I’ve known this shit since the start
You’ll always get played if you give your heart
stuck to that logic I’ve buried mine 
Deep in the depths where there’s ash every step all you see is regrets and severed ties
But besides I’ve tried to better mine
I’ve broke all my confidence record time
Ain’t nobody out there that'll cherish life
uh
they’ll throw you away if not something they need
got nothing to give then your out with the trees
It’s fucking comical how everyone leaves
They treat you like dead till you're actually deceased
They give you a bed and then choke you to sleep
Then wake your ass up just to shatter your dreams
It took me 10 years but I finally see 
I’m the only one now that’ll look out for me
I mean after all I can handle it
Always just me by my lonely then
No need for shit you call sentiment
Only loved when others benefit
Problems on me I can settle it
Either that or I settle in sediment 
I swear that Im trying to better me
But your only loved when others benefit

(coughs 3 times on beat somehow)
yeah
Sucking my blood they're some vampires
I'm burning alive in the bonfire
everything they do is for the benefit
im screaming and crying im throwing fists
I grab the knife to cut the tension
im taking it back get it in positon 
don't be surprised by the inquisition 
I prolly should say that im on a mission
im on a mission to break the cycle
of heartbreak pain and going psycho
take her back to the intermission 
I cry cry cry here are you with a smile
I get mad then run ten miles
find my body in three piles
I guess that id do more good if I was in a psych asylum
I live my life never settling
die ten times in the settlement 
they do it all for the benefit
I do it all for my better man
I live my life never settling
die ten times in the settlement 
they do it all for the benefit
I do it all for my better man

Benefit w/Lxst Boy (prod. poppy ozu)

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

Benefit w/Lxst Boy (prod. poppy ozu)

Dysphoric