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relaxin fr

not an eboy playlist pt.6

Music I find that I think is good v4

Hyperpop/Sad Boy 2.0

GORESET

ok google, how do i keep going

You are Yuri Gurka. Cossack of the plains. Grandchild of the wolves hundred. I have a message for you from Helga Albrecht.

@prodpitfall

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/whip also cover art by Dolly <3

Extra (pitfall)

pessimist original pitch

prod @siouxxie

@rouri404
@lucybound
@k0a
@funeral
@vaeo-music
@polar333
@1maxime

hazmat (siouxxie)

track one: the friends i once had // the boy i called mine

spotify n others!

dim, dark, depleting

lyrics
--------
watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

episode 9,017
an epiphany
i don't know what the hell you mean
everything feels like it's played out on a screen
throwing stones in broken homes in hopes that it'll set me free
illustrations in my
head will be my demise
i'm sick & tired of trying something new
there's a stranger that lives
underneath all of my skin
he let's himself in again
if only you knew

watch the branches fall
and the leaves ignite the path that saves us all
in the midst of all of this
i will take us home

i will take us home

lyrics
--------
i'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes
blister my skin drink my blood like a needle
collect my dna in a vile
clone me again make me less suicidal
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child
six flags, suplexes, eddie guerrero
now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow
stairs album by the band death cab for cutie
i fear that eventually someone will shoot me
a loop of that scene from american beauty
but this ones for real it's not just from a movie
my anxietys got the worst of me lately
i don't know how the fuck you expect to save me
cause i can't save myself and honestly baby
i want you to know that i hate me
 
if you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming
listen to this when you feel like you need it
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child

mosquito

lyrics
--------
lost boy hoping i find my way home
lost sight of why i'm here & where the fuck i should go
one hundred twenty miles from my area code
spilt whiskey on my shirt inside this evergreen home
might tumble down & fall beneath the thick of the mist
a silhouette sat in the distance comes & swings with a miss
i climb trees just to save myself from what could've been
& hide high upon this mountain with a pad & a pen

the drifter lives down the road
& if he follows me home
then i'll pack everything & leave till i know
that i am safe beside my company although he's below
& then he'll gut me like a pig & leave my bones to the crows
& this time i've convinced myself that i'm gonna die
oh i don't think that it's alright but i'll just pray to the sky
i'll find a god in what i sing & sing it every night
and maybe time will tell my story i won't put up a fight

cause fear leads me towards destruction
crippled unable to function
full of unwanted assumptions
petrified by my consumptions
used to hide along the meadow
and now i practice my falsetto
i've been like this from the get-go
i don't ever wanna let go

the walls we build hide all the bodies
of everyone who lives inside me

the drifter

wmyb (1D)

From the other perspective 


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
thinking is sickening
so you think with your lungs

do you even want peace for yourself
look around you theres nobody else
they're all up above
think for yourself
till it all falls apart

till it all falls apart


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im

think with your lungs

@k0a
@vaeo-music
@mssnger

this is an ode to a live ill never live
moving mostly in silence
spend all my time fighting(was supposed to say confinding, but i only say "fighting")
dont want to resort to the violence
but sometimes i get these ideas
and i cant help that ive fallen
i cant help that im diving
i cant help when i dying
but i wont fall alone
ya im gonna fix this home
you were never strong
i just played along

so now i lay to sleep
with these thoughts in my mind
fight with them all night
something dont feel right
till i make peace with them
if i can do it
you will be alright
in another life
you were almost fine
you were almost mine

dont want to resort to the violence
but sometimes i get these ideas
and i cant help that ive fallen
i cant help that im diving
i cant help when i dying
so now i lay to sleep
with these thoughts in my mind
fight with them all night
something dont feel right
till i make peace with them
if i can do it
you will be alright

step by step and breath by breath i’ll walk alone from you
and every breath i take just makes me want revenge for what you put me through

like waste of time waste of time, all it is wasted time
travel round the world and back again, just to make you all mine
all mine, i think about you all night
if you scared of my prescence i can’t make it alright

face down drowning in my blood waiting for the world to end
lifting up ur shoulders at me when i try to grab ur hand
singed my skin off, treat me like i’m contraband
never meant to hurt you never meant to hurt you never meant

and this was never the life that i wanted
and now i’m right back where i started
i built my life on a house of cards and
it took one word to blow it away

never wanted (mssnger x mardee)

i recorded this while i was hella sick

Mean more than you could ever know
Sittin by myself in an empty grove
Still the same kids know we never grown
Haven’t seen you since the day I left home

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

(Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches)

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nothing (weikoo + 02ashes)

video: https://youtu.be/aS7szkqgc9A

ft. @cxldface
prod @user-856514666 (yungspoiler) & @kingtheta
mix master @93feetofsmoke

https://open.spotify.com/track/2GpoaysGvytMNs7XlK5tWN?si=21b6ae605cf34688

lyrics:

tryina air it out
like a droptop 'cedes
E-380
young tom brady
why u always
tryina play me?
sign a 360
& hit a 180
so its fck u
pay me!
x2

I don't wanna dig it up
even if i could
I dont wanna be alone
but i prolly should
i cant smoke the pain away
i still try to everyday
if i spelled it out
this shit wont drop
it'd be a throw away

so i don't fuck w/ nobody
and no1 fwm
so i don't fuck w/ nobody
and no1 fwm

tryina air it out
like a droptop 'cedes
E-380
young tom brady
why u always
tryina play me?
sign a 360
& hit a 180
so its fck u
pay me!
x2

cxldface:

Wait he said he don’t really fuck with nobody I feel the same
Yeah diamonds on my pinky ring,
Shawty gon’ look one way,
Like where we go (oh, oh, oh,)
And yeah my neck cold (oh woah)
And your messages on read I guess this how we’ll do that 

Give me it all,
Let me fall,
Life is like a gun yeah,
We’ll shoot them all, (alright)
Give me it all,
Let me fall,
Life is like a gun wait,
We’ll shoot them all, (alright)

Girl I hope you sleep tight,
And maybe some day i’ll feel right
Going after that green light 
Glitzy pop em’ that beam right (wait)
Gucci shopping I feel right,
Matte black I’m rolling’ up in that big body,
I’m starting to feel crazy something don’t feel right

93:

tryina air it out
like a droptop 'cedes
E-380
young tom brady
why u always
tryina play me?
sign a 360
& hit a 180
so its fck u
pay me!

so i dont fw nobody 
and no1 fwm
so i dont fw nobody 
and no1 fwm

droptop 'cedes ft. cxldface (vid in desc)

stuck in cycles i cant help it </3

lyrics:
if ur pissed off
from my actions 
shut ur mouth 
and take some action
all u want is a reaction
i can’t let them win

i feel damaged 
fucking drowning in my bullshit
i can’t stand it
stuck in cycles 
i can’t help it 
feel like i’m always abandoned 
fucking helpless 
u can’t handle 
pull up in the hatchback 
tires on the asphalt
i don’t care 
i just want my heart back 
want my heart back

u can’t hide from what’s right in front of u
i push my problems aside don’t know what to do
i don’t need friends they just lie to tell the truth
u watched my confidence die right in front of u
fuck u ur just another bad habit
tryna help my problems 
ur the reason why i have it
swear i’m so pissed off
and i won’t bury the hatchet 
told u watch my back 
then u turned around and stabbed it

damage (prod. guda)

prod @tsuyunoshi & @polar333
verses in order
@rouri404 
@vaeo-music
@polar333
@sudbath
@gorttt
@dead4cf
@1maxime
@captain_morg
@k0a
@crayolax
have a good halloween b safe love goreset hehe <3

trick 'r treat (tsuyunoshi & polar)

@mssnger
@ilypelican
@rouri404
@polar333
@k0a
@sudbath
@aithuia
@4cfear
@mssnger

stfu! (mssnger x pelican)

equations part 2 ft. seiji oda (prod. SEIJIODA)

take everythin frm me
dnt care boout this money
i jus need u by me
need u right bside me

i remembr watching the sunset
my world it got darker
my life is it done yet ^.^
wrap it up lik a spider

girl i kno that its hard 2 be with me
iv been tryin so hard 2 b what u need


i had 2 take awalk im nervous wonder when ur comin back
i can feel the distance growing was it something that isaid
u make me feel like im important not just smthing 2 forget
without ugirl my life is boring hope this moment nevr ends

smile i kno that life hurts but well b alright in the end
n baby this cycle think of u ovr n ovr again

girl u make my head hurt
we shuld b togethr
do u think o fme evr
i wana show u ur special

its hard :/

had2go ft. 24kgoldn & ben10k (prod. tony torres)

stream now

see u soon

sick

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cboy1: https://soundcloud.com/cboy1
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce

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life's a bitch w/ cboy1 ( + plxce)

incondicional but my spanish is horrible

later

later/all For it

[Lyrics]
I don’t really even mean to sound arrogant but with your love I always win, you seen the changes now you it’s time to call it quits, she put a curse upon my body like it’s pestilence, it’s okay if you don’t fly you gotta take the risk, I’m not a nourisher but I know I can make a fix, you say you cannot handle it I’m not that good at handling (I got blood in my eyes I got ice in my tears x7) 

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late, It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late. (It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late, x4) 

You say your waiting for me but your waiting for what, I be high as fuck smoking all this dope inside the cut, FN finna bust, bust his head in a truck, bitch I never gave a fuck no I never gave a fuck(x2)

Arrogant [prod.kurai] (lyrics in desc)

Prod by irby

A song i made watching episode 31 of nana

Lyrics:

I’m dead now
Just wake up
A corpse with
No make up
We fucked up
They see us
Control me
Control us
I see thru
They hate us
They walk in 
Degrade us
They run in
They shoot us
The darkness 
Consumes us

Cuz I know
Tomorrow Means Better
Cuz i know
That we’ll see each other 
Cuz I know 
that we’ll be together 
They’ll rip us apart
And hide us in the sewer 

It’s fucked 
Up 
I 
Know

ren and nana [irby]

come on, stacy by wido

come on, @stacy by @0wido

ok google, how do i keep going

Dylan Longworth