cracks in the pavement w/ decks & brecken  [irby]

Mixed/Mastered by me
Prod. Red Eyez

Lyrics: 
oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

uhh feelin the covenant pressure
7am filled wit longing 
inescapable terror
let her fight back, what a frightening
sight it must be to see
oh i'll yearn for the chest feeling we used to hold so deeply
learn to breathe on my own
take this coat from my arm
trade the cuts for complex sedatives
we both suck for sentiment
call for several syllables, i only need three
baby tell me that you need me

oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

oh cut deep, we'll make new scars 
baby what's that tone for 
but every sentence that spills out your mouth makes me feel the resentment a little bit more
cut from the cloth but your more like a feather
every second we're spending apart puts us closer and closer to never
uh and honestly, maybe, been feeling it lately, i wish that i never had met her
you still got my sweater don't you?
lately you been cold like weather, so cruel
let me stay inside, i hope we get some snow soon 

oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

fragments

I really need you right now 
I’m sorry if I ever let you down 
Feel the words pursing from my mouth 
Can’t get the words coming out 

I really need you right now 
I’m sorry if I ever let you down 
Feel the words pursing from my mouth 
Can’t get the words coming out 

Yeah it’s true that I miss you 
I write it down in my notepad 
yet you know this and you know that
Because I’m prying for you to notice 
I sit alone like yet again 
Staring at your instagram 
I hate this ‘ fucked shit 
Because I can’t face it 

Black suit 
Red wounds 
Black heart 
I’m bad news 
You know that 
Don’t hold back 
Just diss me in your notes app

I really need you right now 
I’m sorry if I ever let you down 
Feel the words pursing from my mouth 
Can’t get the words coming out 

I really need you right now 
I’m sorry if I ever let you down 
Feel the words pursing from my mouth 
Can’t get the words coming out

Notes App (Prod.Aureola)

prod. me
guitar by sharp

I'm tired of being the one that has to reap
what you sow the voice reminds me what I couldn't be
I'm sick of living without the lungs to breathe
in I can't exhale the toxins in me

this was never meant to last forever
I'm ultimately terrified you'll find somebody better for your needs

when did every string between us sever
i couldn't see it coming I was blinded by the weather in the trees

take me somewhere safe and sound
when you decide to come around 
and tell me how you really fuckin feel

I think my times run finally out
the clock has stopped the ticking now
Is anything you told me fuckin real
(hello?)
I don't know what to think anymore
(goodbye..)
you left me here to rot on the floor

chapter I: safe and sound

lyrics ⬇️

They give me attitide if i wake up in a bad mood

got no gratitude they said well look at what i passed thru

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

but i cannot judge

trusted me with everything
promised you a better me

yea i used to take anything to make me feel better
but now i look up to god he warm me up like a sweater
defying every single odd
get thru the weather
somehow untying the knots
wont take me on the stretcher 
and if you dont like how i walk nowdays
then thats ur loss
No cost in my book its just another one involved 

breaking out the silence-the silence-the silence 

wish that ur voice didnt remind me of the sirens-the sirens-the sirens

casting a curse on my bones, violence, violence

maybe its worth all the hurt and the cryin 

well im not the type to give anybody an option
To gimme their life
trust me ill leave you exhausted 
whyd you thinj twice when everybody said stay cautious 
i couldnt promise i couldnt promise
i dont miss all the fighting 
But i still miss ur touch
finally off the drugs 
But you left me in the dust

sirens & silence (caves)

Croak when I smoke 
From the dope not the medicine 
I should’ve known 
I suppose 
Need the sedatives 
Slow in the bones and it shows 
My head hurts again 
I should’ve known to aloof
It’s my only friend 

Sometimes it hurts so I take two 
I know my worth but I don’t want to 
I tried to hide but it never works 
High tides from my eyes 
At least the water works 

50 milligrams on my fucking shelf 
Take two and I pray to god it’ll help 
Bad bitch to my left say she wanna dance 
Anxiety always makes me wanna shit my pants 
I still look fresh when I hop out the mini van 
Every time I go out 
Im the middleman 
I try to get the words out 
But I’m finicking 
I don’t wanna lay down 
Where’s my medicine?
Party all night till the day 
Cause we’re up getting paid 
Fuck that 
I just wanna get away 
I just wanna get away 
From that 
“Frankie why you act like a bitch?”
“You gotta find your own way”
She looking tasty in the whip 
Ima play till I tip tap that.

sedatives (prod.lostcage)

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lyrics:
always hoping for the best of things
wrote a couple songs then just deleted
i wasnt meant for this
talking bout how i feel
looking inside your eyes
tell me is it even real
how could i be something
if im always giving up
how could we be nothing
after all the shit we spoke
the sun rises by the morning
even when i do you wrong
so tell me whats the point of shit
im trying to move it on
cuz when i lay at night
girl all i think about is you
wish i had u by my side
but it was me who wanted to leave
and i still cry myself to sleep
cuz we were meant to be
wondering how you doing
havent seen ur eyes in weeks
but i guess ur better like that
i swear
cant help but blame myself
for every anxiety attack
and now we're past
but girl i hope u know
that im still praying 
for ur best
cuz i still love u girl
it wont change

maesk:
I’m hiding under crow wings
This sample of the sap from inside my coat just helps me slow things
Pinpoint every time I did you wrong and how you felt inside those moments
And when I lose that face I pour another potion up to heal

My tracks are all concealed
The future felt so real
I’d rather be in pieces right now I don’t know how to feel
Its heartache finding pictures right now, got me skipping meals
But I hope you’re doing better just miss that smile in all those fields

Wish I could take aback the mistakes
Wish I could smile at the memories we made

Because when I lay at night girl all I think about is you
Wish I had you by my side but it was you who wanted to leave 
I still cry myself to sleep because we were meant to be 
Wondering how you’re doing haven’t seen your eyes in weeks

all i think about is you (w/ Maesk)

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heartbeat. (+music video)

2nd single from dusk dreams 2 <3

Lyrics

All, these words spill out of me
I don't want the world to see 
What I could do 
And who I can be

I been fading like the leaves
I know I say it every week
But Please just listen to me
I don't wanna lose my peace 

I know that this ain't the time and place
But im losing energy in these waves
I can't stay afloat much longer
I kinda enjoy this rip I face

Maybe I need to try alone
It's best If I turn skin and bone
I really dont like that tone
Maybe I should turn to stone

Hold me tight till I hav no motor
One last night in this world I told her
One more day and ur world might crush
Below all of these waves I showed her

I knew I shunt’ve took that chance
The hope I had in a romance
Disrgretion wasnt shown 
Thrown overboard without a cast

Slow down I am going nowhere
So much more time in despair
Old friend I wish u were here
In this life I relinquish my care

The reasons are lost out in sea
They perished along wit the dreams
I dont know what else that could mean 
But I try to stay calm on these creeks

The wind is blowing us east 
I try to hold off a weep but the lack sleep of has left me so weak 
Guess I'll keep it locked until another one of these weeks
I'm hurting myself while I'm letting you bleed

Maybe this world will find out another way
But right now gotta figure out how to live today
I know it's not the topic that would make you wanna stay
But I've thought of this in a lot of ways

I've been a lot of places
I've seen a lot of faces
Still I corrupt the hatred
Enter my world and you'll want to paint
Just make sure to look in the corner and remember the name

thunderbreak

Thunder-break (Sleepy fish)

lyrics ⬇️

it’s been cold out
and I been here alone
yea
i been here alone
and you don’t check ur phone now

i just hear the tone but I don’t wanna hear it no

you got me by the throat
knowing what I’ve done with you its so hard to go
i know it’ll show when I walk up in the room
implode and choke
cuz you cant stand the view 
I know I know

I’ve often been the rude one in ur life
but I’m offering solutions to make it right

your life is full of gratitude is that a lie
only if they knew a thing or two of what we do at night

it’s not so nice it’s not a crime but I know that I shouldn’t do it y
they say I should go to therapy but I already do it
i know what it’s like to bury everything cuz I been thru it
multiple the opportunities I lose I can’t control it
honestly I think it’s pride that’s over doing my influence 
everyday I’m getting by but how idk i have been clueless

let me close my eyes then I’ll prove it
my whole life a lie 
make me feel stupid




I know theyll be laughing in the background
came close but never really got attached how
i really meant to and i wish that i got it right
maybe this the problem why i cant sleep at night

all i think about is you (w/ Maesk)

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