I don't think i can go outside.
Everybody out there wants me to die.
They'll blow my head off when i walk out there.
 to be honest do I even care?

When are they just gonna quit?
Shootin guns all they do is miss.
One day, my blood will be on the walls.
I go limp as my body falls.

I’d like to say that things get better,
But every day just feels like tether.
The weight just drags me further down,
Guess I was born to wear this frown.

The other night I heard your name,
Felt the same old sting of shame.
Thought I’d moved on, but that’s a lie
Some ghosts just never die.

Active Bystander

Acoustic cover of School Shooter/Negative XP.

Lyrics:
I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out, I'm down on the ground
What can I do?
I'm really trying, but I feel like dying
Don't you, don't you?
That's the way it goes, you dig yourself in a hole
Ain't it the truth, ain't it the truth?

I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Hear my cry for help?
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Hear my cry for help?

I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out, I'm down on the ground
What can I do?
I'm really trying, but I feel like dying
Don't you, don't you?
That's the way it goes, you dig yourself in a hole
Ain't it the truth, ain't it the truth?

I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Hear my cry for help?
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Hear my cry for help?

I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Hear my cry for help?
Can you hear my cry for help?
Can you hear my cry for help?
Can you hear my cry for help?
Can you hear my cry for help?

Cry 4 Help (Acoustic School Shooter cover)

Never ever use the normalize option in Waveform 13

[Verse]

Don't you think it's so unfair you're expected to do social interaction
With people that hate you to get anywhere in life
If confidence were a thing you could hold
Mine's an icicle that slips away and shatters on the sidewalk 

[Pre-Chorus]

'Cause every time I talk I inevitably get it wrong
That's why I sit at home and hide behind my guitar

[Chorus]

Dryfire drills on my own head
For when reality catches up
This is the only thing I've ever planned ahead
The absolute only option
I tried to be inoffensive
But mess up with every sentence
And sabotage all the things I've planned
Before I even make them

[Verse]

My goal in life is to let you down
So I'm left to my devices 
I'm so stunted, so stupid, and I can't get bullied out of it
Explaining only makes it worse,
I sperg when I should sew my mouth shut, just shut the fuck up

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

I can't talk to people

This version is actually better than the spotify one

Lyrics:
I'm never going outside
I have too many things to hide
Too many things I can't explain
Too many problems in my brain

I'm never having sex
I will never be loved
My bloodline ends with me
Don't ask why I'm fucked up

I cut my hair and nothing changed
I'd have to cut off my fucking face
And they'd all think my mind is sick
I'd give a prostitute the ick

I'm never having sex
I will never be loved
My bloodline ends with me
Don't ask why I'm fucked up
I'm never having sex
I will never feel love
My bloodline ends with me
Don't ask why I'm fucked up

Never Having Sex

and if anything ill abandon everything and leave this state
living out in the sticks would be so nice but i know id still miss you

so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray
so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray

and if anything ill stick around as long as you let me
and if anything ill just be another memory 
too you

so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray
so ill see what happens if i stay 
see what happens if i pray

fetish

i luv her <3

lyrics:
the girl of my dreams
isn’t very mean

the girl of my dreams
doesn’t indulge in degeneracy

the only girl for me is in my dreams
and that’s what saddens me

i don’t want to live in these cruel world
it makes me want to lay down curled

the girl of my dreams

i bought a gun an a gram of weed
cant help myself cause thats all i need
i dont know how to fix my life

how low can i go, blood starts to flow
and i dont eve wanna know
whacha doing
whacha doing to me

take a pill and a shot of gin
cause i dont wanna think abt where youve been
any longer in my whole life

lifes been fun lifes been great
life was just a big mistake
i cant take it anymore

went out the window a couple of times
pased out drunk on moms booze and wine
ive spent a lot of time thinkin on that

take a little walk to the liqour store
casue i dont wanna think anymore
bout my purpose in this little life

one day ill die and ill be born again
gonna be soon but i dont know when
cause i dont wanna thinka bout my life

life (electronic)

Composed by @mil3karton
Mixed/mastered by @greeks_shit
Featuring the voices of:
@chickencel
@lyingontracks
@mil3karton
@greeks_shit

Satanic rituals, they hail the antichrist
Symbols everywhere and completely normalized
Wear the face and drink the blood of their sacrifice
It's all but proven but they know that you'll avert your eyes

Pedophiles in every institution
You don't even notice as they take away your offspring
Blame the Church and do the worst abominations
And it goes on 'cause you've learned helplessness you can't do a thing
x2

To Catch A Predator

wait 4 heaven 2 call

intro is from office space btw

(SmellyTacos)
give me a break
its not new to me
its all fucking slop
watching your TikTok

why cant we go back to
the good days
back when everything was normal

(Stupid Child)
my life is meaningless nowdays
everything is shitty all the time
i miss the past so much
i just wanna go back everyday

The Good Days (ft. stupid child)

i just got nuked off youtube for this so i hope you like it

wait 4 heaven 2 call

garden graves