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legit good stuffs 15

rooftop gang
1 shot to the template
claws out
now your whole team
acting fishy :3

gutted? its ok ^^
talk shit dump a whole clip
like an ash tray

flip flop all you do is talk
its a damn shame
knock knock send a whole
lobby to the home screen

play god
cause i dont feel a damn thing
veteran makin greyscales
outta greynames

take a step back
breathe in every color of the wind
raindrops bursting
ovr every window
in this glass house

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rooftop gang
1 shot to the template
claws out
now your whole team acting fishy :3

gutted? its ok ^^
talk shit dump a whole clip
like an ash tray

flip flop all you do is talk
its a damn shame
knock knock send a whole
lobby to the home screen

play god
cause i dont feel a damn thing
veteran makin greyscales
outta greynames

nothing feels the same
is that how i want it
to b o so different than before
is it me that keeps changing
or do i keep trying
to keep up with the world
is it me that keeps changing ~

glasshouse ~ [p. recyclebin]

i hope i'll see you soon

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the loss of a loved one, whether partner or former partner, and either from death or them leaving and moving on

[lyrics]
i'm only 17
i don't know anything
but i know that i miss you

you don't deserve me
i don't deserve you
please take your time
but know i won't be here forever

and watch me fall

i remember the way
you'd look me in my eyes
like no other
just for you
i'd run away
take you anywhere you want
but i won't be here forever

(but i won't be here forever)
just for you
i'd run away
take you anywhere you want

i'll take you everywhere
to the moon beyond
even though you're not here
i'll do it just for you
and join you up there

i hope i'll meet you up there
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genius explanation: https://genius.com/Nshvll-i-wont-be-here-forever-lyrics
(trigger warning)

in the first verse, it's the parter/former partner talking. they do miss kai, but couldn’t stay for whatever reason, also alluding to the fact they won’t be here forever. they’ll be dead or they’ll have moved on.

in the second verse, kai’s saying what they’d do if their former partner was still here, but also pointing at the fact they won’t be here forever either, but we don’t know why or how just yet.

in the buildup, kai is losing his grip on reality and is breaking down. he can’t take it anymore, but he’s still holding on to the memories and moments that made it all, reiterating that they’ll “run away” just for them. but again, you hear “i won’t be here forever” because they won’t be here forever either.

kai comes back once more in the outro and ends it off themselves, saying they hope they’ll meet their partner/former partner up there in heaven when they’ve died of old age or suicide.

i won't be here forever

Listen to Run Away (You're to Blame): https://ffm.to/asrunaway

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Lyrics:
Pacing back and forth
I don't want to go to war
I can feel the cold
I forgot to bring a coat
Wishing you would call me back
Just to break the wind again
You've left me to feel alone

From the bottom of my heart
I'll run away
I'll take my time and erase your name
I'll read between the lines
I'll take what's yours and mine
And I will throw it all away
And you're to blame

All the tears I've led
All the towels that have bled
All the floors I've feared
For you to leave me just this year
I don't want you to go
I scream your name beyond the road
What's it like to be alone

From the bottom of my heart
I'll run away
I'll take my time and erase your name
I'll read between the lines
I'll take what's yours and mine
And I will throw it all away
And you're to blame

Run Away (You're To Blame)

I tried so many things
Oh, yes I did
But all of that didn't work out in the end
I wanted many things
Oh, yes I did
But now I'm on my own now yet again

I can't be
Myself and daydream
I'm tryna work it out
You gotta know
Some things you can't see
Are just eating me
It's just eating me, it's just eating me

Swear it's not your fault
It's always been this way
But it's not what you said
It's what you didn't say
Swear it's not your fault
It's always been this way
But it's not what you said
It's what you didn't say

(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say

I'm tryna say some things
You know I did
I'm feeling the same way yet again
I don't wanna see
How I pretend
That I can control it in the end

I can't be
Myself and daydream
I'm tryna work it out
You gotta know
Some things you can't see
Are just eating me
It's just eating me, it's just eating me

Swear it's not your fault
It's always been this way
But it's not what you said
It's what you didn't say
Swear it's not your fault
It's always been this way
But it's not what you said
It's what you didn't say

(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say

(Didn't say, didn't say)
(Didn't say, didn't say)

It's what you didn't say
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say
(Didn't say, didn't say)
It's what you didn't say

Stream

it's what you didn't say

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PHLIP - Paper Blossoms

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Lotus - Voices

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FALMNT & Mounga. - Believe in Me

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fungeey - planet

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► Lyrics

Hi, I hope you’re having a good day so far
I  just wanted to call you because I missed you
I know you’ve been working really hard this past week
But it's almost the weekend
So that means we can relax soon
As for me, I’ve just been studying at the library
Nothing too cool or exciting
But I’m making a lot of progress and I'm sure I’m going to do well on my final. 
I also wanted to let you know that I love you and I miss you.

Boy, I've played the game
I'm running out of hearts to give away
One too many breaks and I can't put me back together again

Boy, I've played the game
I'm running out of hearts to give away
One too many breaks and I can't put me back together again

Oh, I was also hoping we could go to the beach together
And just walk around or longboard
Do you remember when you first started and kept tripping off the board? 
You were so bad at it
At least you’re better now
and plus it's summer! 
We could get boba together and then watch the sunset
It’ll be super fun
especially with you there!

Boy, I've played the game
I'm running out of hearts to give away
One too many breaks and I can't put me back together again.

Boy, I've played the game.
I'm running out of hearts to give away.
One too many breaks and I can't put me back together again.

Oh my goodness, I was totally rambling
I'm so sorry
And I promised myself I would just tell you a little bit about my day and how much I love you
Well, have a good rest of your day, My Love
I can’t wait until you get home
I love you!

paxen imzi - sweet milk tea

my submission for https://soundcloud.com/artbyform all nighter 7

linktr.ee/distant_

Late nights
All the shit that we did just to waste time
While we fuck around, running out of daylight
Didn't care about our problems at the same time
It just felt right

I tried forgetting every night
Its kinda hard to know you’re running out of time
Tired of the future always on my mind
Don't want to say another goodbye

Why are days becoming such a chore?
I can’t find what I'm looking for
And all I want is just a little more
Why can't I just feel the same way that I used to before?

So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days

Now I feel so lost, all the time
Iterations of these choices, can't decide
But forget my fears, who am to say what I believe is right?

I always had the time
But that shit ain't worth a dime
The days seem to pass right by
And I’m just left behind

Why are days becoming such a chore?
I can’t find what I'm looking for
And all I want is just a little more
Why can't I just feel the same way that I used to before?

So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days
So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days

forget the old days

****music vid :..)****
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRFS_aVCJHw&list=LL3LaZlYVsBqvGfNMzTtNPwg&index=2&t=0s

@oaf1
omg b--
imso off it
i b pouring up grl u never catch me coughin
kiss me while i count it :*
she dnt rly like me but she rly like my outfit
i jus smoked a bat 2 the face 0.0
i am walking with my bros in da rain
grl u look just like aghost thru the screen
i dnt think u ever kno what i mean 😪

Aha im so gone
imon my phone
i hate this song
i do it wrong
x2

@dreamcache
imspillin it on my shirt
im fuckin everybodys night up :)
im gettin2 work
i cannot show out if its light out 
y is she tryna flirt
rly not feelin it rn
im steady sippn on dirt
me n my bros tryna die ε/̵͇̿̿/’̿’̿ ̿(◡︵◡)
fuckin rox onmy jeans hurt n its weighing me down
fuckin heavy w that leisure i stay sleepn on em 💤
mixin liters of seizure im jus tryna stay calm
christian™️ im rockin clean i dont fw this song🖕 

@oaf1
me n dreamcache
smokin out the fiend pack
its like a movie u shuld go n see that
swag at the imax™️
i dnt check the price tag
i kno u like that


prod me

doing it wrong

doing it wrong w/ @dreamcache

new stuff is on the way hmu on instagram and stuff lov u

dancing crying at 4am in the rain

@me
do u know where we are
what were on
dnt look back
just move on
i think abt it alot
though im young
life is fast
almost done
cant think abt it enough

@gangppg
gimme
1 pill
do this shit again
ican not feel
u been in my head
so real
can u tell me wat u said
and my
heart racing
molly what she facing
im on drugs lik a patient
i won talk like a basic
i dnt want no conversation
do drugs
jus to wake up on the pavement

love lost
love cross
n i found it again
wont stop 
cant stop
ima do it again
im addicted to my old ways
take me bak to the old days

prod me :(

think abt it

think abt it w/ppgcasper

i love you all so much.
thank you for always being there for me <3

Song title - Reckless
Production & Vocals by Lund

Lyrics: 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Numb inside
photos on the wall 
I can’t stand the sight 
Cause every where I look 
I see you and I
It’s tourture baby
I don’t even feel alive
I can’t even cry 
Hole inside 
My heart
You took advantage 
Of my trust Oh why’d 
you have to ruin
All our memories 
I tried everything 
To keep you by my side 
But I can’t love a lie

come back 
Quit wasting time on love you know that won’t last
When this hearts only for you 
I could show that 
in everything I do for you 
you’d know that
All of me 
I’ll give to you 
Won’t hold back 
Trust in us 
Oh I believe 
We’ll grow that 
Anytime you need me 
I’ll be right there
I been here before 
I know your scared 
your heart im tryin repair
Cause I know that love is

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it

Silhouette of you 
Playin on a loop in my head 
It was all a ruse 
Didn’t mean a word that you said 
I gave you my heart 
you wanted my soul instead 
This an sos but no one here to save me 
I’m dead 

Caught up in a lie 
Can’t forget the words you said 
The way you made me feel 
Even it’s all pretend 
Poison in my veins 
I can never trust again 
Look into my eyes 
I want you to see what you 

Did To me 
tried but I can’t erase all our history 
haunts me everyday I live in misery 
Without you I have nothing but our memories 
Life is like a puzzle
Your the missing piece
Now I’m so confused 
On where I need to be 
Searching for the answer
But it’s plain to see
We weren’t meant to be 
Baby I’m just tryin figure out 
How you could be so 

Reckless
Stole my heart
And put it on a necklace 
Wind back the clock baby girl 
time is precious 
Now I know that loving you 
a death wish 
Tell me how it feels to 
take advantage of love 

Restless
Your voice inside my head
The echo endless
Let down my guard 
Every time i regret it
Even tho i know you were pretending
when i said i loved you
I meant it