prod me

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
let's go
wrists r sticking 2 my sleeves, i don't wanna go outside
i can't even interact it makes me fucking horrified
pale face, black dress bby can u be my bride?
i just wanna get worse, but i want u by my side

cuz it's me n u forever bby till death do us part
i told u i was so fucked up u should have listened from the start
i just wanna trauma bond like do u wanna see my scars?
everything i touch gets ruined but i swear i have a heart

suicidal love , suicidal love
i won't ever feel complete so can u tell me i'm enough?
suicidal love , suicidal love
omg i'm such a feen like bby will u be my drug? x2

omg she's picture perfect
pls tell me that ur worth it
idc if u hurt me bby ik i deserve it
and if i show u love idc if u return it
i'm so afraid of abandonment js don't leave me deserted

i got pretty lil styros i'm cutting js 4 u
omg i like ur barcodes babe they're such a pretty view
can we pls just fucking spiral cuz it's all i wanna do
self destruction's all i know it's all i'm going to persue

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

suicidal love (disoc8)

I apologize if i ever leave hella outlandish comments or shit, im an edgelord sometimes. I am not a nazi or anything like that,

sorry i had to delete sc...

『𝐑𝟒𝐖𝐑』.ᐟ .ᐟ  𝔠𝔢𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔣𝔦𝔢𝔡 𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔫 .𖥔 ݁ ˖🛸 ─ .✦
𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝒉𝓮 𝟐𝟎𝟎𝟎'𝐬 ⭒˚｡⋆ 絶望 ⋆
𝘸/ 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘬𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘱 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦 <3

last time updated:  2:59am 12/07/2025
not always updating the date, dont mind lol
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i js realised how much i luv u vic
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おはよう, vyzer >_0
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YAYYYY I GOT FL STUDIO ^_^
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so here's sum stuff abt me :D
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✦ yes i'm an alien.
✦ yall can call me xaiden/xanity
✦ minor (ask if u wanna know my age)
✦ born female but i often say "i have a dihh" cuz uhh im a freaky asshole and give me a few yrs im 100% trans trust me 👅
✦ aromantic, asexual & demigirl
✦ they/them ✰ he/they ✰ she/they
✦ i wear glasses :3
✦ cigs4life 😼🚬
✦ i support therians (not the weird ones)
✦ i'm a satanist. hate on me all u want, idfc (yes i srsly believe in satan, i dont do weird ritual shit but i "pray" to him or wtv)
✦ i'm an anarchist!11!1!!
✦ fav artists: vyzer, lytra, d3r, m1v, xaduma, wikuro etc.
✦ likes: drawing, cats, caffeine, hardcore gore, freaky ass lyrics, making kandi!!
✦ dislikes: racism, sexism, zoophilia
✦ fav song(s) rn: popstarz - bfc!!!!!!
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fav fictional characters:
l lawliet (deathnote)
midari (kakegurui)
bayonetta (final fantasy)
wallace (scott pilgrim)
mafuyu asahina (pjsk)
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discord @sw4g.b1tch
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friends<3:
MASA HIHIHEHEHEUHS
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E is my fav cousin. // 11/24/2015
R is always there for me. // 11/16/2023
T is complimenting me. // 08/30/2024
K is funny asf. // 09/21/2024
B is like my big sis. // 04/26/2024
K is so nice to me. // 08/28/2025
love yall sm ❤️‍🩹
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got noticed by:
anti-light (2 times)
xaduma
zhunii
prvttyscrzz
SO HAPPY AAAA
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dni please if ur 25+ 🙂‍↔️
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im a tomboy & i dress emo/grunge/scene ig
i got a few ear piercings ^_^
i swear a lot cuz i js like it lmfao
antisocial but i love my online friends sm
feel free to dm me
i follow back, but if ur js following to gain followers ill unfollow u bitch.
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as i already said i'm AROMANTIC. that means i'm not looking for a relationship, especially not w/ random strangers 🙏
it gives diff types of aroace, im the type of the who mb feels attraction over time, called grayaromantic
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heres nothing but random shit!!




          ✧─── ･ ｡ﾟ★: *.✦ .* :★. ───✧
                       i'm satan's angel <3
          ✧─── ･ ｡ﾟ★: *.✦ .* :★. ───✧



"but i wont cry no more
what r u lying for?
oh, u dont know what happens behind the scenes.
every night i get
emotial, erosial
and i cannot deal w/ it no more
u dont understand what u do to me, oh no it hurts
u dont know how much it hurts"
-vyzer.

pronounced dissociate duh
insta @shredmyself
wintr was here xo
## @benadryl-fan-club
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for more music i'm included in check my playlists
http://disoc8.com

i dont fucking see anymore im almost blind