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Tired of You

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Sitting in my room
There's nothing that I can do
Wasting away
So far away
From the good days

I'm always feeling like

Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
Nothing goes right
And I hate my life
Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
There used to be brighter days

Save me
I'm drowning
Arms reaching up but you still are doubting
Save me
From myself
I'm alone
And I've gone through hell

Everything's Wrong

There is No Hope Now

Fortnite (demo)

theres a government in my pocket
advertisements in my eye socket
everybody go praise prophets
everybody praises what profits

here the people crying slowly
hear the prayers are unholy
here the people are more than merry
here evils the virgin mary

it makes me cry
youre dead inside
it makes me cry
i wanna commit suicide

free will will make you a slave
so enslave yourself to drugs and games
play the games the way we say
and say the things we advocate

"dont be a slave to devotion
dont be a slave to god
dont think about your emotions
dont think just sit in pod"

it makes me cry
youre dead inside
it makes me cry
i wanna commit suicide

i wish i was joking when i said that i have a great big hole in my chest

Afghani Booster Shot

junk

edgelord

song i wrote like 10 years ago that i re-recorded

i'll be fine, i know it's not our time.

say a prayer for me
i got my finger on the trigger and it's ready to squeeze
say a prayer for me
i got involved with someone who feels no empathy
say a prayer for me
i'm sick of letting God down habitually
say a prayer for me
i don't want to spend more time in purgatory
cuz when you're on my mind you make me wanna die (x4)
say a prayer for me
my fingers tremble while holding my rosary beads
say a prayer for me
mortal sins are the only gifts you've given to me
say a prayer for me
i know the only thing you love is your twitter feed
say a prayer for me
i'll never fit into your communist fantasy

Say A Prayer For Me

A Punk Song

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

my boss makes a hundred bucks every time i make $9
that’s why i commit crime on company time
i do just enough work that i don’t get sacked
turns out everybody else can barely do that

i’m just trying to relax and enjoy my weekend
when i remember an email that i forgot to send
its no wonder that i dream of mass murder fantasies
toil and all its miseries, in my head rent free

my day has been spoiled
i have to go to toil
i should have been a royal
or found a lot of oil  

fuck toil
it makes my blood boil
i wanna put my boss in the soil
… i guess i’m too loyal

if you wanna win the rat race you gotta choose not to play
too bad i will never leave this place, i’m addicted to my pay
deep down i have always felt that i wanted to be free
well i can only blame myself, drug of choice is salary

i don’t want to work

i don’t want to work

Please stop asking questions 
Of what I’m doing with my life
I hate to say depression 
But lately I just want die

Leave me alone 
I want to be six feet below 

Please don’t check up on me 
I’m not doing well at all
I’m going fucking crazy 
Splat my brains against the wall

Leave me alone 
I want be six feet below

Suicide Song

Remains
Im tired of life
Im tired of my wife
I know your lies
I have a suprise

You’re cheating on your love
Is he what you think of
I want him dead
Im going to blow his head

Oh I know baby what your doing to me
Do you think I’m blind to not see 
Im tired of you and your stupid you
Breaking your skulls will bring me so much joy

My dear, my heart
Im gonna take you apart
I walk into your room
I’ll take you both to your doom

I grab my gun
I thought I was your one
I blow his face
He wanted to see the grace

I blow out your it brains
I chop up your remains
That’s what you get
For making me upset

I bury your corpse
Im sorry it took this course
The next day
I’ll leave this fucking place

Remains

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

I Think I Really Really Really Really Really Really Really Really Hate You

Wrote this song for John Maus and Ariel Pink. It is directed at the people who cancelled them. Long live punk rock

LYRICS
Can you please just shut your mouth

You don’t know what you’re talking about


You’re a limousine liberal who can’t keep her mouth shut

A ghoul in a guise of altruism 

You’d probably rip a rainbow flag out of moving traffic than a new born baby





you’re the kind of person who tells us what they think Jesus 
Would want us to do
But have read the book of Luke?
Yes I’m talking to you


Your life is your twitter timeline
Anderson Cooper is your limelight
What did the corporation tell you to hate today?

CAN YOU PLEASE JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH

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