a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 26/30

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a beautiful, yet hurtful life

we can watch the sky fall

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we can watch the sky fall [breathe ii]

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up too late
I can’t pull this weight
wake up thinking I just want to flee
I don’t want this fate
when can I escape
away from all this jealousy

I’ll fuck around
wait it out
too long I can’t sleep
terrified
I’m alive
but maybe I’m drowning

just about
done with how
everything’s going
tired eyes
Ill get by
(fuck off)
no sleep

honestly
I don’t care for me
I just what to see
what I’m meant to be

stay
I just want another day
moving on, can’t find my way
things keep changing but I’m still the same

It’s too late
come to grips I can’t escape
maybe there’s another way
people changing, but I feel the same

keep my head down
everyone out here acting like they know how
in the back, lost, yearning for a way out
bottle up, forget about it, shove it way down
wish I could pass out

don’t believe it
I see All the people at the top, they made it
always wish I could be there and say the same shit
reminded of my own flaws, I let it cave in
I guess I won't make it

honestly
I don’t care for me
I just what to see
what I’m meant to be

stay
I just want another day
moving on, can’t find my way
things keep changing but I’m still the same

It’s too late
come to grips I can’t escape
maybe there’s another way
people changing, but I feel the same

still the same

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All the memories I won’t forget
And the choices I still regret
And all the feelings that go unsaid
There’s many things that I can’t accept

I’m waiting for another break
Things changing, can’t seem to escape
Keep faking, I don’t have what it takes
there’s so much at stake
How much longer till I break?

Rise and fall
Gave my all
Rise and fall
Who cares at all

Tell me why I’m running for my life
Im terrified, can’t see the finish line
Just decide, I’m wasting so much time
I don’t want to face it
Is there another way?
Is it hopeless?

Is it hopeless?
Wish they would notice
Is it hopeless??

Wait another day, no reason
Stay up too late can’t stop thinking
Maybe I can do it if he can
But we’re talking about me, I don’t believe it

I don’t want no confrontation
Lower all my expectations
Won’t get by from imitation
Caught up in my indecision

Just look away
There’s not much to say
Real life is here
I can’t fight my fear

Would I heal with fame
Or am I insane
Just thought I’d be near
Or so far from here

Tell me why I’m running for my life
Im terrified, can’t see the finish line
Just decide, I’m wasting so much time
I don't want to fake it
But it's all I have
Is it hopeless?

running for my life

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a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 7/30
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This song is about the careful balance needed between reflection and self-incrimination, the latter of which is often easy to fall into. It is a good thing to accept where things went wrong, take responsibility, and think about what would be done differently next time, however, it can be easy for that mistake to cause damage to one's self-esteem.

When I hear this song, I imagine a cloudy, poorly-defined purplish environment with hands grabbing up from the ground.

always fine, always alright

Hey Everyone! 
here is the first single from my upcoming EP. I am really excited to share this new project and sound. Its a start of a new journey for me and i hope you guys will enjoy it too.

Thank you - Serion :) <3

Trust

wavestune032

happy new year! this is a cover of "birdhunter" by (the incredible) soupandreas, this song slowly seeped its way into being one of my favorite songs i heard last year. i'm so happy and proud with how this turned out, and i'm honored to put out a cover of it to start out this year!

soupandreas:
birdhunter: https://soundcloud.com/soupandreas/birdhunter?si=8f670d4dc357485ba17a4f82befdcc4a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
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soupandreas - birdhunter (snow chant cover)

Sunset

~ It was a long ride but finally... light.

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artwork by myself, thanks for listening :3

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Komorebi

this song has been in the works basically since day 1 of StormKloud. i've made loser 2 and loser 3, both of which i've posted, but i wanted "Loser" to be special. because of this, i waited until i felt confident enough in my production/singing ability to give a real, hearty try. glad it turned out the way it did.

this is for the best
i know i should have said something
to help revive your faith in me
i can't believe
i fell into this hole
so i guess i'll hit the road
you know this really took a toll
on me
i fell into this hole
and now i have nowhere to go
i'm sorry that i took a toll
on you

don't hang out with me
i'm just a loser