hey guys. i made an album? this is a song on the album. the album comes out soon. i hyope you like this song and i hope you like the album. please repost if u likes it.

art by @lavande

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oh well 

thinking on the times that i've hurt myself 
pushed my friends away, don't need anyone else 
but it didn't help, it was all for naught 
i faded away and they all forgot 
what happened to that girl you once knew 
she's about to leave, she'll be dead soon 
you let her cut the ties that held her back 
there's no one left to stop her, oh well 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

thinking on the ways i neglect myself 
zip my mouth shut, pretend im doing well 
gentle agony beneath my thin skin 
no one ever tries to see 
what happened to that smile that you used to see? 
it was melted off from how you looked at me 
disgusting and misshapen's all i ever was 
guess i'll just stay here 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

a thousand tiny cuts, a scent of ethanol 
loving without meaning, tallies up the wall 
i forget myself in the dopamine 
wounds flow like a stream 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 
x2 

thinking on the times i gave up on me 
thinking on my wish for something i can't be 
thinking on the times for which i had regret 
wonder how i ended up with nothing left

album pre-order

every atom tessellates

RockStar ✨

MLTVRS

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I make beats for people and stuff.  Professional bum

i love youuuu and you are my beautiful friend and lets enjoy the sunshine while we can

A BLACK STEEL FORTRESS IN A BENIGHTED DESERT.
ALSO A RECORD LABEL.

every atom tessellates

Drainpuppet :)