panties

Untitled

nothing goes my way

another shooty cover for the shooty album
I couldnt figure out the lyrics so I made half of them  up

Doot do dooo dooo doot do dooo doo Doot do dooo doot doot do dooo dooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo

Goodbye and so long i hope you choke on the words i wrote for you in this song you'll hear me sing when you pass away can't say that i blame you for having bad taste 
You know i still think about how you kinda treated me badly and you still do i wonder if you ever tried to change you're so full of shit and you're still the same

Im looking forward to the day I get to dance on your grave even though your already dead inside dontcha know I hate you for being alive 
Every breath you take is a waste of space every move you make is a total disgrace when you know you're living on borrowed time you're dirt you're already dead inside

oooOOOOoooooooooOOOooooooo

And it was funny and it was sad the stupid shit that always made her mad there was literally nothing that I could fucking say can't say that I blame her for being that way 
Our lives were shameful and a waste of time, regrets that she can still make me cry I whish that you could somehow take me back, closest thing to love that I ever had

Epitaph

death is always such a dream that I always seem to dream.

i see all the things that haunt me.

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

lul

i’m too tired to think about it
call me an idiot
like you always
do

hallucinations of a savior
brutality is our human nature
why am i anxious when i breathe
don’t wake me up 
i dont wanna see

the stupid world they’ve made for me
i was born and kept in misery
i live in spite i hate my life
and nothing that i ever do ever goes right

i’m too tired to think about it
call me a idiot like you always do
i try my best
to do
my best
but i know
that i will fail
i try my best
to do
what’s best
but i know
i’ll fail

i’m sorry i’m such a letdown

somebody's fiending around the corner
dopamine.
i looked for too long and i
fell in love.
accidents happen again, the same mistakes
i'm losing my friends.

i know i'm worthless
i know to give up
you don't care
don't pretend
i hate myself
this is the end
lay down in a grave
i'm nothing
end my suffering.

diary

my hearts so selfish
i cant do anything about it
ill let it beat as it has been
bleed deep with hate and loose ends

i dont wanna be alone again
sitting in a room desolate
even god doesnt respond to me
ive never been less lonely
ive never been less lonely
ive never been less lonely

u trash talk 
x4

i got a big fat sack and im going nowhere
this sakeless breathing superceding 
all that ive ever known
but ive got ur number and its right here
and i know i can always call u on the phone

u trash talk 
x4

theres a hole in my neck let the blood vessels tear
driving in your car looking down at ur nails
i got some trash talk 2 
but im hiding my tail
smoking  till its all ash
cuz i dont even care
x2

Trash Talk

verse 1:
sick of reality stuck in a fantasy
I don't need any of this

chorus:
need a girl like misato to feel right
she will stand by until the bitter end
need a girl like misato to feel right 
she'll never leave cause shes in my head

verse 2 :
too weak to make things right its 2d until i die
nothing can dissapoint me

Misato

Im fighting frank horrigan
As a lvl 1 character
I might cry in my car again
Or scream at my monitor
I hope things change
I hope things change
I want things to go back to normal

Fire And Brimstone Raining Upon Friendship NY

this was a long time coming!

puke

title says what goes on 
@gjallarhornit 

lyrics: OoOoOOoOooOooOoooO

cantata jam sesh no vox

dead(demo)

Get on my knees just to tie your shoe
Kick me in the face, bitch why so cruel
Counting all these days on my calendar
Just fucking wishing that you'll return

No ones perfect
Just look our wrists

I want her mind 
Cause she's going thru a lot

just Shes trying to heal 
doesn't make her a thot

everyone wants change
that's why we are the same

dead(demo)

garden graves