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right past my eyes, sick of lies, i’m pissed
im gonna die, why should i try this
all my life, lived a lie, cant fight it
not gonna try, i’ll live my life in silence 

everything i tried to be 
ruined with maturity
all the shit i cant forsee
fucking up what i believe
miss the way it used to be
damn it’s just so hard to see
when everyone is gonna leave 
and i just keep on sinking

why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
loosing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 
why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
losing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 

well i don’t blame you
cuz It always takes two
but just look from my view
im supposed to love you 

what you gonna say now
cuz you’re two-faced 
try to figure it out 
theres a few ways
like you’re gonna change now
you confuse me 
gotta get through this drought
or is it too late

everything i tried to be 
ruined with maturity
all the shit i cant forsee
fucking up what i believe
miss the way it used to be
damn it’s just so sad to see
when everyone is gonna leave 
and i just keep on sinking down  

why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
loosing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 
why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
losing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies

dead to me

wake up waste another day
same story told another way
stuck waiting, still failing
just running in circles till i die
is it just destined for shit?
gave up, im so over it
its gone i cant reminisce
i just cant take it

fuck this, say goodbye, lifes a bastard
why cant i decide what im after?
who cares, i wont try, nothing matters
six feet down, my lifes a disaster
fuck this, say goodbye, lifes a bastard
why cant i decide what im after?
who cares, i wont try, nothing matters
six feet down, my lifes a disaster

no matter what you say
shits hard to face, dont want to change
no matter what i say
it feels like im going nowhere

what do i expect?
do i deserve it?
keep myself in check
its never worth it
the changing times
my fleeting youth
somewhere inside
i miss you

anxious all the time, and i cant explain it
try to justify all the time i wasted
i just want to die
cuz im tired of all the days just passing by
and i hate to say it

fuck this, say goodbye, lifes a bastard
why cant i decide what im after?
who cares, i wont try, nothing matters
six feet down, my lifes a disaster

going nowhere

its been a while. this track means a lot to me. I hope it resonates with you as much as it does with me.

lyrics:
Words failed to be there
Cause you don't believe them
What I'd do to be there
Instead of leaving
Believing all you said
What you had meant destroyed me
Would I be here if you had just ignored me
After all
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called

And you were going outside
Tryna look for me in the middle
Of the places I had
Kept from people till you came over
But I couldn't hide from you
No I couldn't hide from you no more
You told me I was right
You couldn't keep it together
As soon as I had tried
To get away from you
Because I finally realized
That you used me to heal yourself
Instead of helping me see the light
And you're falling out
Out of love
Or was it a memory I made up
While I was asleep
Its beneath me now
Its beneath me now

I found solace in sadness
Till I got on my feet
I found comfort in what
The future holds for me
But sometimes
The thought of all of it
Encapsulates my mind
All the time
You were lying in my head
Despite all that
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called

And you were going outside
Tryna look for me in the middle
Of the places I had
Kept from people till you came over
But I couldn't hide from you
No I couldn't hide from you no more
You told me I was right
You couldn't keep it together
As soon as I had tried
To get away from you
Because I finally realized
That you used me to heal yourself
Instead of helping me see the light
And you're falling out
Out of love
Or was it a memory I made up
While I was asleep
Its beneath me now
Its beneath me now

heal

@noirskg @distantx_x @adronn @rocormusic @rainsweptmusic

On the bright and early morning of August 12th, 2023, over 1,000 creatives began their 24-hour work session that resulted in 558 unique songs and 66 album covers. Musicians bounced out stems for each other and shared samples, visual artists scoured the Internet for fonts and graphics, and everyone excitedly buzzed about what would come of it all. The final result? 45 of the most outstanding, creative, and genuine tracks our corner of the digital world has to offer—with an equally beautiful album cover to match.

The real enrichment lies in the act of creation. A piece of art does not have to be forward-thinking or never-seen-before, nor does it have to be better than the last; it simply has to be. To create something without worry of what others might think, to have fun with your work, is one of the greatest things this world has to offer—digital or otherwise.

All proceeds from All Nighter Vol. 8 will be going to Out & Equal, an organization dedicated to workplace equality for LGBTQ+ individuals.

// Find out more about the charity
https://outandequal.org/

// Album art by Gosmow & Tim Jordan
https://www.instagram.com/gosmowdesign/
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NOIR, distant, adronn, rocor & Rainswept - FALL SILENT

collection of works from 2020-2022. lush soundscapes for your listening pleasure.

Echo

Flowstate

Gianfranco Lotti (w feedmonster322)

Rollupresin - Turnup [HOSTED BY IGB + DJ GREN8DE]

go to hell (ft. Kæ)

where do we go?

lyrics:

It’s not so lost
It’s hiding because of you
It doesn’t know any better 
because of you        
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It’s hiding away
It’s run of time for today
I’m running away
I’ll find a place for it to stay
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Also thanks to @Lizdek for helping master this track :)