deathcult

sdst_08_05_2025

only say what u really feel

a sequel of sorts to my other track nagisa.

also temporary revival

ushio

FINAL FANTASY

killing myself to reincarnate as a better person

Moe-chan's sleeping pill addiction

久しぶりなのに適当ですいませんん
BPM: 220

きらめくアーメン

eye miss hymn

i wanted to post something, i havent posted in a while.., but im still making stuff.
hardly anything worth listening to unfortunately.. mostly short basic beats, melodies or shitposts. my last ep i made after feeling really suicidal and it almost feels like it drained my "creative energy," whatever that means. i wanted to make something before i decided to leave, but im still here. things are comparatively brighter now, but lonely.. as always..

its hard to make music, but that's not music's fault, doing anything is difficult for me.. its been difficult finding a reason to get out of bed for years now, and it's only been getting harder. only times i can get out of bed or do anything without wanting to quit 20 minutes in is when i take adderall LOL!

im unsure why i feel compelled to write this.. truly self pitiful behavior

self isolating because i have everyone and myself

self isolating because i hate everyone and myself

empty, chilling on the moon. ty @chimii777

on all platforms may 9th

crescent moon

itHurts

break_my_spirit.

"to quote from Whitman"

Sampled from Bonjr - if it's real, then i'll stay

Real?—I’ll.Stay

11stitches

Ethanol

angelic w/ nunashi

all credits for the cover go to @socksthebee on Instagram

self isolating because i hate everyone and myself

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