rip watermark

i got a question 4 u
did u kill urself
cause ur instagrams been dry
since we last had that fight

and ive been feeling
like i dont care and i want there
to be a timeline where i never even
fucking saw you lucky that you
never pursued me like i stalked u

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out by my self esteem
and i could have anything that i wanted
but shes got it down with a nice guy and i

when you saw me what did u think
was i pretty? or did ur eyes go right thru me
i got it down with a
i got it down with a

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out and its all my fault

decache

stuck in my head
sick in my bed
sick in the head
wish i was dead

lead painted walls
feeling so sick
i cant do this
vomit in the halls
and im so done 
with it all

when did it all go wrong

sick

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Always at my shows
It's a girl I don't know
With blue hair and brown eyes
With white skin and small thighs
And small thoughts in my head
I don't know what I said
She said hi I said yo
She said she liked my rock music

And after that I don't know
I'm trying to remember
And after that  I don't know
I'm trying to remember
And after that I don't know
I'm trying to remember
It went something a lot like this

GIRLS GTFO!!

So annoying, used for sex
I just rеally want some rest
Hopefully thеy know how I feel
If only I could see what they did  seein me
And now I wanna be like her oh

GIRLS GTFO!!

girls gtfo !!

Choke on my vomit (demo)

worthwhile

You made me happy yea that’s a fact
And now you’ve gone away and now I’m sad (so sad)

Gone away yea she’s gone away

goneaway.mp3

slimey, sticky, filled with dread
retard, stupid, inbred
im so dumb, i might as well b dead

burning crosses in my mind
fucked up, strung out, all the time
im so gone i wont even mind

servant

nokilam cover: @nokilam

im in this class again
just staring at the wall
your on my mind again
for no reason at all

maybe this time round
you can look my way
but its fine ill watch you leave
and i wont beg you to stay

fuck what he said
lets go and dance
your in my head
no i know i cant

cant send a text
get left on red
wish i was dead
im alone again

these beginnings
dont feel that much new
i feel so shitty
i wouldnt with you

chaudown!! (nokilam)

I need you

Nothing in my brain but you and MDA
i took too much to think too much i feel insane

As the chem floods my mind
I feel your love one more time
I drift off and I die
I Wont tell anyone why

ive got my issues
I fucking miss you
your absence left bad trips with bloody tissues

theyre bad decisions 
im losing vision

left to cope with dope and indecision


if you were in my room id have to be on shrooms
What happened to my youth
i died of substance abuse

As poison floods my mind
I feel your love one last time
my life will end overnight
forgetton by sunlight

ive got my issues
I fucking miss you
your absence left bad trips with bloody tissues

theyre bad decisions 
im losing vision

left to cope with dope and indecision

servant

garden graves