ill release real music sometime i promise

stop ! let me grab my backpack

i don’t wanna be late to my class again

honors been waiting since last november 

when we had to quarantine for a term 

had to keep the doors clean. in return

we would spend 14 days alone

only seeing four teens if were 

lucky enough to see a friend 

up in morning we would spend 

our time right online 

doing assignments 

RUN IT BACK !!!!!11

let me digress 

to when we were young, not scared of anyone 

don’t know where the time went

took a nap now it’s 2021

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

he said with a mask on

he can’t believe he’s already at the finish line

but before he packs up

he’s gotta pass one more class

i don’t wanna go

i don’t wanna go act like i’m happy 

about a cap thrown in the air 

don’t know if i’ll last long in the

real i world

fear the world x2

practice my penmanship 

while my pity’s pending in a

pretty small penny sized penitentiary 

that i call my brain. i don’t plan to plead 

for a plodding pace in life 

i just wanna say

i just wanna say 

one more day

one more day

until i gotta say

“ooh, moma OOOOOH ! 

do you like my cap and gown?

ooh mama, OOOOOOH

are you proud???” x2

class of 2021

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

clairo & mura masa - ˚⟡ i dont think i can do this again (kia. rework).⁺⊹ .ᐟ

lets start :3c

Suroki, halfTrue, EyesAndArrows, maringen

Lyrics

----VERSE 1----

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

They say your body loves you so unconditionally (That's right !)
But when i break mine i hope i'm forgiven (Of course :D)
I used to think together we could be anything

But i'm not an idiot, yeh

Keep getting closer to some people i'll never meet
But still won't talk to those i've known since like 17
I'm feeling nauseous when somebody is nice to me

I must be an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

WHAT'S THIS ?

----VERSE 2----

Someone said they want my hands for themselves
I couldn't comprehend the things that they felt
It's not that i don't like the way that they're held , I think i'd like
It more, as somebody else

[AAAH]

Can't fake the feeling that you'll never be home again
Ashamed to say but i've forgotten just what it meant
You're nothing now, and we know who it should've been

Cos i'm just an idiot

ARE YOU ?

----CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT 
ARE YOU ?

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT ARE YOU ?
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

[OH NO !]

----POSTCHOR----

I never change
I'll never change
I can't decide
I'll think about it
It's always been
just like you said

You wanna live ? then start !

I wanna to change
I wanna to change
Can't be this way
forever but I
Don't wanna be
Don't wanna be
(Somebody else)

----PRECHOR----

She's got nowhere to go
He didn't even notice
I thought we'd be prettier
We must not be ready yet

ARE YOU ?

----CHORBUILD----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDI - 
[OH NO !]

ARE YOU ?

----FINAL CHOR----

YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT

I WANNA LIVE

[WHAT'S THIS ?]

AND I CAN'T LET THIS GO ON     
PROMISE YOU DON'T HAVE TO WAIT
WHEN WE CAN'T BE WHAT YOU WANT
I'll STILL LOVE YOU ANYWAY

I WANNA LIVE

let's start. 




IDIOTTT

remix of porter made in one night, if i work on this more ill replace the file
if i wake up and i hear this and i think "god this sucks" ill private it

musician

14/03/24 - 24/03/25
6/11

Me and Clayekea have been trying to make a collab for so long, I swear this was like our fifth attempt, and even this one barely made it to the end. After like a month of working on it we both lost steam until I came back across it a while later and just knew I really wanted to finish it. 

I adore Clayekea's work so much and creating something with them has been such a dream, I'm so glad this track made it to the finishing line

In terms of meaning, I don't really know, I didn't write the lyrics

Follow Clayekea here:
https://soundcloud.com/clayekea
https://twitter.com/clayekea
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0ueOBT8FR3uXKLfNKhZRr2?si=GIOAt_ljSLqZ1FK3RUMKUg
https://clayekea.bandcamp.com/

[LYRICS]
And maybe I dreamed it all
it took a miracle to come back to me when you left
I'd thought I'd seen it all
it gets so difficult when all of your words fill my head

But I believed it all
you took my fear and called it over and freed me instead
yeah, I wish I'd dreamed it all
and maybe then I will be able to breathe once again

And maybe I dreamed it all
it took a miracle to come back to me when you left
I thought I'd seen it all
it gets so difficult when all of your words fill my head

And maybe I dreamed it all
And maybe I dreamed it all
And maybe I dreamed it all
And maybe I dreamed it all

And maybe I dreamed it all
it took a miracle to come back to me when you left
I'd thought I'd seen it all
it gets so difficult when all of your words fill my head

But I believed it all
you took my fear and called it over and freed me instead
yeah, I wish I'd dreamed it all
and maybe then I will be able to breathe once again

Breathe (w/Clayekea)

Minami is one of my favourite japanese singers so I had to make a small remix

Minami-main actor (ilyness Botanica Remix)

(1/_) of 'AMBLE TIDES' (always changing)

support me here:
www.youtube.com/@aquoferne
https://aquoferne.bandcamp.com
ko-fi.com/aquoferne#

lyrics

through the door
at the glass
the sink coats with blood

dizzy fuzz
standing tall
while covering your nose

focusing the lens
of your hazy eyes
realize
what have you done?

laughter has built in the halls
you don't know where it's pointed at all
closed behind the nearest stall
do not try to heed the siren's call

tell me it's a dream
(...)
that i'm fast asleep
(...)

can someone take me home?
i can't depend on myself, alone

oh, youth
you've started a fire
slashing down wires
while i'm scarring at the walls
i'm torn
there's a wound beneath my tongue
stinging from the salt
that's breaching through the front

can you tell me it's a dream?
and, that i'm fast asleep?

can someone take me home?
i can't depend on myself, alone

Run, river, run

youre not quite used to this yet?

fun little track i made with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/shayobono

unmastered

lyrics:


i don’t know i don’t know if i’ve hurt you yet

all i know, all i know is that it must be said

the sound of silence is what keeps them going 

an internal tyrant is the least of my worries 

i don’t know i don’t know if i’ve hurt you yet

if it could settle the dust w/ rsd

a little remix i did of 'stuck!' by the amazing https://soundcloud.com/mynameisvalentine , https://soundcloud.com/bringyourknapsack and https://soundcloud.com/underscores 

i do not take credit for the vocal work:)

i still refuse to make my tracks loud :coolsunglassesemojiyea:

where your heart is [a remix for fth]

this is the recycling bin for my fire beats

where your heart is [a remix for fth]

dobi but its a second account