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Ft. @powfu

produced by Ocean Beats

Lyrics:

[Belak]

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

(yawn)
just woke up to a text that said
"do you wanna go cloudwatching with me?"
i was like "yeah, of course i wanna go do that"
"do you know of any good spots near you and me?"
she said "i know of one. it's on a beach, next to some trees, right by a lake"
i said "sounds great! do you want me to just meet you there, or pick you up at 8?"
she said "you could slide over beforehand. and you could kiss me, and we could slow dance"
then my heart started beating faster
i started sweating, im such a disaster
talking in my head like "come on bro, just fuckin answer"
so i hit her up with a "yeah, lets do that"

i looked up at the stars
you said "i wonder how they got so far?"
now you got me wondering the same thing
how'd they get so bright?
thats how i wanna be

i looked up at the clouds
(wow what a beautiful day!)
you said that one right there, looks like its feeling down
i see it now that you've pointed it out
(yeah it does kinda look sad)
maybe its frowning only because the sun's not out
i-i-i look down at the ground
(at the ground, at the ground)
and tap my feet anxiously, cause the words wont come out
oh baby you've got me looking around
(oh around)
double checking myself, can i hold it down?

[Powfu]

yuh
i got some snacks in my bag, we can share if you want
is the sun moving closer, or is it just me?
so much better than my dreams with you here
i didnt think i'd make it through this whole year
you made of alchohol, cause im falling
and thowing the sadness out of my pocket-et-et-et
follow the clouds until they departure
move farther, i see the starting line with you there

Cloudwatching

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Cloudwatching Ft. Powfu

downpour II

leaves

@sorrow x @valera - gone so long

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Lyrics:
I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told, but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one 

I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one, for me 
Playing hide and seek with my feelings, I'm too scared to talk to you because of all the reasons 
I just wanna take a walk up on the beach side, but first I gotta build up courage just to say hi 

It's gonna take time 
Just to say hi 
Cause I gotta commit and never ask why 
Time to grow a pair 
Brush my teeth and fix my hair 
Red or blue or does she care? 
Take a breath and get some air 

I'm breathing in and then I'm breathing out 
Does she even care? or is it just self doubt? 
I give off too many feelings, but i'm the one who needs this 
I'm the one who needs this, losing all my feelings, don't know how to see it 

Jomie:
I'm uh
Doing what I have to 
Caught up doin the most, so I don't see you in a bad mood 
I'm made outta stone, and I'm really trying to smash through 
I don't really get it, but it's fine I'll have better luck tomorrow 
Still got your whispers in my head, they've been engraved 
Tell me when you're satisfied, "When you're in a grave" 
I was born inside the darkness, I'm feeling like I'm Bane 
And you should have saw it coming, before he had to break 
But it's cool though, I've been out this world they say I'm goofy like I'm Pluto 
You know what they say "If the shoe fits" I wear the suit yo 
You can really catch my cool though, I don't like to fight 
Brought a knife in case you rude though, ah ha mmm 
Life is an exam, best believe I failed the test 
Put me in a circle, still I'm different than the rest 
They like told me "If you up, why you find the need to flex?" 
Cause they all counted me out, this is what they couldn't guess 

Lxst Boy:
I got butterflies flying out of me 
Yeah, you got me in a panic, happened suddenly 
So I hope there's not a line 
I just got something on my mind 

I just wanna talk and take your time 
I know I won't fall asleep tonight 
Cause I got you on my mind 
I'm hoping I could be your guy 

I got butterflies and I feel it all up in my lungs 
Reaching heights and I can almost even touch the sun 
A million lies I could have told but never ever once 
I can't mess this up when I know you're the one, for me 
Playing hide and seek with my feelings, I'm too scared to talk to you because of all the reasons 
I just wanna take a walk up on the beach side, but first I gotta build up courage just to say hi

Butterflies (feat. Jomie & Lxst Boy) (Prod. Cløud & Jkei)

tattoos (prod. autrioly & pizzle)

I’ve known this shit since the start
You’ll always get played if you give your heart
stuck to that logic I’ve buried mine 
Deep in the depths where there’s ash every step all you see is regrets and severed ties
But besides I’ve tried to better mine
I’ve broke all my confidence record time
Ain’t nobody out there that'll cherish life
uh
they’ll throw you away if not something they need
got nothing to give then your out with the trees
It’s fucking comical how everyone leaves
They treat you like dead till you're actually deceased
They give you a bed and then choke you to sleep
Then wake your ass up just to shatter your dreams
It took me 10 years but I finally see 
I’m the only one now that’ll look out for me
I mean after all I can handle it
Always just me by my lonely then
No need for shit you call sentiment
Only loved when others benefit
Problems on me I can settle it
Either that or I settle in sediment 
I swear that Im trying to better me
But your only loved when others benefit

(coughs 3 times on beat somehow)
yeah
Sucking my blood they're some vampires
I'm burning alive in the bonfire
everything they do is for the benefit
im screaming and crying im throwing fists
I grab the knife to cut the tension
im taking it back get it in positon 
don't be surprised by the inquisition 
I prolly should say that im on a mission
im on a mission to break the cycle
of heartbreak pain and going psycho
take her back to the intermission 
I cry cry cry here are you with a smile
I get mad then run ten miles
find my body in three piles
I guess that id do more good if I was in a psych asylum
I live my life never settling
die ten times in the settlement 
they do it all for the benefit
I do it all for my better man
I live my life never settling
die ten times in the settlement 
they do it all for the benefit
I do it all for my better man

Benefit w/Lxst Boy (prod. poppy ozu)

Lyrics...

This the way back like let’s turn and see
And I realize I ain’t living life I’m underneath 
All my peers I barley go outside I hold my peace
I ain’t tripping yeah I feel alright I’m building me
I’m gambling everything that I turn to a beast
Cause all my time it stays focused on finding words to a beat
Part of my life has been sacrificed on the craft that I speak
I guess I’ll trust in the process like I’m embiid on his way back like

Ima keep moving forward cause I don’t have many options
One of ‘em is a 9 to 5 but me I ain’t really bout it
Cause this shit on my shoulder keeps me in the darkness surrounded 
And when I think that it’s over it comes back stronger, I’ve had it
Iceland or London cause fuck it I need to take a vacation
I’m still debating if I’m loved or I’m hated but regardless 
I wanna be stronger person someone with no replacement 
I know there’s importance in patients but the flame is burning

Jet lag 
I know I’m tired as shit but I’ll find my way back
All them nights that I’ve given I’ll get ‘em right back
And some more with that deal
But that a dream like in ville
Trying not to get overwhelmed with
Jet lag 
I know I’m tired as shit but I’ll find my way back
All them nights that I’ve given I’ll get ‘em right back
And some more with that deal
But that a dream like in ville
Trying not to get overwhelmed with

Everything that I want or that I wanted to be
I overthink everything when I step on a beat just to remember there’s nothing for me I can actually lose 
I’m worried for nothing but y’all feeling something that’s close to redundance to fit in my shoes 
The shit I created you hate it or love it I promise that’s what i see life through huh
All of the struggles and moods
A pen and a pad that had sat in my hand with the blankets that padded the room
Flooring the pedal to move
You’d think that I wanted to die but I kept it inside me to use as a fuel
I made it this far with a goal on my mind so can you tell me how the fuck Ima lose 
The pressure been bubbling too
It feels like the weight on my shoes they increased or the gravity set to times two
Squaring up globes like in 96 when they won 72
I’m back on my bull
To shoot for the moon 
And I guess if I miss
my target then it’s
Snake way n a trip
like goku on his way back like

This the way back like let’s turn and see
And I realize I ain’t living life I’m underneath 
All my peers I barley go outside I hold my peace
I ain’t tripping yeah I feel alright I’m building me
I’m gambling everything that I turn to a beast
Cause all my time it stays focused on finding words to a beat
Part of my life has been sacrificed on the craft that I speak
I guess I’ll trust in the process like I’m embiid on his way back like

The Way Back (prod. falak)

Produced by boyfifty & kuji

-lyrics-

(Lxst Boy)
Been a minute, I’m sitting
I’m thinking about you 
let me finish, I didn’t 
I didn’t know how to
Where did all the time go?
The memories we made
used to live them in the moment
now I write them on a page
I got
I got something to say
and God knows you won’t listen
I’ve been holed inside this room
there’s no escape, it’s like a prison 
and I know it’s probably cliche 
but karma came to repay
I met up with the reaper
now my heart is set to decay

An omen in the breeze 
I’m sorry I can’t stay 
I’ll never fall asleep
oh baby, I’m dead awake
in my head
I’m a wreck
I cannot say what’s inside 
oh darling I might
I might run across this bridge and jump it
I don’t 
I don’t mind

(Rxseboy)

drawbridges, open closing, like our dms.
Yea every couple days I’m getting blocked, now I don’t see them.
I pretend.
Like everything is good, go like ya recents.
But you decide it’s time to be petty without a reason.

It’s really improbable, create the obstacle, I swim around while the current is changing.
I got a bottle of, problems, I swallow em, mixing too much now I’m drowning in pain meds.
Yea, I never thought that it would get to this point.
I’m jumping off the bridge, cuz everything I loved you destroyed.

Benefit w/Lxst Boy (prod. poppy ozu)

Dysphoric