Porter would be proud! What a tuuuune dude!!

holy.. that glitch right before it all comes rushing back. beautiful.

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 2/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#at-the-end-of-time

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
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audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

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art credits: me

In 2020, I lost a close family friend due to COVID-19. The last time I saw him was when he visited my family and me in late 2019. At the time I was studying for exams and didn't give him the time he needed and that was the last time I saw him.
In the past, I lost my grandparents in a similar manner.
'at the end of time' is an attempt to convey how I feel now. All the work did pay off, but at what cost? I could have everything I could ever want but would lose everyone in the process.
It taught me about how unfortunately anyone at any time could disappear, and that I should remember to put these people first and give them the love, time, and care they need.
Everything else in this world is temporary.

at the end of time
The family friend and my grandparents were some of the sweetest people that could ever have existed. They would always encourage me with everything I did, from music to my studies and would always make me feel like I was special.
My paternal grandmother was the last grandparent to live, and she passed away before I got a place at medical school, something that all of my grandparents dreamt of and encouraged me to pursue. At the time of writing this, I have finished my fifth year of medical school, done well in my exams, and won a scholarship, but they're not here to see it.
I wish you could see me now, I know I would've made you proud and I'm sorry I didn't give you more time. If you're out there, wherever you are, I hope you can see what I'm doing. This is all for you and I will be the best I can be for you.

lyrics:
[verse 1]
at what cost did i succeed?
by giving into my own greed

i didn't give the time you need 
and now you're no longer here

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

[verse 2]
i want a way out
i hate how you're not around
i wish you could see me now
i know that i would've made you proud

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

at the end of time

download

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 7/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#alwaysfinealwaysalright

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

This song is about the careful balance needed between reflection and self-incrimination, the latter of which is often easy to fall into. It is a good thing to accept where things went wrong, take responsibility, and think about what would be done differently next time, however, it can be easy for that mistake to cause damage to one's self-esteem.

When I hear this song, I imagine a cloudy, poorly-defined purplish environment with hands grabbing up from the ground.

always fine, always alright

safe with me

6/8 + 217.5
4/4 + 140

hbd mum thanks for everything <3

you know i'm just not about it
you tell me i'm not around it
i couldn't be 
i couldn't be
i couldn't be 

but you're safe with me
while the sea turns a royal
hoping we fall asleep 
just hoping we fall asleep

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you see that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

don't you know
how hard i tried
to fall in line
and stay inside
this empty place 
why'd you follow me?
why'd you follow me?
was it all for me?


you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

safe with me

mididuck - be comfortable (aego Remix)

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✦Lyrics
you say you're moving away
well that's okay, never liked you anyway
you say you're growing up and moving on
that's well and good when you don't know what you've become

started feeling yourself
check your mirrors you'll crash
leave your head in ground

just drive this thing into a lake if you want to
ignore the consequences just know you'll get through
you like to think the world is out to get you
but it doesn't matter so

pick yourself up it's bout time you quit the pity party
stop the bullshitting around, you gotta start standing on your own two feet
and I wanna see you grow it out in time
won't you toughen up, time to face it
give me something else to believe in

ooohhh, something to hold on to
just a signal, a sign, a direction
show me you understand

just drive this thing into a lake if you want to
ignore the consequences just know you'll get through
you like to think the world is out to get you
but it doesn't matter so
let's try again let's try again let's try again
let's try again let's try again let's try again
you'll get the hang of all this bullshit when you can
let's try again let's try again let's try again

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Mirrors

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MY BIG MAN @yyankyyy follow him


lyrics:
find a place idc how much it hurts
finding my way in the dark i think im lost
lost

hoooooo
is this the right time to
go out and find my thruth
is this the end
im outta air
i dont know where ill go
im way too far from home

im still paralysed
i hate the thoughts i had inside
im scared of being on my own
it was a thing i thought i heard
cut way too deep i thought it burns
im scared of being all alone

hoooooo
is this the right time to
go out and find my thruth
is this the end
im outta air
i dont know where ill go
im way too far from home

far from home w/yanky

finally had the guts to start letting go of my shitty habits as well as shit that happened in the past, thnx for making 2022 enjoyable despite the bs i had throughout the year, 5 days left before christmas and i just wanna say merry christmas to everyone and happy new year ^^ <3

closure

thank you <3
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echoed - falling (ft. nivviana)arkenesis remix

out of orbit

nothing special.
a beautiful, yet hurtful life.

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always fine, always alright

Revenant

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