never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@e7ellie
@musicbyrift
@dylazy
@scooter_boi_musick
@saoirsedream

produced by:
@nebita
@draf2k
@wishlane
@scooter_boi_musick
@user-607541836

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stream / download

behavior

5 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @prodmusa
coproduced & mixed by @can-of-bliss 
additional guitar & production by @wishlane
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
I think I get what that Kanye song means
If I put my hand on a stove will I bleed
If I cut again can I even go deep
Picking away at the body beneath
Grounding by naming five things I can see
Five things I can hear
Five things I can touch
Can tasting the back of my tongue be enough
Yeah with my luck, you’ll tell me

I’m so beautiful, so beautiful
You’ve got front row seats to the dream
To scream my name back at me, pretend
I’m in control, I’m in control
All eyes on me, on me, on me, on me, on
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath

(musa)
Sometimes I think I’m on top of the world but I’m missing their words when they’re talking to me,
Fucked up the details everything they told me I thought that their birthday was the seventeenth
And I don’t know why I just act like I have so much energy, when I don’t even get sleep
My words just compress out my mouth now it’s hurting to breathe,
It’s hard to accept you’re relying on me

I’m burning this bridge it’s not holding up
My patience ran thin yeah I called your bluff
I bottled my feelings the day that you left
Yeah I tried to be cool, I’m not cold enough
It would be funny if I ran into you on a corner, street, or party
If I’m just telling you the truth,
My heart already broke before it started

(sd)
I’m so beautiful, so beautiful
You’ve got front row seats to the dream
To scream my name back at me, pretend
I’m in control, I’m in control
All eyes on me, on me, on me, on me, on
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath
Five more steps, fingers around my neck
Five down and one ‘til I’m dead
Five counts and I’m catching my breath

star★☆

five (sd + can of bliss + wishlane)

You say it's not you
You say it's someone else
But how do i know
When it's coming out your mouth?
You say she's got friends
Yeah, people I don't know
But her face is the one
That waits for me to come home

How do I know
When it's really you?
Will you tell me words
That will make me fall
In love with you?
And I don't know
What to think
I don't know what to do

That's when a teenage crush
Gets a little bit ugly
And I didn't give up
'Cause I knew that you loved me
And that's all that mattered
To me

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
But doesn't know me
She's looking at me
Like I'm an alien

I'm hard to displease
Just treat me with respect
Don't know what you don't get
Is that stupid to expect?
Just tell me what you want
Just tell me what you're here for
Is it anything more
Than self destruction?

Is it anything more
Than acting out?
I guess it is by now
I can tell that
You mean it now

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
And does bad things
Somehow I'm the one
Who's the alien

Yeah

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Baby, would you
Hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I've seen
Somebody that looks just like you
Still scares me
And I feel like I'm an alien

featherbrain

Does my outfit
Make you want to 
Ask me a question
Give me attention
Uh

Only you could cut the tension
Only you could cut the tension

Where's the dog at?
Where's the dog at?
(Screaming)
Take it back down
To the most basic level
Now look at you
You earned a gold medal

You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In the right hands
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In my red hands

Does my face
Match my mood?
Does my mood
Match my tone?
Does my tone
Match my face?
No

I look so incredibly
Out of place

Does my outfit
Answer your question?
What did you want to know
In the first place?

Gold medal
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In the wrong hands
I got some big guns
I got some big guns
In my red hands

(Yeah you earned a gold medal)

Yeah
You earned a new shiny gold one
Hand it over
And no one gets hurt
I wanna steal your accomplishments
You answer to my accomplices

I don't wanna do anything
I just wanna reap
I just wanna see
And I just wanna sleep
I just want results
I don't wanna work

You answer to my accomplices

gold medal

3/8

additional prod from @wishlane
mastered by @st1cksyea

Shut up, gate that lizard tongue behind your teeth
If you don't then keep it brief, yeah
What's that in the floor? It's crawling out from beneath
What the fuck's it want from me?
Retract my limbs inside my body and I just don't know what to do
What the fuck is coexisting if I can't be inside the same room as you?
(Huh?)

Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why your aura is so red n I don't like it
Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why I hate the shit you say because it don't make sense at all
You're walking 'round, with a crown
Everything is out of bounds
And my world is falling down (Down, down, down)
I wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
I wanna shout it aloud

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
First they're fucking sweet bitch
Then they're fucking sour bitch
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're a daisy if a flower bitch
Retract my limbs inside my body and I just don't know what to do
What the fuck is coexisting-
(No no no no ah fuck. Why does this always happen to me?)

Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why your aura is so red n I don't like it
Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why I hate the shit you say because it don't make sense at all
I get so bent inside
I wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
I wanna shout it aloud

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Fuck a conversation when it stagnate
I'm jus tryna go around, fuck, get my a- (Don't say that!)
I get so exhausted, people 'round me get me aggravated
I get so aggravated
Damn this bitch got moves and shit
Hustled out of 20 bucks and shit
Just trying to not give a shit (And then you tell me)
And then you tell me I'm wrong when I didn't even ask
And then I take it personally
(But why do you do that?)
(Haha, well)

I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
And I can't help that I get exhausted around the people I love
I think I jus need a little bit of space
But I could also be a little bit more patient
Because I owe that to everyone
Yeah!

(Oh yeah)

shout it ALOUD

If you think this one was inevitable, what does that say about the next one ⟦ and all that follow ⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal, guitar, and production contributions provided by @dynastic.
Mixed and mastered by @dynastic.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I could run, run, run until my legs give out
It's never far enough away
I could try, try, try to figure something out
It only ever lasts a day

Remember the nights spent making you hold me
To mimic the comfort of finding a friend
And then I would try to mend it would break and bend
And then I'd do it all again

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart
  
You could run, run, run until you're out of breath
But what's the purpose anyway?
I could chalk it all up to an ego death
And watch the colors fade to gray

Remember the times you told me you loved me
When I would make sure you'd still say it first
We knew it was ending soon, the impending doom
Of either leaving through the door or a hearse

And all we had was nothing
Wasn't made for loving anyone
You'll find my strength and preach it
I'll attach and leech until you're gone

⟦ @dynastic ⟧

Yeah, I never sewed the buttons back onto my favorite shirt
'Cause the needle fails to hold the thread of trying to make it work
So we hold each other in contempt and in each others words
Now, I express
I see galleries of faces
I see galleries

I warned you I was wearing thin, you didn't say a thing
As we lost all focus in the storm and counted the time between
When the bullet of the sky collides with soil underneath
The place we sleep
In the galleries of stasis
In the galleries

⟦ @leastfavorite + @dynastic ⟧

It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart

We can work this out
'Cause we've got common ground
And we both want this
I know we both need this badly
I give more than you take
I take more than you have

We both know it wasn't gonna happen for us.

✧ ✦ ✧

Thank you, very dearly, for listening to my EP.

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