Produced by Cian
Engineered by @marcdoesmusic
link to all platforms: https://ffm.to/donthold

Lyrics:
(Cian)
(And we're running out of time to make this right,
I was hoping that we'd turn out just fine,
But I know that it's my fault every time, yeah)

Don't hold it against me when I say I'm empty
I just wanna hold you through the night
Every time you let go
I just wanna get close
I was hoping we'd be alright
And I said I'm fine but I know I never will be
Wish I could pretend we were living in a movie
Don't hold it against me
Don't hold it against me
Every time you leave I just feel so empty
Don't hold it against me

And you said it again
I think that you were right, yeah we were better as friends
Every time you storm out I try to pretend
That everything around me isn't crumbling again
Now I'm crying alone in my bedroom
And I wanna be lying beside you
But the only one lying here was you (you)
And I'm running out of time to make this right
I was hoping that we'd turn out just fine
But I know it's my fault every time (yeah)

Don't hold it against me when I say I'm empty
I just wanna hold you through the night
Every time you let go
I just wanna get close
I was hoping we'd be alright
And I said I'm fine but I know I never will be
Wish I could pretend we were living in a movie
Don't hold it against me
Don't hold it against me
Every time you leave I just feel so empty
Don't hold it against me 

©2022 TMM Entertainment

don't hold it against me (prod. cian)

i know all your friends and they're abusing me...

@88strait thanks for carrying me lol, ilysm dawg <3

shoutout @branwenmusic for da youtube beat hehe

lyrics:
i’m all alone now
i’m on my own now
i’m left to suffer
inside my hometown

my friends are gone i regret it
i feel so lost and dependent
i don’t know what path i’m headed
(i don’t know what path i’m headed)

i know it is never how it used to be
i know all your friends and they’re abusing me
i don’t know how to find the rest of me
i fall to the ground so desperately 

it’s best if i feel the fall
i don’t really wanna fuckin feel at all
i was doing better then i hear you call
when i hear you call…

i’ll fall apart when it’s all okay 
don’t fucking tell me you know my pain 
i’ll fucking try but it’s always the same 
300 thoughts running right through my brain 

i’m fucking drowning everyday like don’t you get it man? 
i can’t even swim, i need a hug, i need a helping hand 
i fucking hate how i look, how i feel now 
all of the drugs and the pills i abuse now 

oh no oh no 
i don’t wanna feel now 
bleed out my heart 
body on the floor now 
find a way into my head 
i’ll fade away until i’m dead

oh no oh no 
i don’t wanna feel now 
bleed out my heart 
body on the floor now 
find a way into my head 
i’ll fade away until i’m dead

i know it is never how it used to be
i know all your friends and they’re abusing me
i don’t know how to find the rest of me
i fall to the ground so desperately 

it’s best if i feel the fall
i don’t really wanna fuckin feel at all
i was doing better then i hear you call
when i hear you call…

all plats

used to be w/ 88strait [prod. branwen]

BURNING IN THE DANGERS OF THE LIFE I WANTTTTT

hope u guys like this one, put a lot of emotion into it

HUGE shoutout to @b_murph for the fucking amazing feature ily dawggg

lyrics:

(oh, ohhhh)

i been tryna right my wrongs
turning to an angel in the sky i fall
burning in the dangers of the life i want 
never been a stranger to the life in the dark

i want another chance
i want a motherland
i fall in love again 
(i fall, i- i- i fall)

one step too close to the edge
now im falling back down, yeah
im falling in love again
but you're not from the motherland
im in love with a motherfucking demon

i hide the cuts on my wrist, promise im just tryna feel sum (something)
she said that she loves me but she said she never feels nun (nothing)
i hide all my pain with tequila and some white rum
the closer that we get the more i just wanna run

so tell me your intentions before i give me all to you
cause i dont wanna lose you, like i always fucking do

i been tryna right my wrongs
turning to an angel in the sky i fall
burning in the dangers of the life i want 
never been a stranger to the life in the dark

i want another chance
i want a motherland
i fall in love again 
(i fall, i- i- i fall)

angel w/ bmurph [prod. branwen]

:(

thank u @itschrismarek for the amazing beat ily dawg 

hope u guys like this btw, tried summ different 

lyrics:

cut my wrists and burn me down
you’re all i think about
you’re all i think about
you’re an angel from the clouds

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

(i gave you all the fucking world)

did you miss me?
cuz you left me with these scars like i was sixteen
fucking crying in the car and sippin whiskey
i remember all the times you would kiss me
that you would kiss me

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

feel the same [prod. chrismarek]

i can see the blood in your teeth pt. 2 (feat. B Murph)

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

--------

i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

Prod @Sinxi

LYRICS 

feelings never go
got me stuck on the edge
just a couple of steps
girl the moonlight gonna
swing from back to front
leaving stars in your hair
galaxies in your head
half the cosmos you been hearing all along
im her man she going psycho
its nothing but a cycle
to make me feel the way she did its wrong
to my left im losing vital
she tryna hit my eyeball
im fuckin up again x3

Losing out
yea she toxic but she dressing with the booty out
evanescent with the dress and what she doing now
count my blessings and perfections 
I been booted out
I been booted out
But she gon slide where I sit
yea I dont like where she bit
she gon be clinging on me, climbing off me
time never fits, No i dont
calling for the problems and her dad like dont go
calling for my fallings its the same shit on my own

She got me clawing up my face again
to temperamental with her mouth
chatting shit like what she sprout
swear she hates me from the ground
and i been looking up the sounds
finding ways to take it out
grab the bottle neck it down
stuck in limbo never lost
see the exit wheres it gone
guess im lying to a god
and im lying to myself
she trips me up like what im on
thats my boy he put me on
so im crying to myself
she only loves me on the weekend
every other weekend
shit im fucking up

Spotify

EVANESCENT

experimental. 

huge shoutout to @kryst3n, my best friend in the scene for doin this feat. so glad we made a song finally ily twin <3333

lyrics:

one fight then we break up
then you’re coming back and you’re always tryna make up
do it all again, do it all again,
tell me you’re in love then you say we’re better friends

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

(SUICIDES MY ONLY HOPE)

im falling u dont even give a damn
you would rather focus on everything that i did wrong
your legs move running fast as you can
you were called out on all the bullshit that you said

I was the other fucking half of u
threw out good times im so fucking mad with u
now its bad habits we fell back into 
i hope all ur new friends turn and laugh at u i swear

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

back2u w/ kryst3n [prod. dercept x 80root]

feat @kennedysucks lyrics below<3

Oh yeah
I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amounts
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle
Bitch ill make you next to go
Don't play with me go play with bro
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Tight rope tight rope
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 
Yeah yeah oh
You can cross the line but after that 
The shits a tight rope 

She can cross the line i swear to god there aint no happy ending
Does she love me does she love me not you really had me guessing
Was it worth it
That shit hurt a lot before i learned my lesson
No ones perfect but i'm working hard to not lose your attention
What is love
I'm just sick of always feeling broken hearted
I need to toughen up
She asked me whats wrong don't even get me started 
Suck it up
One day ill have everything i ever wanted
Run it up
For every single time i was disregarded
Cause honestly if i was superman you'd be my Lois lane
I'm constantly writing love letters to you this is so insane
A sign of Kennedy hugs and kisses
Swear one day they gonna know his name
I'll make it better we'll be together
I don't want you to go away

I can be alone if i want
It'll only take a second i can tell you when i'm done
Shawty too conceited oh hell yeah i mean it
Can i get my heart back really i don't need it
Swear she drive me crazy til my tank on E 
Take what you want from me
Fuck it
Focused on the bigger picture large amount
Soon as i get that bitch i swear to god i'm cashing out
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm bitch i'm bitch i'm sick as fuck I feel like oh oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
Oh oh oh
Hop in that whip i start that shit and throw the key yea
I need a spliff i'm rolling straight up out the bowl
Boutta dive inside the water head first
Geronimo 
They cant tell which one is harder
This or the last idk oh oh
Bitch i'm sick as fuck i feel like i'm Kim possible
I race to the money and i break down every obstacle

KIM POSSIBLE (feat. kennedyxoxo) [p. ayeitsnate]

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics 

Say what you want
Im depressed
Always gotta mess with my head
Go and take what you want
Cuz you left like you never went
But i cant stop I never lost my head
These things you say they might just leave a mess

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

Time to turn back
The things that we lack
If I could id touch your hands
Id make the same mistakes
The same i play
But you know I know everything

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

Leave me lonely im alone again
Take your time and bash us with ya pins
I know things will never be the same
So go back show the old me
Sitting on ya nighstand
Looking lonely
Even though your right there seconds from me
I cant take the pain Im giving back your heartbeats

Cuz im blowing like a martyr
Leave me lonely all up in the slaughter
And these things you say
I will never see tomorrow
When im downing all these bottles
Running from something
Call it fuckin karma
And its rotting through my brain
Im sorry girl
I aint never see tomorrow
But you know that im the same
I know just how to fix this

SPOTIFY

MARTYR

Title: Misunderstood Artist: [Glitchy] Genre: Alternative / Indie

Description: Step into the world of “Misunderstood,” a song that resonates with the feeling of being overlooked and misconstrued. Through a blend of haunting melodies and introspective lyrics, this track delves into the heart of what it means to be misjudged by the world. It’s a musical journey for anyone who’s ever felt out of place, offering a sense of solidarity in the shared experience of being misunderstood.

Lyrics Theme: Alienation, self-discovery, acceptance Mood: Contemplative, somber, hopeful Key Elements: Poignant lyrics, atmospheric instrumentals, relatable narrative

Metadata:

Release Date: [7th May 2024]

BPM: [85]

Key: [e minor]

Language: English

Explicit Content: [No]

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