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hold my c4 
im about to blow it up from way back here
near where the things all emerge unscathed
with smirks on their face
theyre watching me make a fool out of me and you
but nothing ever smelled so good as these toxic fumes

so i breathe deep
take a whiff
fuck it all i ever wanted was more of this
im sure of it
ignore this shit its not important 
the more it sits the more potent it gets 
putrid ghost wants only sex 

ow! 
lost fight to another hologram
exciting news 
these revolutions may be damned
fuck a 3d copy 
im such a needy obviously- 
lock jaw, need it now
cant close my mouth it just keeps talking
quiet down! 
funny little lines form when i close my eyes 
i know its why i cant ever get to sleep on time 

whoa
exit and drown
no clip into another world and run around 
theres no consequences
a fair use view on life
i should try to make a bomb
spread thin on bread
im an imitation led on whim and deadly expectation
what the hell am i waiting for

Putrid Ghost, The Useless Host

please stop talking
im obviously not the person that you thought i was
i think too often about the possibility youll murder us 

grip fate like its too late
talk to it like you got nothing to lose
charge a true rate 
livable wage 
give in to your rage
go postal post apocalyptic video game 
epoxy epoch together where the trees talk
keep the secret observe how my knees walk
bow legged and pigeon toed
i wont to make it
i already chose 
i went naked forgo my clothes  
you cant hide!
so come on in and get baptized
youre not a bad guy
you had a chance to act right
i admit it was kind of a whack try
things tend to blend in grey when you observe in black and white
but at the end of the day as long as youre saved you can go back to life
its too late too for me too many mistakes
im going to a place that i dont even believe in 
four season red ember bleating delay tape
lets stay safe no decay today 
oh no stay away 
im amazed you made it this far 
but do you remember which way you came  ?

im really sad

PLZ STOP TALKIN

everyone’s favorite maildog is finally back with their second album, "FANSERVICE", a love letter to the early internet’s wild west of creativity, rainbows, sparkledogs, + unrestrained self expression. cringe is dead, rave your tails off!! more importantly though, if the title wasn't a dead giveaway, it's a love letter to you! to all the amazing people who have loved and listened to MAILPUP and brought it to the light it's seen, i'm forever grateful for you all for your love, support, and patience. without it, i don't think i'd be here where i am today. from the bottom of my heart, thank you! i hope you enjoy the long awaited sophomore album from MAILPUP!
with all my <3,
salvia hunden

special thanks to gianni, wonton, jenny, kailyn, olivia, ace, adrien, cami, will, abbi, numbers, ashley, serafina, ascii, syn, william, alexis, and my parents! all of you in some way shape or form have helped this album come into fruition whether through much appreciated tips, criticism, or just giving me the love and support i needed to make another album. i love you all so much!!

thank you so very much to my incredible patrons for making this possible!! - claire, epictetusella, Will Toledo, Ace-Doran Campbell, chexcoin, Hobbes, synanthrope, ascii_drgn, Carcar404, coolthxmcdoom, PIrunner, and foowypotato! i'm so grateful for you all!! <3 <3

produced + mastered by salvia hunden
album art by subdae studios
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slimy oozing bubbling stuff erupting

touching all my clean white t shirts

dont ask me where ive been or ill have to lie

floating

in reference to my weekend

asleep behind the wheel 

havent eaten

feels good

try to keep it real

my body armor is so camoflaughed, bitch!

its got invisible rocket launchers right on it

holding on to way too much

watching my hair grow 

fucked up    

broken bones 

i notice those hurt the most when you wake up and remember how they happened



time for altered vision 

betrayed

i know you feel that way 

while im indifferent

betrayed 



who do i need to hurt?

to make shame a motivator that will work 

and after that sustain an outlook 

without constantly reminding me of how long it took

i know it wont be like before



i never believed that 

i know we both see that i need to do more 

i said i agree that 

this shit wont stop driving a wedge in the floor     



exceptions 

satisfaction is guaranteed

except when i dont land on my feet 

exceptions

i love them

just please love me  



and im a beast when 

my anger reaches my dome 

its just a circle

but it is all ive ever known

Bad Boy Cat Toy

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

not my remix but i thought i would post this because i literally can find this anywhere 😦

DJ RAINBOW EJACULATION - Toe Cutter Rough Trade (HOMO RAINBOW SNIPPET)

Seventh track on Bad Happy.

A bit of an "anthem" for those of you who have a propensity to compromise yourself and overlook unfair mistreatment by your friends and other loved ones for the sake of keeping the relationships intact... I'm quite prone to this.

Even after years of being hurt by people I know who have cheated on me, belittled my accomplishments and talent, ditched me, ignored my calls and emails, forgot to do important things they said they would for, broken promises, violated my trust, and whatever else, for the sake of nothing but themselves, I've still generally stayed un-confrontational about betrayal, essentially making it okay to betray me.
I wanted to approach this topic in a constructive manner, as often I do, but not be too subtle about the message.

If you're in a position where you are compromising your own happiness to keep your life less dramatic and your friends groups without schism; relationships without quarrel: don't keep doing it. Try to find common ground.
If they remain obstinate, they aren't worth your time.

/Life lesson

Betrayal is okay.

https://rawrdcore.bandcamp.com/album/barbed-wire-dragonfly

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The White Flash

BEST OF THE WEB

He no longer sees danger in the path — he designed it.

Blueprint of Collapse

I like to yell sometimes. I’m the idiot.

Does Not Matter

Track 4 from Perfect Life & Other Stuff, available on June 17th!
This album is a collaboration with my 17 year old self.
Pre-order digital or check lyrics here
http://bubblegumoctopus.bandcamp.com/album/perfect-life-other-stuff

The Group

Bag Of Bombs

ACROBAT OVER A VAT OF ACID CRAP

Palimpsest

If We Save Just One Child It Will All Be Worth It

Hello! I’m just an autistic kid on the internet who likes to make music sometimes! (I also go by He/Him or It/It’s pronouns. Call me Deer, Billy, Corbin or Irvin/Irving.
Some of my posts here are reposts of songs from really old obscure games, like dream emulator, which are mainly put on for archival purposes ^_^

Bad Boy Cat Toy

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