sounds like you want to cry in a corner all day.

yeah whatever 2020

prod. diveliner

I wouldn’t call this happy
But it's something
I wouldn’t call this blissful
But it’s something

I'm cleaner than I was
(than I was)
(than I was)
(than I was)
Cleaner than I was

Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now
(By now)
Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now

You waited
(You waited)
I waited too
You waited
I waited too

I coulda been a cowboy
Coulda been a rockstar
Coulda been an astronaut

Coulda been a doctor
Coulda been a boxer
Coulda played basketball

But I waited

I wouldn’t call this happy
I’d call it alcohol
Wouldn’t call it lonely
I'd call it nothing at all
Call it apathy
Call it atrophy

Lonely all the time now
Lonely all the time now
Anxious all the time now
Bored out of my mind

Thought I would’ve pulled the plug by now

You waited
(You waited)
I waited too
You waited
(You waited)
I waited too

I coulda been a cowboy
Coulda been a rockstar
Coulda been an astronaut

Coulda been a doctor
Coulda been a boxer
Coulda played basketball

Outro

#SCFirst

basketball

disoriented

Warm Brew - Whispers (prod. by Swiff D)
The Other People's Money Company

Mixed by: Henry "Prof. H" D'Ambrosio

From the Album Ghetto Beachboyz

Whispers (prod. by Swiff D)

Beat and Vocals By ℒund..
Thank all of you so much for 3k. All of you are making my dreams come true. I am NOTHING without my fans. You all mean everything to me. Thank you for supporting my choice to sing and rap over my beats as well. As always more music to come soon. I love you all<3

Lyrics

Baby come and fall away with me
Baby you and I were meant to be
(2x)

It's been too long since I kissed you
And baby girl you know I miss you
No it's no excuse
For my behaviour
Baby girl
Im sorry that I played ya
(2x)

you're the only one that makes my heart beat
you're the only reason that I still breathe
fall away I feel it, its so soothing
the look in your eyes is so moving
(2x)

(that moment when you kiss someone
everything you imagine becomes hazy
and the only thing in focus is you and this person
and you realise that that person is the only person that you're suppose to kiss for the rest of your life)

Just looking at you is so moving
and bring it back down how you do it
(2x)

you're the only one that makes my heart beat
you're the only reason that I still breathe
fall away I feel it, its so soothing
the look in your eyes is so moving

Baby come fall away with me (fall away)
Baby come fall away , fall away, with me
(2x)


Fall Away

SO IN LOVE

mixed by The LJ @ the cave 
prod by Bizness Boi & Th3ory

Big Body Benz

Big Body Benz feat Eric Bellinger

"Waiting" Featuring ScienZe
Waiting is the product of a really dope session filled with 40's, dark liquor and positive vibes. It's just a feel good, braggadocios banger. Another fine Ricky Vaughn production. - Otis Clapp
Produced by Ricky Vaughn
Artwork by Eyebrows

Waiting Featuring ScienZe

BUY//STREAM
https://empire.lnk.to/ONGAZ

PRODUCED BY P ON THE BOARDS & BIZNESS BOI

GOING THROUGH THE MATRIX // RED OR BLUE PILLS //
BLACK SHADES THAT'S THE BASICS // I FEEL IT WHEN THEY'RE EYEING // THAT'S WHY I MOVE LOW // GET THE CODE // NEVER MIND EM.

ON GAZ

Matrix

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

(prod. @diveliner & @vague003)

cover art ~ diveliner & tony camaro

LYRICS

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine 

we gon stay out late tonight 
fuck it celebrate tonight 
so ima cop a range on them

(dont hear what u say)

but i think youd let me die

(loving u)

now i dont trust no one 
u set ur words on fire 
guess in the end u right 
pray they dont leave me right 
pray they dont leave me right 

in the end ur too right 
shine with nobodys light 
i don't see my reflection in u 
in u 

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine 

u tell me hold on
tell me hold on
tell me hold on
nothing to wait on 
blood sunset
let the night rage on 

i dont think i can trust myself 
i might go take some pills 
i might go fuck this up 
but she knows im still in love
ima jus stack these bills
if i die ill be loved 

shine with nobodys light 
i don't see my reflection in u 
in u 

tell me u love me 
used to believe u 
act like u miss me 
no u dont bleed truth

through heart break and time
2 hearts break instead of mine 
now ur somebody 
somebody 
somebodys
not mine

2 hearts

EXOTIGAZ

000000

Dark Matter

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

prod. by diveliner


Cocaine colored VS Lingerie
No pain
No love and no bed frame
Make another movie
Then maybe we won’t change
Rotate on the table

I swear that I waited way too long
I gave you too much of me
Why do we like to watch things bleed
Prey on insecurities

Nobody ever said love 
Was promised
You’ve been waiting here 
The longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But I need saving from someone

You woke up from Nirvana
19 always sucks
Washed away in the water
You told your mom to get fucked
Your boyfriend got you on drugs
You’re all in my house
Hook up on the couch
Lies in my mouth
Cross on my back
Watch where I step
You’re pretty when you’re strung out 
I look like im dead


Nobody ever said love 
Was promised
We’ve been waiting here 
The longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But i need saving from someone

Nobody ever said love was promised
We’ve been waiting here the longest
You want me to fix you
But I can’t
Even fix myself 
So help me wash my

Hands of this evil
We’re all praying to someone
I wish i could save you
But i need saving from someone

#SCFirst

I Can't Sleep

Fix You

prod by diveliner & BEATSAINTFREE JG

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

I should’ve text you back
I know I’m really bad
At being on my phone
I hate it with a passion

I’m waking up alone
Take it to the nose
Cuz you’re living fashion
At FIDM making clothes

Thinkin bout you kinda hurts
I gotta lotta shit to fix a lot of bad habits
You saw me at my worst
You saw me as an addict
Sometimes I wish we never met 
So you could be more happy

Romance isn’t dead
We just aint 
Found it yet
Fuck what they said

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

I wonder if we’ll run into each other someday
Cause honestly I don’t know
What I’d even say to you
Try to be nice
Try to polite
But you see right through
To the pain inside my eyes 

Yeah I got heavy eyelids 
Smoke a little weed
And pretend i’m on an island 
Somewhere away from you
Somewhere that I could act right 
and be somebody new
I’m yelling at a mic 
Like the fuck it’s gonna do

Romance isn’t dead
We just aint 
Found it yet
Fuck what they said

Smoke a cigarette in the bathroom, I
Wish I didn’t like you so much, I
Know inside you hate me
That’s alright
I can’t win em all but it feels like I’m 

Closer to living right
(closer to living right)
Hell on earth its paradise 
(hell on earth its paradise)

#SCFirst

Closer

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