never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

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never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

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Girls and boys—but secretly, you’d love to know what it’s like, wouldn’t you?

Oh, I can't fall asleep
'Cause I'm thinking about
All of the bad dreams
That I had when you would
Tell me I was everything
And now I lay down
And all I see are sheep
And subtle things
To remind me that
I'm nowhere near
Where you left me
Last year

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

Oh, I hoped, honestly
I was thinking about
All of the wrong things
Maybe something was
Just off with my perspective
And now I think
I see everything so
Crystal ever-clear
Makes me wonder why
I ever turned the nightmare
On myself

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

(Vocalizing)

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I don't want to fall apart
La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
I ignored the alarm

La-da-da-ee
Da-da-da
Take back your patterns
My mindset is better
Know I can
Forgetter
Forgetter, forgetter

jacqueline

You say it's not you
You say it's someone else
But how do i know
When it's coming out your mouth?
You say she's got friends
Yeah, people I don't know
But her face is the one
That waits for me to come home

How do I know
When it's really you?
Will you tell me words
That will make me fall
In love with you?
And I don't know
What to think
I don't know what to do

That's when a teenage crush
Gets a little bit ugly
And I didn't give up
'Cause I knew that you loved me
And that's all that mattered
To me

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
But doesn't know me
She's looking at me
Like I'm an alien

I'm hard to displease
Just treat me with respect
Don't know what you don't get
Is that stupid to expect?
Just tell me what you want
Just tell me what you're here for
Is it anything more
Than self destruction?

Is it anything more
Than acting out?
I guess it is by now
I can tell that
You mean it now

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Will you hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I see
A person that looks just like you
And does bad things
Somehow I'm the one
Who's the alien

Yeah

I thought I didn't know you before
But now you've turned
Into an alien
Baby, would you
Hunt me like a wolf
Or pick at me like an avian?
I can't believe what I've seen
Somebody that looks just like you
Still scares me
And I feel like I'm an alien

featherbrain

I fell asleep
With my head on your chest
And if I knew that'd be the last time
I would never have left
and I'd never guess
That the one on your bed
was just a part of your ego
Not a part of your head

Oh how we danced
When they broke up
On the phone
I was tired of affection being
Passed on the side of the road
And I couldn't know
All the changes to come
I wish I was realistic
But I was too young

I fell in love
With your lust
And your drug
But they're one in the same
When they both kill your lungs

You call me names and
You call me jaded
Oh I'm more than a little frustrated

I had a dream
You were back in my room
And I was happy to have had you
But I knew that I didn't want to
But I settled back
Let my mind take the wheel

If I avoided unreality
I'd murder the real life

I feel the difference
When I wake up excited
I can feel the distance
In-between selfish greed
And the want to be loved
In the absence of green

You call me names and
You call me jaded
Oh I'm more than a little frustrated

(Oh I'm more than a little frustrated)

lake city quiet pills

[You ever, like, have to do something even remotely confrontational and then your whole body just starts shaking?]

Let's recall
The silence of our kiss
And worst of all
You knew what silence is
And what it means to me
And how it makes me
Breathe unevenly
But did you even
Know that about me?

When I told you
That I loved you
I meant it
And when you told me
That you loved me
You took the meaning
And you bent it

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
The things that
We did to get here

'Cause we were the frost
That melts away
When the ocean is burning down
And lost
Is everything
That we once knew
And now it's all
It needs to be
Just broken memories
And stupid in-jokes
I guess I do still
Kinda miss those

And when I told you
That I missed you
I faked
And when you told me
That you missed me too
I knew that I was still addicted

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, oh
I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

All in all
I let go of my fear
But let's recall
That I'm not the reason
We find ourselves here

Oh, I'm not the reason
You know we're the reason
Don't you?
Did I ever even know you?

It's so nice
Sitting in the light
From the stars
And the satellites
Wonder if you're mine
In a past or
A second life
Can I get there
If I am patient?

It's so nice
Looking at a view of behind
With my broken eyes
But I have seen the sights
Of a thousand other lives
I got here 'cause I was patient

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I was walking thirty minutes down to Target
I was trying to buy shampoo and maybe forget
There's no escaping from the bush without a scar
Sleeping on the couch is difficult when you're there
All I wanted was a good night, well no fair
There's not much I can do except become a star

Guess he's not the right one for me
Cleaning up the petty debris I'll leave behind
Before it even touches the ground
I'm never ever getting over this-
Guess he's not the right one for me
Cleaning up the petty debris I'll leave behind
Before it even touches the ground
I'm never ever getting over this now

I was at the water fountain with no spare change
I still hoped for something special, newly arranged
I got no control of the cards when you're the czar
And I felt so sick
And the week played tricks
Never felt so happy leaving in a separate car

Guess he's not the right one for me
Cleaning up the petty debris I'll leave behind
Before it even touches the ground
I'm never ever getting over this-
Guess he's not the right one for me
Cleaning up the petty debris I'll leave behind
Before it even touches the ground
I'm never ever getting over this now

Hey Paul, hey Paul, hey Paul
Let's have a ball
Please catch me, catch me
Trusting you on the fall
Hey Paul, hey Paul, hey Paul
Let's have a ball
You never even wanna see me at all
(Guess he's not the right one for me)
(Cleaning up the petty debris I'll leave behind)
(Before it even touches the ground)
(I'm never ever getting over-)

Guess he's not the right one for me
Cleaning up the petty debris I'll leave behind
Before it even touches the ground
I'm never ever getting over this-
Guess he's not the right one for me
Cleaning up the petty debris I'll leave behind
Before it even touches the ground
I'm never ever getting over this now

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