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SURF-OR-DIE

ON-THE-HUNT

D.L.I.M.C. - S.O.S. (Abba)

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Lyrics:

I’ve been thinking
About the things you say
Every morning when we awake

You act like he’s still near
You act like you need here
I wish you would make it clear
told me he disappeared 
I just can’t trust you dear
my eyes fill up with tears
You're lying to me I fear
It’s his name I hear

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
About the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name

I woke up alone today
on the ground my cold feet weigh
take a shower, clean my face
go to work from 3 to 8
cover shifts, jim's got a date
so burnt out, and I get home late
feed the dog, and clean the plates
eat alone, then I hit the hay 

I’ve been thinking
About all the things you say
every morning 
about the time when we awake
I’ve been thinking 
About how it brings me pain
I’ve been thinking
About how you say his name (x2)

I've Been Thinking

wannabemygirl

NEET - It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like It's Over

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Celibate Sex Symbol

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
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Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
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Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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Running Away

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

song by Pingvin band 

pic from barefoot gen

I Don't Work (Penguinband cover)

the more i know
the less id rather know
the more you show
the less id rather go

tell me all about it
tell me all about it
im feeling like shit
im feeling like shit
do i wanna do this 
do i wanna do this
feeling so anxious
feeling so anxious

cry myself to sleep
wake up and repeat

everydays the same
everydays the same

tell me all about it
tell me all about it
im feeling like shit
im feeling like shit
do i wanna do this 
do i wanna do this
feeling so anxious
feeling so anxious

the more i know
the less id rather know

the more i know, the less id rather know

please be patient i have autism (cover)

slimey, sticky, filled with dread
retard, stupid, inbred
im so dumb, i might as well b dead

burning crosses in my mind
fucked up, strung out, all the time
im so gone i wont even mind

servant

he outdid me on this one folks
https://on.soundcloud.com/auWzeprkXDl1SLCEYj

( verse 1 - me )

Stuck in a rut
My head's filled with shitty thoughts
Like bugs inside my head
I just wanna be dead

I don't wanna live a life
Stuck in a 9 to 5
I wanna be a star
Before I turn 29

Every day the thoughts get sadder
And all of my dreams, all of them just shatter
But does it really even matter?
You say you're stupid
Here comes the laughter

Sometimes you don't even listen to me
Do I have to fucking start screaming
About how I'm shit and fucking stupid
I guess maybe I should just end it

( verse 2 - thisisallthereis )

Fall apart
I know you don't have a heart
Let's make love under the sun
Til you notice all of my scars

It's just you and me
But I know I'm so fucking annoying 
Stay with me
Let's talk about what you think is important 

And i wanted to let you in but now im thinking not
Too many thoughts in my head to pick out only one

Fall apart
I know you don't have a heart
But lets sit up in a tree 
K-I-S-S-I-N-G

fall apart w/ thisisallthereis

i left you
please never try to find me

theres no ending resolution just one lingering pain
and when im dead and gone i hope that you forget my name

let yourself down

and if anything ill abandon everything and leave this state
living out in the sticks would be so nice but i know id still miss you

so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray
so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray

and if anything ill stick around as long as you let me
and if anything ill just be another memory 
too you

so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray
so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray

fetish

MKULTRA Victim (negative xp cover)

i don't wanna smoke 'til i die, i just wanna scream 'til i cry
every waking moment, i can't live without it
i shouldn't have to cry through my prime, take pills they'll keep me in line
you waste my fuckin' time, i feel like i'm dying

and it's all stuck on repeat in my head but i can't understand it
i don't wanna wake up to the sound of all my friends screaming at god

i can't wait to feed myself, increasing holes on my belt
i'll live with being hungry, you don't fucking love me
you don't mean the things you tell me, you forget about your family
and everybody else, you're putting us through hell

nothing really matters, nothing fuckin' matters

they said your head was full of pills and your heart couldn't take the damage
and i don't wanna be the one that's gonna be there when you're not waking up
and it's all stuck repeat in my head but i can't understand it
i don't wanna watch my best friends kill themselves so i can fall out of love

angel dust

it's like i woke up from a dream, i'm gonna get myself killed
i won't answer to anyone, except myself
my friends all tell me that i need my meds
kill the thoughts inside my head
burn a church because it's what i wanna do
i hurt myself because i need to
for you

i could run away from all this shit, i could kill my friends
all i need is love, i don't care how it ends
i don't care about anyone who says i'm mad
what makes me so fucking bad?
i don't care because it's what i wanna do
i hurt myself because i want to
for you

flowers for graves

i wanna be loved, i don't wanna go crazy
now i'm acting all shaky, but you probably knew
i can tell by the way that you style your hair, i can see by the way that you keep on starin'

i just wanna dance and i wanna be stupid, i think i'm dumb but you already knew this
i can't run from the future that's been set before me, i know what's gonna happen at the end of the story, oh

it's all like you said before, i don't wanna see you anymore
i don't wanna be stupid
it's like all my friends have died, i can't seem to get them out of my mind
i don't wanna be stupid

i look in the mirror and i feel like i'm falling, all of my calls they meant nothing to you, now i don't wanna live
i don't wanna go outside

mirror mirror

i’m wasting
time inside my head
i don’t wanna feel alive
i don’t wanna feel like i’m dead

i can’t stand the
way my mind is numb
i don’t want to let things go
i don’t want to feel so dumb

but why can’t i do
what i wanna do
why can’t i say
what i wanna say
i’m a danger to myself
and anybody else


i want it, i need it
don’t feel so defeated
the panic, the violence
i wanna die in silence

i’m dying in my head
i feel like i’ve been wasted
no thinking, retreating
they always end up leaving

i’m wasting
my time feeling down
what’s the point of feeling sad
someday i’ll come around

wasted

little hornets in my mouth and crawling out my eyes
take me back to winter, i can’t stand to see you cry
she said “i don’t want to leave you but this hornet’s gotta fly,
i don’t love you anymore, i don’t want to die”


break my heart into 6 pieces and throw them to the wind
let me be reborn an angel, let me start again
stab at me with stingers, wrap my arms and legs in scars
if that’s what it takes i’ll let you rip my limbs apart

little hornets crawling in my skin and in my head
leave my body here, i swear you’ll love me when i’m dead
wrap me up in linen, bury me with my guitar
now that god’s abandoned me return me to the stars

servant

garden graves