Instrumental by:
@jichuuu

Lyrics:

(You always taint my heart, take me down
Got so far, and let it all fall down
Don’t you know?
That I can’t do this shit any longer)

Can we stop breaking both our hearts right now?
I don’t want to see your pretty face start to frown
All I wanna do is make you proud
All I ever did was let you down
x2

I don’t wanna keep going on, letting you down
When I’m without you, lights out, I drown
Hold what’s in my heart, as I’m pouring out my soul
Lies don’t set apart, ’cause I know you’ve heard them all

Can you come back to me?
I fall asleep
Inside my dreams
You’re all I see
You’re all I need
I just need you beside me

I still stay up for your calls
Said I hate you, but I do not at all
I’ve been waiting for your texts, on my phone
I know you don’t hate me either

let you down (jichu)

Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

i dont know how much time i have left

self prod

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

(intro)
my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(pre-chorus)
i hate my voice and i hate the way i sound
i dont even feel im loved cause nobody else around
now im looking up and down
i feel shitty all around
now im crying all alone
and im sorry to the people that i let down

(chorus)
you wanna hurt me, thats alright
i really wanna die
i dont even wanna try
ima fly high up in the sky
pick me up again
ill fall into your hands
i-i-i dont want this shit to end!

my heart is hurting i cant think alot
i think im bleeding
i dont wanna see you go,
i dont wanna see you turn,
i think that im broken, im defective, im awful
go ahead and hurt me all your pain is my doctor

(post-chorus)
write my will on a fucking song
they'll jus think im fucking singing
when im crying out for help
its the beauty of it all
you dont get me at all
i always give it my all
im fucking sorry for living at all

(break, then chorus loops twice)

((you're too late im already fucking dead))

im sorry (me)

Lyric / AMV video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=my7tknzZncE

Mix: Me & @1akura
Master/ Prod: @soreu_u

Lyrics

me
I'm digging deeper tryna find out who we really are
enjoy your touch
enjoy your love
yeah that's my favorite part
we living in a story its looking like a fairytale
just rip my heart up out my chest and then tell me its real
what you want 
just tell me what you need
ill be here 
just right up on me knees
please don't cry
I'm begging baby please
please don't cry 
I'm begging baby please

@1akura
tell me what uu need
what u need from me
hope its no fantasy
i wanted to believe
that maybe u and mee
that we were meant to be
i hope were meant to bee

i would tell u 1000 times
ur lovee ur heart on mine
watchin the stars align
hopin that we could shine
brighter than ever
i dont wanna lose uu
light as a feather
ur arms around me ohh

fairytale w/ @1akura

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

prod. @overoveroverover

If you understand me just say that I promise it wont hurt. I dnt wanna be alone :).

Too Much 2 Give (prod. overr)

@drewalongtheglare
@elixioo

<3

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return
did you wish hadn’t sayed that four nights
i just wished i never met you four times
and we knew this had to stop
im praying for a lot
wanna fix it
i wanna fix it
like you dont know me
feels like im floating
everything you told me
it was all a lie
and im not suprised
see the compromise
feels like everything we did
was it worth a try

ive been waiting so long to see you
you dont understand how much ive been a fool
why couldnt i be there to protect you (ohhh)
all i know is that i fucked up super badly
but i know that you cant forgive me
please leave a spot in your heart
so i know that you still love me

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return
did you wish hadn’t sayed that four nights
i just wished i never met you four times
and we knew this had to stop
im praying for a lot
wanna fix it
i wanna fix it
like you dont know me
feels like im floating
everything you told me
it was all a lie
and im not suprised
see the compromise
feels like everything we did
was it worth a try

(why couldnt i be there to protect you)

i dont wanna hit you where it hurts
if i were you i’d leave me and return
return, return, your making it worse
it sounds like the first all so make my return

bandlab

hit you where it hurts.*+ w/ drewalongtheglare (elixio)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

Break The Fall (overr)

Drew