still can't choose who is my favorite artist out of lxser  dysphoric and lxtinsheep it's so hard lmaoo love yall music very relatable 👹💔

Im Losing It w/Matego (prod. moon)

produced by nate2timez & jxsie beats

-lyrics-

let's go watch the sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

let's go watch the sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

yeah
maybe im taking this the wrong way
flying right off of that runway
running too fast, am I wrong babe?
love when you speak, so talk babe
yeah
maybe im maybe im talking too much
maybe im maybe im calling your bluff
maybe im taking your time, like what
like what, maybe I'll take you
watch the

sunset
I can't seem to digest
everything you're doing to me
got me on these side quests
maybe im a joke
but im yours, im feeling righteous
send a text
im on my way, babe you know
lets go

your touch, it feels like midas
getting butterflies while I write this
you know that im doing fine
when youre walking my way
lets chill and get some Five Guys
you're singing every word of "riptides"
youre the only one that's my type
look in your eyes, I can see the

lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch the
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch the
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch
lets go watch the sunset
lets go watch

on my way! (nate2timez x jxsie beats)

lyrics...

Tired of feeling like shit and i'm tired of getting no rest and
I’m tired of taking no action then feeling massive regret and
I’m tired of living this way living check to check for the rent and
I’m tired of not meeting potential that I see inside of me yet I been struggling 
So I’ve been trying hard to make me into this something 
That’ll break free of these chains so I don’t have to deal with discussion 
Of a replacement I face criticism about it in public
I want to make shit and love it and reciprocate it with others 

I’m feeling free
Floating with the leaves 
They pass me and go with and blow with the breeze
It’s those little things 
That keep my head space from crumbling Into a million piece
In my head deep

I get these bad thoughts that I’m constantly fighting
I'll pick the pen up as a sword and then demolish a writing 
I lose my temper then I’ll blow like a mother fucking titan
I realized no one was saving me and there’s no use in crying
You got to get up
Life can be a bitch
But I’m fucking fed up
I despise every inch 
That I exist 
And I feel it in my chest
I’m hungry for a feeling of being the best
And i'm far

I’m done 
Fuck what you say ima do what I want
No need to front
You’re luck if I haven’t yet cut you off
Fed up
I’m fed up
With feeling so lost 
Fuck what you say ima do what I

Distension (prod. michael harrison)

produced by @uvshy
thanks cam for pic
<3

i should be honest 
and i can be honest 
ill burn all my bridges 
and fulfil my promises to you

ill bury my sins deep in my garden 
was not my intention to be such a burden 
and i 

when everythings unjust 
theres nothing left here 
its all collecting dust 
right on my shelf dear

nothing before this 
it plays and it torments 
quite some time its been dormant
and my efforts exhaustive 

deep in the forest 
my mind such a torment
im unearthing burdens 
and im all alone and im

when everythings unjust 
theres nothing left here 
its all collecting dust 
right on my shelf dear

lalala

burden (prod. shy)

produced by nate2timez, boyfifty, & lxst boy

-lyrics-
don't speak, you've got nothing to say
you'll leave on another rainy day
say you'll change but you always stay the same
in the deep dark, I don't wanna

I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate 
anything I do for you
and I don't wanna say goodnight, knowing you're with him right now
girl, oh good for you
say we'll work it out then we end up here again
you'll just embarrass me in the end
and I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate anything I do for you

back and forth again
losing lots of sleep
I cannot pretend
I just make-believe
that everything is fine
then I look underneath
all the petty lies
then you decide to leave
I need me some air
if you wanna fight then baby fight fair
say that you hate me then expect me to care
yeah, how do you expect me to care?

I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate 
anything I do for you
and I don't wanna say goodnight, knowing you're with him right now
girl, oh good for you
say we'll work it out then we end up here again
you'll just embarrass me in the end
and I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate anything I do for you

huh
deep dark with my eyes closed
got caught in the wind by the cyclone
and i got the time but how would i know?
i never drop my songs it’s a cycle
and if i called right now would you answer?
cause you dodge my texts every single time
i write bout you, every single line
hits hard like drums from nate2timez
i hate the guys you always used to talk bout
thinking back, red flags better back out
lights out yeah i feel i’m boutta black out
“giving tree” hitting your line, where you at now?
i don’t wanna know what it takes
i don’t wanna know what you’re taking away
i cannot fake what i feel in my brain
heart in my hands better take it away

(don't speak, you've got nothing to say
you'll leave on another rainy day
say you'll change but you always stay the same
in the deep dark, I don't wanna
I don't wanna save the day, you don't appreciate 
anything I do for you
and I don't wanna say goodnight, knowing you're with him right now
girl, oh good for you)

the deep dark (nate2timez x boyfifty x lxst boy)

produced by nate2timez & blocktane

-lyrics-

(lxst boy)
sent a text with no response
baby pick up your phone
I been calling day and night
I know its out of control
I miss your messages
your paragraphs saved in my Notes
in this realm of make-believe
I hope you're coming home

staying inside, outside its cold
hitting you up girl where did you go?
feelings in a text that I type right now
got me dizzy like merry go
like go
walks in the park then I walk you home
I hope you know that im still 10 toes
still seeing your face when I open my phone
yeah

sent a text with no response
baby pick up your phone
I been calling day and night
I know its out of control
I miss your messages
your paragraphs saved in my Notes
in this realm of make-believe
I hope you're coming home

(po9t)

I miss how we talked it clicked
you’re bitter I’m sweet were opposites 
but now we just talk in riffs 
our songs at a close
those chords I know they hang so ominous 
I want to hear what you think, talk about your day 
But you gave no thoughts to sift 
running out of charge with no positives 
an optimist can only suffocate so long without your oxygen 
it’s like I’m talking at a door you gave no lock to pick 
know if you ever need a friend you can let me in 
i’m here to listen to your every riff

imessage w/ po9t (nate2timez x blocktane)

i don't know why I try anymore
why did i go and open up that door
i don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

im not the guy that i was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

my life's the same as yesterday
progress a bit I try to change
but when I'm hit with a sudden wave
everything I've created begins to decay

well here's the fucking problem
I dont really want to die
I just wanna look up at the sky and see a brighter side

but this is as bright as it gets
purging all innocence
leaving just hopelessness with me

I don't know why I try anymore
why did I go and open up that door
I don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

I'm not the guy that I was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

idkwhy (prod. lostcage)

produced by Jacob Vallen & Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
on these warm September nights
fireflies dance in your eyes
we can take out time
I don't wanna grow up, we got the rest of our lives
time stood still when you kissed my cheek
when I close my eyes I see us in dreams
try to soak up this moment and make it last
when we're old and grey, hope we look back on

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Neverland don't seem so far away
when I'm by your side, I know I'll be okay
I know you know
soon we'll find us a home
hold tight, we're almost there
I'll hold your hand and push back your hair
look me in the eye when you say that you want this 
forever and ever and ever and ever and ever

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Seventeen Evergreen

(lyrics)

yeah I'm leaving 
for good but this time I'll let you know
why did you have to come back into my life?
I was doing really good
then you sent that text that night
can we give it another try? 
can we give it another try?

my heart is just eroding
blood in veins are frozen
nutrients amounts to none inside my chest are rodents
i used to be a person
but then i met you 
what you dont know about love is that it takes two

takes you to give me back
effort that you lacked
i was doing wonderful then you threw me on tracks
leaving me for dead
our story must end
cause if it carries on then we'll create wounds you cant mend

we both sleep alone
its better this way
wish that we did go 
and meet another day

im staring at your photo
I knew you'd never change
so I'm asking you like the rain to please go away

November (lostcage)

(ghostbxy)
I already know that were not gonna make it
You’ve been fucking around with them so shameless
You’re the reason why our love is tainted 
Do you think me dumb?
Do you think me brainless?

I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go 

You're not different
You're just like them
Veins were filled with toxin
That's how you lured me in

You might be poison ivy with the way you go invite me into your Toxic life and its fucking constant fighting

Cause you don't want to admit the truth
Burning all that smells proof 
Ashes stay like scent infused
Clothing that I bought for you

Giving my all but you don't give a fuck
Breaking my bones while you're breaking my heart
Telling me that this is all my fault

(halfhearted)
You don't know what you do to me
I don't think you ever will
Remember that night
You said I won't drive
I've been behind the wheel
Crossing the lines that I said I won't cross
???
???
You walked out the door
Why it take you so long

And I'm stuck in my head with no mission
Remember in school I would get you detention
Used to fall asleep, now I'm up all night
I can't dream
This is for the kid that I was
Headphones on in the back of the bus
Can't feel shit cause a knife in my gut
Let me live girl, I've had enough

(ghostbxy)
I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go

A Sorrowful Heart w/ halfhearted

produced by nate2timez, boyfifty, & lxst boy

-lyrics-

in my backyard, under summer night stars
you would dance in the breeze while i played by guitar
you would sing Noah Kahan and then we'd laugh in the dark
oh take me back

I know i wasted your time
but trust me when i say that I'm doing just fine
sure, i lose some sleep but thats alright
your handprints are in conrete in the garden next to mine

so i apologize for all the nights
I left you empty, i hope you get me
I'm turning time to see your eyes
looking up at the sky then they meet mine

take what u want from me
uh, theres nothing left of me
flashback to a past life
you baking me cookies ur mommas own recipe
thought we were so close now you're so gone
and that's my fault i know
thought maybe we could talk it out maybe work it out
I choked

break me down like the mulch you stand on
walk me over with your purple vans on
the ones i got signed by ur favorite band, uh
maybe im livin in my own delusion
maybe youre thinking its convoluted
maybe ur thinking im just a nuisence
ripping my life out the ground, uprooted

I know i wasted your time
but trust me when i say that I'm doing just fine
sure, i lose some sleep but thats alright
your handprints are in conrete in the garden next to mine

so i apologize for all the nights
I left you empty, i hope you get me
I'm turning time to see your eyes
looking up at the sky then they meet mine

the garden (nate2timez x boyfifty x lxst boy)

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

Im Losing It w/Matego (prod. moon)

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