Beauty is a lie

hey guys. i made an album? this is a song on the album. the album comes out soon. i hyope you like this song and i hope you like the album. please repost if u likes it.

art by @lavande

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oh well 

thinking on the times that i've hurt myself 
pushed my friends away, don't need anyone else 
but it didn't help, it was all for naught 
i faded away and they all forgot 
what happened to that girl you once knew 
she's about to leave, she'll be dead soon 
you let her cut the ties that held her back 
there's no one left to stop her, oh well 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

thinking on the ways i neglect myself 
zip my mouth shut, pretend im doing well 
gentle agony beneath my thin skin 
no one ever tries to see 
what happened to that smile that you used to see? 
it was melted off from how you looked at me 
disgusting and misshapen's all i ever was 
guess i'll just stay here 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

a thousand tiny cuts, a scent of ethanol 
loving without meaning, tallies up the wall 
i forget myself in the dopamine 
wounds flow like a stream 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 
x2 

thinking on the times i gave up on me 
thinking on my wish for something i can't be 
thinking on the times for which i had regret 
wonder how i ended up with nothing left

album pre-order

every atom tessellates

hihi imma b uploading beats n shit here sometimes :)) 
NOT FOR SALE OR USE PLEASE DONT USE THIS >.< 
sorry if its kinda ass im new to prodding sorta lol

Waste 不要

featuring @2007myspacegirl @bodyontheshore
produced by @kiryano and @winter

this is me trying to let it out, no i don't feel better now.
the advice didn't work, i'll keep it locked inside - tired of living, i just wanna end it now.

my heart's a prosthetic, i never wanna feel again. 
i've been cryin', ya, i've been such a mess.

just give me your confidence again, 
just give me all of your love again. 
my mind never stops racing, 
back and forth in my room still pacing.
i dunno what to do anymore, 
could you tell me where to go?
prescriptions don't work anymore - 
i'd give anything to feel nothing. 
you don't like me? that's relatable.
think i bitch too much? that's relatable.
say i'm worth something? that's debatable...
doesn't matter what they say, because i know i'm expendable...

on the inside, when i'm numb, 
i can calm down when i'm kept up. 
on the outside, when i feel these cuts, 
it doesn't hurt, i just see the blood.

vines wrap around my arms, 
limbs like trees i be posted in the yard.
mossy heart, i got fungi in my mental, 
roots planted in the ground, i've become sentential.
one with nature, i'm mother earth.
don't pick my stems, you know that shit hurt.
rain, rain go away, come again another day, 
when the sun comes out, i'll crawl to the pavement
when will i sprout, i'm waiting, 
count it up, carbon dating.
don't touch me i got thorns, 
plant a seed, i'm reborn.

idk anymore ft. Luthien (Kiryano + Winter)

A Beast I Never Want To Meet w/ blackwinterwells

user-177606669 - ur * up [user-177606669 remix]

@magtd
walk around the earth im a dead man
zombie look up in my face. dead pan
3 bands no bruddah i want 10 grand
i dont wanna talk not tryna check man
big mage tryna check me out
they dont care bout my whereabouts
doing it for me what i care about
yeah im doing it for and my bredrins now

my love in the air can you have mine
no substance in the air can you feel me
my son dont care he on cloud 9
ill bring you here can you feel me
shut up you ramble
wake you up with a prick like a bramble
look at me i dont understand you
looking at myself is there anything you cant do?

mag movinglikeazombie (prod. umru)

happy in hell (ft. boofbby, ugly tomorrow, and wulfpunk)

Wand3r ๖ۣۜP4nthera x Ecclesia x Emptyrare~ fF1nd u;

y34h y0u- s33m l0st s0 l3t m3 f1nd y0u
fF1nd y0u;
@lesiaaa
@emptyrare

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fF1nd u; [w/Ecclesia]~<{+emptyrare}>~

original song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ya9sAzXjf60

rekindle (brave bird cover)

ur so wrong i dont even know what else to say.

i love youuuu and you are my beautiful friend and lets enjoy the sunshine while we can

every atom tessellates

Drainpuppet :)