name your track (demo)

Stagnation yet time treks forward
And im traveling through the water
And for gasps of air i feel
It latching onto my lungs
And soaking right into my blood
White out paint in the pondscum
Dead fish in the ocean
Motion it closer to freak you out


Sitting in the back of your parents car
Wishing to feel something else
Coming up slow and strong 
Listening to pink floyd and stuff
Staring out at the people
Walking by its so evil
Why are they all normal
And im a freak its so unequal

Everything is
Bouncing in my head

EVERYTHINGISBOUNCINGINMYHEAD

i hate these couples
seeing them just hurts me
i wish they were dead
life is so unfair

everydays the same im so unhappy, 
my life is the worst, why does this happen, theyre all against me, i fucking hate them, 
this is my life now, theres no getting out of this

i hate this so much
so long without love
i hate all of you 
so please just go jump off a bridge

i feel so jealous
of them, all the time
i dont know how to
get better, or fix myself

everydays the same im so unhappy, 
my life is the worst, why does this happen, theyre all against me, i fucking hate them, 
this is my life now, theres no getting out of this

i hate this so much
so long without love
i hate all of you 
so please just go jump off a bridge
my life is a waste
i fucked it all up
i know its my fault
so fuck this life, you wont see me again

couples are evil

cry 4 help

dead(demo)

hurtcore

i don't care
anyway 
but nothing seems to be going my way
i'm a joke
got no hope
better off as roadkill on the highway
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

everything
that i try
seems like social fucking suicide
dumb and lame
got no aim
i just wanna be a cool guy
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

i don't care

idk man i miss her
peak lyricism ikr 

She left me brusied and broken
the closest thing to love i ever had
i wish you didn't have to go 

i miss her hair and i miss her eyes
i should've known this girl would've been my demise
im rotting in my room with nothing to do
And every single reminds me of you 
 
wish you were next to me right now
i want your arms to wrap around 
my body and hold me tightly
crush my ribs tonightt

I dont know what the fuck im gonna do 
when every thought is about you 
i miss you so fucking muchh

I miss her smile and i miss her voice 
im gonna blow my brainz i dont have a choice
i wanna talk to u every single day
but yr so fucking FARR AWAYY!!!


wish you were next to me right now
i want your arms to wrap around 
my body and hold me tightly
crush my ribs tonightt

She left me brusied and broken
the closest thing to love i ever had
i wish you didn't have to go

Raytarded

https://open.spotify.com/track/4820nxODnejrYWuNU8CF0l?si=a599e9b03bc2438a

im so sick of this music
power chords cause im clueless
stay up and make some new shit
but why would anybody care?

these songs all sound just the same
steal structures from the front page
no skill to have or be made
so why should anybody care?

how much of my life have i wasted away layering shitty chords alone inside my cave
was it worth it?
did it make you feel good when other retards on the internet complimented your hooks?

put on an accent
put on mask too
if you want you can sound good but you dont have to
i am not real
im a projection
im what is left when you strip away my reflection

how many songs can there be left to make
made up of power chords and a little duct tape
theyre not quite worthless 
but it gets pretty close
does it still count as art if its a retard who wrote it?
dont look at me though
i do the same shit
id says its broke but i really dont wanna fix it
were all just people 
writing our sections
and im so glad that we dont have any connections

incelcore is DEAD!!!

tfw you just to abide someone to your fantasy but they break out so you allegate their corruption out of your bruised ego, and you realize that romance shit isn't for you.

Time we spent together was shortlived and
I'm really missin it all

The place that we did those things that we had
Laughed about it all off

I think it's true, you think it's fake
You say we're meant to be but I think it's not
Cuz you don't love me, you love them

Guess this problem is one
of my very own creation
like it's not meant to be
I fall into temptation, guess I always
freeze up in my mind, I ask if you'll be mine
but I don't know if I could allegate it 
It's just not for me

@girled
I'm planning my escape, I just wanna be free
Juggling through who is really the one for me
But I can't decide, the dose is making me lazy
If I choose the wrong person, feel like everyone will
Frown, upon, me
I'm so hurt and desperate
Why don't you see the good in me?
You just think I'm a method
Another option, another method
Came to the realization
Maybe romance is just not for me
Take it away

Making so many decisions, I'm going insane
I was putting you first, and it's stressing me, out
It's like your shadows following me
Came to the realization
Maybe romance is just not for me, maybe romance is just not for me
Take it away

dead(demo)

garden graves