be
i don't think that my voice matters more than any other
but i think i'll say the things a lot who struggle maybe couldn't
no don't get to close to me
might pass on sorrow and my suicidal tendencies
i'm too damaged i ain't take the path right next to me
i guess it's wrong i hope that you can kinda bear with me
give me all your energy
you weren't just a friend to me
rotting slowly i just need a drink to make the night
hold me close i was never fuckin tryna fight
thru your next relationship i hope you're keeping me in mind

(Swamp)
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory

House of Misery w/ hero p. Swamp x Michael Harrison

conversations at the end (soprettyanxiety)

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Deep Scars

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