Some Re-Do's and old songs crammed together into an album, will be on Spotify, Apple Music etc soon. thanks for listening to all the early sad gay stuff I've made so far I now know a little more about production and will try to suck less.

Can We Just Hug (Remake)

dont say goodbye...

Mind Control- ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR

Left Behind

1st Contribution to The Basement Tapes

Don't tempt me Don't tempt me
Don't tempt me Don't tempt me

You Lie every single day
The Truth will set you free 
I'm a locked up bird
why won't you see what you've done to me

You Drove Me off the edge now
I'm going full speed now
You Drove Me off the edge now
I'm not gonna make it out
You Drove Me off the edge now
You Drove Me off the edge now
You Drove Me off the edge now

Artwork by Foolz (me)

Don't Talk to Me

Your Thoughts Don't Care About Your Feelings

wrap my arm in scars

ts gonna be okay
in the very end
yeah ill make lots of friends
maybe i could make amends

but lifes a joke
and ive known that for a while
even when u see me smile 
know ive been down for awhile

I dont know whats wrong
everything seems fine
ive just been down on my luck
maybe i just need to fuck

some sunny day
i'll start anew
its gonna be okay
in the very end
yeah ill make lots of friends
maybe i could make amends

but lifes a joke
and ive known that for a while
even when u see me smile 
know ive been down for awhile

I dont know whats wrong
everything seems fine 
ive just been down on my luck
maybe i just need to fuck

some sunny day
i'll start anew
i'm not sure jus what to do
i was hoping i could count on u

it's gonna be okay
it's all a dream
ur gonna wake up some time
 feel a shiver down your spine

i don't wanna live
i don't wanna die 
when u call out my name
know that i am not the same

so i'll take a pill
maybe two
forget about this life
fight another fight

can't stop feeling down
but hey what's new
one day i'll come around
or ill end up in the ground

but who fucking cares
cause nothings real
dig my grave in the dirt
cause nothing fucking hurts

one sunny day

Used To You

an old Rudyard Kipling poem i put music to


lyrics:

When first under fire an' you're wishful to duck,
Don't look nor take 'eed at the man that is struck,
Be thankful you're livin', and trust to your luck
And march to your front like a soldier.
Front, front, front like a soldier . . .

When 'arf of your bullets fly wide in the ditch,
Don't call your Martini a cross-eyed old bitch;
She's human as you are - you treat her as sich,
An' she'll fight for the young British soldier.
Fight, fight, fight for the soldier . . .

When shakin' their bustles like ladies so fine,
The guns o' the enemy wheel into line,
Shoot low at the limbers an' don't mind the shine,
For noise never startles the soldier.
Start-, start-, startles the soldier . . .

If your officer's dead and the sergeants look white,
Remember it's ruin to run from a fight:
So take open order, lie down, and sit tight,
And wait for supports like a soldier.
Wait, wait, wait like a soldier . . .

When you're wounded and left on Afghanistan's plains,
And the women come out to cut up what remains,
Jest roll to your rifle and blow out your brains
An' go to your Gawd like a soldier.
Go, go, go like a soldier,
Go, go, go like a soldier,
Go, go, go like a soldier,
So-oldier of the Queen!

The Young British Solider

Runnin, runnin, runnin, runnin round this town I once knew.
There is some things that I'd be askin you.
Do you have a say?
Do you have a grip?
Or at you the whim of the world?
Whatever happened to this town I knew?
I just can't recognize a thing.
Every single I pinch myself
hopin that it's all just a dream.

So I'll just get away for just a little while,
I just don't see any other way.
Feel the warmth of the sun,
castin on my achin heart,
I began to smile.

Is there anyone by your side?
Or are you all alone?
Is there anyone you can call?
In this land that you call your home.

So I'll just get away for just a little while,
I just don't see any other way.
Feel the warmth of the sun
castin on my achin heart,
I began to smile.

wrap my arm in scars

garden graves