garden graves

low life loser

saw u were looking my way i don't know anything my god
saw u were looking his way I don't know anything my-
ooouuuuuuoouuuuuuuouuuu
lalalalalalalalalalallallaalalalalalalalallal

untitled

do yall think this is worthy of main? lmk in comments or dm
lyrics:
keep my calling my phone all damn day
dont even listen to what i say
no matter how long or hard i try
we both know this will end witha goodbye  

and i dont wanna know no i dont wanna go

oh look youve gotta new complaint
does it have to do with all my hate
nothing will change no matter how long u wait
cause unlike you im not a saint 

 my mind is going
my blood is flowing
does this mean goodbye?
i dont wanna die

oh yeah start another fight
cause you know that always makes u right
ill put a bullet in my head
pretend the casket is my bed

my mind is going
my blood is flowing
does this mean goodbye?
i dont wanna die

goodbye/hate (alt mix)

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

i don't wanna go outside anymore
i don't wanna be a fuckin whore 
i don't know what i wanna be
and i don't know what you mean to me
feels like i've always been 16 
maybe it's just that amphetamine

turn to christ whenever i can
but i know my life is just a sham
when i die bury me
in a garden by a tree
after i die ill be born again 
maybe then ill make some friends 

i dont know just what do
i thought i could bet on loving you
but now my closest one is gone
i guess i sorta lead you on

but i dont wanna wake up this time

idontwnnawakeup!

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=kPXmOn1ASUSj3Hb0aTZvug

Pls follow h4rtbrkr 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3vGd7nWqei0BrHqdSWLvj5?si=Ng4ummbbS7m5bt9V7v5uGw

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I know I'm going down the drain
Never had a single good day
Every day feel like shit and my head hurts
Wake up again and it only gets worse
Walk around and feel like a damn zombie
I can't hear you, you can't help me

[Chorus]
I know you hate me
I won't explain it
If there is a god I know he hates me
If there is a hell would you burn with me?

[Verse 2]
I'm doomed I know you'll find my name
On a headstone bury me inside a grave
It's not fair you said I'd rather be dead
So just leave my bed and clear my head
'Cause we're so dead I'll think of you instead
Clear my head I'd rather be dead

[Chorus]
And I know you hate me
And I won't explain it
If there is a god I know he hates me
If there is a hell would you burn with me?

Fried By Fluoride, h4rtbrkr- would u burn with me

Inspired by gjallarhornits rosary
Lyrics:
well i dont know 
jus wanna go an see what i can be 
well im not sure
but ur never sure
its just not fair
dont leave me right there
i need u in my heart, ill pray
its all i ever wanted 

oh i dont wanna get high
one day ill die and ill be with you
filled will holy gold 
when i grow old
ill be with you

ragtime

wrap my arm in scars

PLEASE FOLLOW https://soundcloud.com/belowground2
(btw if he wants me to take this down I will)

belowground - Born To Be Alone

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway