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❄️ Drainpuppet - ll ❄️

hey guys. i made an album? this is a song on the album. the album comes out soon. i hyope you like this song and i hope you like the album. please repost if u likes it.

art by @lavande

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oh well 

thinking on the times that i've hurt myself 
pushed my friends away, don't need anyone else 
but it didn't help, it was all for naught 
i faded away and they all forgot 
what happened to that girl you once knew 
she's about to leave, she'll be dead soon 
you let her cut the ties that held her back 
there's no one left to stop her, oh well 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

thinking on the ways i neglect myself 
zip my mouth shut, pretend im doing well 
gentle agony beneath my thin skin 
no one ever tries to see 
what happened to that smile that you used to see? 
it was melted off from how you looked at me 
disgusting and misshapen's all i ever was 
guess i'll just stay here 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 

a thousand tiny cuts, a scent of ethanol 
loving without meaning, tallies up the wall 
i forget myself in the dopamine 
wounds flow like a stream 

warm and alone, my blood seeps through 
locked in my own rotting mind 
stabbing my heart, nothing else to do 
the comfortable pain passed the time 
x2 

thinking on the times i gave up on me 
thinking on my wish for something i can't be 
thinking on the times for which i had regret 
wonder how i ended up with nothing left

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every atom tessellates

i did an album! its right here! i hope u like it!!!
https://drainpuppet.bandcamp.com/album/ll

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can't tell what i want 
from you, from me 
i think i forgot 
what i should be 

floating unthinking i've 
misplaced myself 
let me unravel the 
thread til i'm well 
so many reasons i'm 
left so uneven i 
shouldn't have ever 
pretended 

to be what others want 
my nature i have lost 
stretched so thin and weak 
don't know how to speak 
x2 

[verse 2] 
can't tell where to go 
from where i am 
caught up in sea 
so far from land 

floating unthinking i've 
misplaced myself 
let me unravel the 
thread til i'm well 
so many reasons i'm 
left so uneven i 
shouldn't have ever 
pretended 

to be what others want 
my nature i have lost 
stretched so thin and weak 
don't know how to speak 
x4

running backwards never reaching never (new album ll out now on bandcamp)

meander meander meander 
fall, fall, fall 
x2 

strangers stare buckshot in my spine 
confusion from their wispy eyes 
i roam through a wood of alien trees 
fall fall, like autumn's gentle leaves 

spiraling down, glide along the wind 
spiraling down, simple and delicate 
and my heart, says that i won't fit 
at least not 
here, here 

o melt my, melt my bark 
and lay me bare 
scared anxious, so weary 
vuln-ra-ble 

strangers' cold unfeeling eyes 
skin screams, from malicious knives 
i'll wait, to heal my fragile soul 
though i, won't ever be whole 

spiraling down, glide along the wind 
spiraling down, simple and delicate 
and my heart, says that i won't fit 
at least not 
here, here 
x2 

meander meander meander 
fall, fall, fall 
x2

https://drainpuppet.bandcamp.com/album/ll

bowl of time

album!! https://drainpuppet.bandcamp.com/album/ll

conscious 
losted 
drifting but holding on 
life laid 
options 
windswept i move on 

kind ghost 
drifting 
talk to me not too long 
small buds 
blossom 
on your shoulder grow strong 

through the stigma 
anxious figments 
forming in my mind 
freedom from the 
paranoia 
finally unwinds 

weak and tender 
wounds still healing 
safe but seldom sound 
listening to the 
fear and poison 
immolate the ground 

conscious 
losted 
drifting but holding on 
life laid 
options 
windswept i move on 

kind ghost 
drifting 
talk to me not too long 
small buds 
blossom 
on your shoulder grow strong 

but not too long

do i?

still not seeing someone else 
still think about you, oh well 
god i hope you're doing well 
i'm sure as hell, not 
lying still in bed for hours 
my mood has become so sour 
cynical but to a fault 
and it's all my fault 

so much i can't undo 
i was so bad to you 
i made mistakes i hope your heart can heal 
moving on is so rough 
how long will be enough 
time flies by but i'm still right here 

with my thoughts 
i forgot 
how not to rely on someone else 
if i ev 
really knew 
how to just be happy by myself 

pondering the time we spent 
wondering just where you went 
back into your different world 
or somewhere else? 
didn't think it'd end so strange 
our friendship won't be the same 
will you ever look at me 
or just leave me be? 

i don't know what i need 
but it's not your empathy 
still feels like a dream 
what will ease my mind? 
i'm unhappy all the time 
i can't let my heart unwind 

with my thoughts 
i forgot 
how not to rely on someone else 
if i ev 
really knew 
how to just be happy by myself 

after all 
this time of running away 
from whats 
inside oh i am afraid 

that deep down there's nothing there 
it's all a guise, it's only lies 
i'm hollowed out, from all that ain't fair 
made of trauma and plastic smiles 

with my thoughts 
i forgot 
how not to rely on someone else 
if i ev 
really knew 
how to just be happy by myself

thinkng abt a lot of stuff...

i love youuuu and you are my beautiful friend and lets enjoy the sunshine while we can

every atom tessellates

Drainpuppet :)