bo2022

music playlist 4...

shoutout to @singin-in-the-rain for doing this with me

lyrics:
_________
staying up late
isn't good for my head
and it won't let me rest
'till i conquer my dread sooo i
so i'll lay in my bed 
and i'll just have to wait
for the night that went great to set in 
and i hate that it doesn't feel great

i wish you'd stop
stop crying when 
something of everything 
didn't go your way
and i wish you'd stop
stop lying and dodging the truth
that you're starting to decay

staying up late
isn't good for my head
and it won't let me rest
'till i conquer my dread sooo i
so i'll lay in my bed 
and i'll just have to wait
for the night that went great to set in 
and i hate that it doesn't feel great

i wish i'd send
send something to check if you're still getting caught around the bends
and if it depends
i think that i'd just want to 
meet you and tell you how it ends

stayed up too late
thoughts are pounding my head
of all the things left unsaid
it's dumb to say you ever loved yourself
scathing the names
all the things that they say
and though it only got worse
you can say you got better at managing it

i wish you'd stop
stop trying to play cool
and say that it's just what they said
and i wish you knew
knew something not nothing about
all the ways that this could end
(ways this could end)

thank you, i'm sorry, i love you, but the harder it gets to live, the harder it gets to feel.
i know that you're hurting but trust me it's a temporary state
and things will turn out great
and I can hardly wait
staying up late can't be good for my head
even if you had said i would conquer my dread, well I
well I guess this is it, and I have to admit, after all that I hid, and all that I did
I can see it through

why can't i stop
(i can't stop)
stop thinking and writing these words that cause pain
and here I go again

so now i should say
goodbye to myself 'cause the help that you need is here
(goodbye)
right here

no spoilers
you'll see how it ends

spoiler (w/ StormKloud)

hellooo!

Lyrics:
If I
Only
Could've done
Something
Maybe you
Wouldn't be
Nothing
Maybe there
Would've been
Something else
Again

And it's not
What I imagined
Only I
Am here
If I
Only
Could've saved you
What would I lose

Set this house on fire now
Leave it all behind
Don't know how you got so far
Telling all these lies

But you know it is a wonder
To see it fall from under

And how could I have known
If I let you down again
We were standing on our own
Ears ringing from the wind
And I don't remember where to go
So just forfeit your hands until we know

Safety!

Contingency Song

Contingency Song (single ver)

@smallhouseinspain (https://soundcloud.com/nshvllmusic https://soundcloud.com/echoed-78 https://soundcloud.com/ex-makina https://soundcloud.com/grandfatherforest https://soundcloud.com/wintercolor https://soundcloud.com/iamalimusic1 https://soundcloud.com/alowofficial https://soundcloud.com/itsmonsoons https://soundcloud.com/aixcastles)

1,000 unique artists. 24 hours. On August 6th, 2022, the FORM community came together to make the most ambitious All Nighter yet. With tracks ranging from metal, to neuro funk, to acoustic and heartstring-pulling tunes, there is something for absolutely everyone across these 44 tracks. The hard work and groundbreaking ideas of the FORM community never cease to amaze.

One thing remains true: All Nighter is a testament to our ability to be unapologetically creative. Despite the sleep deprivation, render errors, and tirelessly waiting for your collaborator to wake up and submit the finished product, the process and the result are equally worth it. To create something out of scratch in a single day-- to create at all-- is an enormous feat. You simply have to get started.

All proceeds from All Nighter, Vol. 7 will be going to COPE, a charity dedicated to eliminating health disparities for the Navajo Nation.

COPE: https://www.copeprogram.org
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small house in spain - tether weight ₊˚✧•° .*

nivviana:
https://soundcloud.com/nivviana
https://twitter.com/nivviana
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0rbfTZ9d5GHrkRN0EO7s5Z

lyrics:
when i'm with you
i can see through
all the hard things
you make me wanna sing

ooh, falling for you, fell for you
ooh, falling for you, fell for you

am i what you want?
what you doing, can i take you out for lunch?
am i what you need?
do i make you feel like how you make me feel?
(2x)

fell for you
you see through all my insecurities
bending truths
you see through who i make myself out to be

what you doing, can i take you out for lunch?
am i what you need?
do i make you feel like how you make me feel?

am i what you want?
when it's over can i hold you in my arms?
am i what you need?
do i make you feel like how you make me feel?

when i'm with you
i can see through
all the hard things
you make me wanna sing

do i make you feel like how you make me feel?

when i'm with you
i can see through
all the hard things
you make me wanna sing

when i'm with you, i feel whole again

im sorry im just daydreaming

falling

falling (ft. nivviana)

linktr.ee/distant_

right past my eyes, sick of lies, i’m pissed
im gonna die, why should i try this
all my life, lived a lie, cant fight it
not gonna try, i’ll live my life in silence 

everything i tried to be 
ruined with maturity
all the shit i cant forsee
fucking up what i believe
miss the way it used to be
damn it’s just so hard to see
when everyone is gonna leave 
and i just keep on sinking

why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
loosing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 
why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
losing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 

well i don’t blame you
cuz It always takes two
but just look from my view
im supposed to love you 

what you gonna say now
cuz you’re two-faced 
try to figure it out 
theres a few ways
like you’re gonna change now
you confuse me 
gotta get through this drought
or is it too late

everything i tried to be 
ruined with maturity
all the shit i cant forsee
fucking up what i believe
miss the way it used to be
damn it’s just so sad to see
when everyone is gonna leave 
and i just keep on sinking down  

why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
loosing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies 
why can’t i forget all these memories 
find out who i’m supposed to be 
fucked up and i’m tryna see 
why everyone’s so dead to me 
what’s the point in telling me 
losing my identity 
maybe it’s just meant to be 
but you shouldn’t be enemies

dead to me

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SoundCloud: @nshvllmusic

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nshvll & lillybug - to find out in time

We Do What We Want

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Alan Fitzpatrick - We Do What We Want

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Duumu - Illuminate EP Tracklist:
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02. Illuminate (feat. Slyleaf)
03. Together (with Kori)
04. For Her

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Illuminate EP

Illuminate (feat. Slyleaf)

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Duumu - Illuminate (feat. Slyleaf)

2016 was a standout year for Alan Fitzpatrick, with the Drumcode stalwart racing out of the gates in spectacular fashion with the release of his fabric 87 mix. A substantial amount of high profile shows followed, including appearing at the inaugural Junction 2 festival and closing the car park to a packed-to-the-rafters-crowd at Drumcode Halloween. He returns to Drumcode with ‘Brian’s Proper Dun One’, marking his first appearance on the label since late 2016 when he remixed Moby’s seminal ‘Porcelain’.

The release opens with ‘Brian’s Proper Dun One’, a track which caused a Twitter meltdown on Alan’s profile when he first started playing it at the tail end of 2016. Loaded with sharp and pounding drums, this is an ethereal experience from start to finish and packs a real punch. It’s a no holds barred, certified main room anthem. ‘Wait A Second’ feat. mc r1bbz has been a staple of Adam Beyer’s sets of late and has been getting a lot of air time on Drumcode Radio. This rave inspired track takes a raw, stripped back approach and delivers a real killer blow. Alan sampled the vocals of mc r1bbz from an LTJ Bukem tape pack from the early 90s and the record tips its cap to early jungle raves around the M25. The release closes with ‘Trance, Init?’; A homage to Alan’s days first and foremost as a raver before he became a DJ, with his non-purist attitude when it comes to electronic music shining through. The breakdown is sure to be a hands in the air moment at festivals all over the globe this summer.