💕Pleasee shaaree, likee, and coommeent

one of my favorite collaborations this year

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr
@itstooscar
@dylazy
@trndytrndy

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr

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undermyskin

10 of 10

featuring, coproduced, & cowritten, & mixed by @can-of-bliss
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

if i work hard enough, i can get out of this town
while all of your parents are just flying you out
give my honest opinion, put your head in the ground
if you want explanation, i’ll be shutting my mouth
but i play games to make being broke feel fun
wondering how much money can i waste this month
spill my guts to the cashier while she’s ringing me up
i could go back to california anytime that i want

i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(can of bliss)
i wanna hurt you and make you feel bad
and then have a breakdown and show you that i'm sad
but i know i won't do that cause that's kinda dumb
make discussion, tell you where i'm from
i get so frustrated every day of the month
cause i'm not getting all the attention i want
doesn't help it's been so long since i made a new song
yeah it's been so long, yeah it's been so long

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(sd)
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
i've been doing so bad lately

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

star★☆

collar w/ can of bliss

episode (1)

youtu.be/RSw_GFe-lng

- everyone is so bored (what are we to do?)
- we are still in hot girl summer! (2019*)
- oh wow what a (day) that we are having
- sinking through the floor? (circa 2018)
- boy, i sure am....... over summer *song
- american pie dumbass {what's he up to now?}
- we R almost THERE (shit, where are we going this time?)

graphics by: art last night
www.instagram.com/art.last.night/
twitter.com/artlastnight

Channeling the Energy of the Sun (There Was Nothing Better To Do!)

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

I feel that things are worsening
My blood, it boils, it's curdling
Feelings so deep are surfacing
I lurch, my stomach's turning

Think of the past, I'm circling
Of all the love and worshiping
I'm drowning, I'm gurgling
It can't get worse from here

They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same as you, it can't be true (it can't be true)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
They're not the same (they're not the same)
So why's my brain stuck?

If you saw me (saw me)
You didn't (you didn't)
I'm different (different)
Persistent (I am)
I'm driven (vroom)
And not about to look back

The gears and the pistons
Are grinding, just listen
My heart is saying stop
(Heart is saying stop)

I'd go through my motions
She'd roll up a joint
Something didn't click, I'd be feeling blue
She told me that I'm useless
Said, "Baby, what's the point?"
How can I still trust that she's something new?

Words don't scratch the surface
Pain's stuck on my tongue
My scars need time for healing
The smoke still coats my lungs
You still have an ego
And I'm still just a bitch
I'm still just a bitch

So, as I was saying
54320
I wonder just how high this plane can go
Until the pressure makes it explode
Hello, hello, hello

I feel things are worsening
Hold you back from breaking things
You know I don't wanna be your guard dog
But I gotta be
Fuck, I gotta talk myself out of this crush
Think I might have been in love with you

Crushing daisies in my hands
To ignite them in my head
Yeah, I think my soul is growing up
But now my heart is dead
Yeah, I saw you in my dreams
But I'd bet I'm imagining you

It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault
It's not your fault

I know you saw
How I fell apart
And I won't fall for you

54320 (feat. DJ Re:Code)

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lovely aka fire away (feat. Jedwill)

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Blissed out in the clouds
I don't wanna come down
Death's Dynamic Shroud
Shatter when I hit the ground
It cant always work out
So far nothing's worked out
Nothing about me
I can feel good about
Star dust, I can tell that's what you're made of
Looking for a pay off, get ready for take off
Seemed so good but I think I need to lay off
Read into it too far, thought it was game on

I don't wanna break down when I hear your name
Please don't beat yourself up, I'm the one to blame
I just hope soon enough it'll feel the same
(The same, the same, the same, the same)
I don't wanna break down when I hear your name
Please don't beat yourself up, I'm the one to blame
I just hope soon enough it'll feel the same

When you spend all you energy inside a fantasy
Its not reality, how about you kick my teeth in
Cannot get over how embarrassing
I cringe when I see you see me
Blissed out in the clouds
I don't wanna come down
Death's Dynamic Shroud
Shatter when I hit the ground
It cant always work out
So far nothing's worked out
Nothing about me
I can feel

I don't wanna break down when I hear your name
Please don't beat yourself up, I'm the one to blame
I just hope soon enough it'll feel the same

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stardust (prod moqu)

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

Why are you searching so hard for a winning move when you could just ⟦for a little while⟧ refuse to play?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions provided by @billy_exclamationpoint and @bhproducer.
Mixed and mastered by @st1cksyea.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit
It just hurts, I get so brittled by it
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the
I’ll sequester for a little more

⟦ @bhproducer ⟧

Don’t be selfish (Don't be selfish)
I feel like I’m losing my mind
I feel so stupid (Feel so stupid)
Trying to find my way
I’ll be falling out of all my circles
Insecure about what comes next
It feels like no one else can hear me
Why can’t anybody hear me out?

It’s something depressing
It feels like you lost yourself
And you feel nothing
And you feel nothing
I feel like nothing
And you feel nothing
I feel like falling
And you feel nothing
You see me crying
And you feel nothing
You know nothing can change, you know nothing can-

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Siren hands with crimson Midas touch
My carrion grey matter, chew it up for lunch
The twinkling pastel glass of fractured chandeliers
A calloused sole will pass, anesthetized and weary, but I

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit tongue tied
It just hurts, I get so brittled by your goodbyes
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the sunrise
I’ll sequester for a little more

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit stressed out
It just hurts, I get so brittled by your chest now
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal fucking somehow
I’ll sequester for a little more

Upwind of eloquent tongue
A lack of motion will fray the edge of memories
I don't think it matters to me
Back in the place where I'm from
Nuclear shadows collecting on my angst
Paint the walls and hide my face
And when you left me for a second
I learned my only lesson
I shouldn't try to stay because there isn't really any way to
Hold you in compassion
I'm speeding through the rations
But I still fall apart the same
And I guess I'm all to blame

⟦ @billy_exclamationpoint ⟧

Hey!
I'm so pretty, I'm so hot hot hot hot
Heads up, man down
Keep your hair down
I'm so melodramatic
Think I'm going to die when I go outside
What does it take take take take take
What does it take take take take take
For you to say say say say say
That I made your day day day day day

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I can’t breathe, I get a little bit
It just hurts, I get so brittled by it
I’ll hold off, I’ll get remittal from the
I’ll sequester for a little more

sequester.

sequester, featuring billy ! and bh.

guitar by daniboi
released w/ angel radio

I hear voices in the dark
They say i won't make it out until im dead
And i believe that they're right
But they keep wailing while im trapped outside my bed

Aren't you scared then? That your friends are gonna die?
Or are you cold enough to forget it sometimes?
How do you work then? Power through the floating eyes?
The phantoms that remind you that your fucking despised?

I didn't sleep too well i had to hunt a ghost
Why are you acting like i wanted to invoke it
Always the skeptic telling me it's just a hoax even though
My bedsheets leak ectoplasmic vent posts

She told me everyone has them, and to valentine my time
I told her what they look like in a twisted mix of spite
And now i lose all motor functions and he's asking me to write
He wouldnt last a day living my life

I never do sleep well im haunted by a ghost and
They're always acting like i wanted to invoke it
Tell me i'm still a kid then treat me like a drone while 
My bedsheets are still leaking my blood

I'm a fool who thinks she's an empress
With the devil and death in my hands
When reagan and chris call the exorcist
The fisher price telephone takes their heads
Down a 5 and a half minute hallway
In an acid filled attic with teeth and gums
I cant off myself on a vhs tape
Or i'll become the ghost

Ghost Hunting

cover art by: @RyanGurry on twitter

i tried to run away but you always come back to haunt me
offbeat oscillations falling in and out of phase left you stuck in my teeth
wherever you are i hope that youre not hurting 
fallen to earth seemingly holy mourning
things you would say echo around my heartbeat
never thought itd end like this 
angels in my head they go

head in my hands i know that you stopped trying
something to hold onto when i feel like dying 
things that you said forever haunt my psyche
always feared itd end like this 
angels in my head they go

been bleeding for a few days
for a few days 
never leave my room i fall up
this was never my intention 
my intention
angels in my head they go

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lovely aka fire away (feat. Jedwill)

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