i wanted to post something, i havent posted in a while.., but im still making stuff.
hardly anything worth listening to unfortunately.. mostly short basic beats, melodies or shitposts. my last ep i made after feeling really suicidal and it almost feels like it drained my "creative energy," whatever that means. i wanted to make something before i decided to leave, but im still here. things are comparatively brighter now, but lonely.. as always..

its hard to make music, but that's not music's fault, doing anything is difficult for me.. its been difficult finding a reason to get out of bed for years now, and it's only been getting harder. only times i can get out of bed or do anything without wanting to quit 20 minutes in is when i take adderall LOL!

im unsure why i feel compelled to write this.. truly self pitiful behavior

self isolating because i have everyone and myself

self isolating because i hate everyone and myself

Speedcore, noise, industrial, industrial hardcore, experimental, abstract techno, death industrial, power electronics, powerviolence, digital hardcore, breakcore, hip hop, rap, gangsta rap, drone, dark drone, ambient, dark ambient, ritual ambient, terrorcore, hardcore, acidcore, acid, noisecore, 8bit, chiptune, breakbeat, hnw, harsh noise, harsh noise wall, splitter core and extratone professional musical artist, producer, mix engineer from Darwin, NT, Australia. Currently living in Wodonga, VIC, Australia. Making extreme music and funny skits/sound collages since 2011.

External links: 

https://www.facebook.com/cornholecrucifixion/
 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqk6JGm4fyOFHR_g2gLdOuQ

https://cornholecrucifixion.bandcamp.com/

https://bandcamp.com/cornholecrucifixion0

https://www.discogs.com/artist/4820783-Cornhole-Crucifixion

https://www.mixcloud.com/cornholecrucifixion/

https://www.mixcloud.com/blaze-vansyl/

https://enderecords.bandcamp.com/album/ende85-dj-california-crisis-cornhole-crucifixion-dj-californiacrisis-cornhole-crucifixion

https://speedcoreworldwideaudionetlabel.bandcamp.com/track/armee-der-toten-cornhole-crucifixion-remix

https://cornholecrucifixion.bandcamp.com/album/cornholecrucifixion-album-bitchezzz

https://cornholecrucifixion.bandcamp.com/album/the-crucification-of-cornhole

https://brokentothecorerecords.bandcamp.com/album/bttc-03-cornhole-crucifixion-vs-low-entropy-extreme-speedcore-disorder-ep

https://cornholecrucifixion.bandcamp.com/album/rift-in-anal-prolapse

http://extratonerecords.blogspot.com/2018/08/cornhole-crucifixion-rift-in-anal.html

http://lowlifehighvolume.biz/LLHV-16.html

https://lowlifehighvolume.bandcamp.com/album/enjoyable-cornhole

https://plataformarecs.bandcamp.com/album/hell-machine-series-001-03-cornhole-crucifixion-antoine-trauma

https://plataformarecs.bandcamp.com/album/split-misantropskia-vs-cornhole-crucifixion

self isolating because i hate everyone and myself

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