@horrormovies666 @pixelhood
[od1]
i dont like this anymore
u dont gotta hit the floor
show me all u adore
bitch u always wanting more
come on baby whats this for
ima stand here by ur door
im not leaving thats for sure

 u can see me right here
never let u down before
yes i didnt look at u
when i really said that
maybe u know the truth
told u now and once before
u dont gotta hit the floor
u dont gotta hit the floor
u dont wanna hit the floor

i hurt
i bleed
i dont wanna feel leave

tear me
break me
i dont think u noticed me
but youd never agree
u just wanna feel free
and i guess i get it
please just understand me

cut me
rip me
it wont even hurt me

watch me
face me
i dont wanna see ur face

and u think its just for space
yeah u wish that was the case
wishing i had ur taste
i dont wanna be stuck now

[horror]
do u wanna see what it’s like 2 make me bleed 
turn the fucking lights off i hate everything 
i got blood on my shoes 
i’m sorry that if i’m mean 
come on baby just come w me 

try 2 teach this fucking corpse 2 feel something 
baby im so fucked up i can’t feel anything 
and im so fucking scared that tunnels gonna close 
and i feel so wrong cuz i know that ur gone 

i don’t wanna feel like this anymore 
my brains so fucking stupid 
take away my phone 
baby will u stay w me till the end 
everything’s so fucking cold 

i don’t know where 2 go anymore 
seems like i’ve crossed this path once or more 
fuck it i’ll just hurt my self till everything’s okay 
i can’t handle pain and i wish ud go away

nothing else w/ horrormovies (pixelhood)

prod kaiboo 
featuring disoc8 *Bfc* 
mix master @1stress
disoc mix his own part :3 

ENJOY GUYS I WILL TRY TO MAKE AN EP THIS SUMMER BUT HERES OUR FIRST SUMMER TRACK

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every1 abandons me 
shld i evr g2s
could u call me when u.... Weep?
She said bby find me
every1 abandons me 
omg im so UNIQUE!
grip ur blade in2 my tTeeth
hope i never see the wreathe (i rly dk what this means)

disoc8
theres nobody like me honestly im so unique
in my bedroom smokin weed
everydays a party 
no one fukn likes me honestly im too unique
cuz ill never fukn c who im ever meant to b
wait who tf r u To judg?? ?
i got demonsin my brain and i got liquor in mycup 
keep I DONT KNOW WHAT HE SAID

find me ft/ disoc8 (kai boo)

roshyw - lost in lust w/ hxnterbtw (prod. oatblood)

(prod. xgatteora + qyurisuu)
w/ @1stress

i hate this song

pretty lil styros w/ stress @shredmyself insta

https://open.spotify.com/track/7smXfIiUFfv5gP4Nk0cH4b?si=67c26be48b2c4b95

[@pr6blms]
i know you hate me...
but ill still be there for you when it rains
i can not feel, theres so much blood on my fucking face
making me feel so left out, left out 0.o
Its driving me fucking insane I feel mental
feel like a weirdo just being around all of you
because of how you treat me! X_x
how you treat me, you act like a bitch!!
and you drive me crazy, i got ur cuts on my wrist.
drink my blood from my veins, think ur making me insane
i think im fucking stupid, i dont wanna hear your n-

[@disoc8]
im like me so why do u like me?
shes in my head like surgery 0.o
i feel like a surgeon i make myself bleed
i feel like a merchant im making money!
in the bathroom give myself stab wounds </33
k1ll mys3lf soon ill do it just for you!
slicing up my wr1sts, all i feel is bliss
im a piece of shit, its why im off the drinks.

[@1stress]
i cud go go go im so nauseous!!
all these fans hml Wont stop talkin 
I wanna see u bleeding out X_x
watch the blood run the cover </33
baby dont tlk u'll be found inside aguttr 
im so nauseous bby give me adderall 
cover me in toxins make me feel like im a doll 
wont stop talkin and ik u luv it luv it 
luv it when u lie bby ur so toxic...

ik u hate me w/ disoc8 + 1stress *ON ALL PLATS*

prod by 2broke +northeast light

lyrics:
cuts all down her thick thighs
wanna see ur insides
send pics of ur wrists slit..
show me what it looks like
tired of ur sick lies
wanna see ur demise
wnna see u bleeding out
from the razor on ur bedside..
x2

dont talk 2 me im to toxic
watch me fuck ur ur life while i'm off it
always fucked up im an alcoholic
watch me walk out with both my fucking wrists slit :/

all i wanna do is kill myself
fucked off the drugs n my mental health
tell me that u like me but its hard 2 sell
i'd have a big ego but its too fragile

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
some aspects of the song may be hyperbolic.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

when u bleed <3 (@shredmyself insta)

prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

suicidal love (disoc8)

૮(˶╥﹏╥)ა
mix/master @cholorofilm @1stress
prod. teeth 

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i fucking hate her promise u will die young
think i should just save her cut my body im so numb
throw me down the drain yea throw in the lost n found
i promise im not crazy sorry i just overthink
i fucking hate her promise u will die young
think i should just save her cut my body im so numb
throw me down the drain yea throw in the lost n found
i promise im not crazy sorry i just overthink

drown in my thoughts yea drown in my thoughts yea
im okay im okay yea u dont hate me that much
ima fall down everytime i get hurt
i ask u for just one more kiss
i od u owe me living is just hard to be
sometimes i just cant breathe
i anxiously fall asleep
turnin up in the club i just want a 100 bucks
emo bitch cut me up emo bitch she suck me up

i fucking hate her promise u will die young
think i should just save her cut my body im so numb
throw me down the drain yea throw in the lost n found
i promise im not crazy sorry i just overthink
i fucking hate her promise u will die young
think i should just save her cut my body im so numb
throw me down the drain yea throw in the lost n found
i promise im not crazy sorry i just overthink

rzr on me i feel lik a zombi .___<
cut u up in the back leave u on da concrete
i feel like a monster when u try to leave me:( 
dnt txt me cuz u'll prbly b onn  liveleak xD 
my <3 is leaking from my chest 
i wish i wasnt obsessed v_v 
now youll probably see me
dying on ur tv xxx

overthinking

cholorofilm x stress - overthinking (p. teeth)

prod @1lav

@xannndera
@iamsodead
@1lav

@xannndera
baby cut my throat, let's just overdose on ketamine
let my monsters get to u, they prolly know we're playing hide & seek
u can run but u can't hide yea i'll kms online
u don't get to live and im thinking 'bout it all night

taking all these black bars, overdose on narcos
babe don't go to sleep, i'ma shoot u, u just take a pose
they know im alive so i'll kill 'em with the cold blood
guess they wanna die let's just throw 'em in a fucking mud

let's go!!
yeah i guess she wanna take a pic
yeah stab me till i fucking bleed
yeah taking lots of ketamine
side by side u let it all fucking get to me

@iamsodead
taking all the pills i jst wnna numb the pain
i don't wnna have a chance so dnt let me try again
od till my liver fails baby i dont need the help
let me fckin end myself taking drugs till I melt
yeah shes taking pictures of herself
shes so hot i dont think its the molly
ima use u, stab u, tear ur body
dont try 2 run nd hide from me
lets get freaky till we bleed
lets get freaky till we bleed
lets get freaky till we bleed

SPOTIFY

take a pic + iamsodead (lavendr)

[VISUALISER ON SPOTIFY]
prod me fagzzz
master by @xaduma

@disoc8
hurry up n tell me, tell me wtf is wrong w/ me
u can't help me, u can sit n watch me fucking bleed :/
i told u i was sick inside,
u kissed my lips n said it's fine,
u swore u'd stay then let me die--
die, die.

bby can u let me carve ur name? or r we js not the same?
tear me up, then stitch me back,
then break my heart, i'll love the pain
like slit my wrists no turning back
i hope u watch while i decay
like bitch i do it 4 the drugss
n i do it 4 the fame <3

i <3 drugzz that kill,
seretonin in a pill
if i overdose tonight
would u still tell me that it's real?
i <3 drugzz that kill,
bby tell me how u feel
if i od in ur arms tonight
would u still luv me still?

@bandiicam
girl tell me that you love me if we lose everything
i dont wanna drown you out but bitch i swear youre insane
you sit and watch me cut right through my veins
i dont wanna look at your face i hate what you say
without you my love i dont think im alright
doing all my drugs just so i can get by
heart is so cold like i dont think i can cry
staring at my ceiling im like god please why
cut it just cut it, oh its one of my habits
i cant sleep or eat at night idk how i manage
we dont think the same, we dont think the same,
we dont think the same, girl you got me cutting on my veins

chorus lol

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it.
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song,
take care<3

I <3 DRUGS THAT KILL w/ bandiicam (disoc8)

https://instagram.com/vee4r_xoxo
https://instagram.com/isthatwasty

cover: https://instagram.com/sacralsovereign/

lyrics: (https://genius.com/Vee4r-shine-n-glisten-lyrics)

i got way too many Problems
but dont think im gonna fix them
if u hatin on me 
why u on my dick then?

i-i-im addicted
pour another Cup in my throat
it feels like drowning
tho im sittiny safely in my boat

blood dripping down my chain
watch me Shine n glisten
my thigh is full of scars
better take the wrist then

take the wrist then
slit my wrist then
everybodys worried 
but nobody listens

i just wanna look into the Mirror
and smile at my face
i dont want to talk to them cause
they dont know what to say

all they is "get some Friends" 
bitch i dont want to have them
everybodys such a snake
cuz they know they cant have it

Money made it happen
i got so much Money in my Closet
u can not have it, savage
u cant steal my swag 
cant not have it
everything is mine
and u still cannot get it, fact check

i cant even lie now
i just wanna die now
everybodys perfect 
while im figuring my life out

pourin everytime when im thinkin bout this shit
not healthy for me?
bro i just fucked ur mom, that bitch

thank god
thanks i got the bank now
everybodys great now
everybody hates now
i got all the bank that i wanted
fucked up every morning
everybodys on my dick
but i dont even want that

i got way too many Problems
but dont think im gonna fix them
if u hatin on me 
why u on my dick then?

i-i-im addicted
pour another Cup in my throat
it feels like drowning
tho im sittiny safely in my boat

blood dripping down my chain
watch me Shine n glisten
my thigh is full of scars
better take the wrist then

take the wrist then
slit my wrist then
everybodys worried 
but nobody listens

nobody listens
nobody listens

shine n glistn (sped up)

pronounced dissociate duh
insta @shredmyself
wintr was here xo
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