Name: Why? (prod. Ras-Hop) by Dysphoric
Duration: 2 min 13 s
Description: Track to my father, from the perspective of me and my siblings :/

Bro it hit 300! Keep it up bro this shit is fire

writing songs and never getting rest (feat. Cavasoul)

Track to my father, from the perspective of me and my siblings :/

Why? (prod. Ras-Hop)

cry me a river (prod. w00ds & Roiael)

Lyrics

Focus on myself and my health
I need no one else to help out
since twelve I've been telling myself
we in different realms between heaven and hell
rebelled threw my dream in a well
it endlessly fell cant tell
if its mental abstinence or so abstract it dispelled

from the lies that my mind
so foolishly tries to disguise
told us we could do anything
but didn't mention the price
and even though I'm fifteen
it feels like I have no more time
only two more years to make it work
better get on the grind

I'm obnoxious and its where it starts
I pick my conscious part by part
I promise ill perfect this art
ill get a goddess lock her heart
before I start to think I've got to focus on mine
show I have a lack of empathy and fate intertwines

cause collage out the question
failed the whole year as a freshmen 
my priorities are inside out
not to mention that I'm stressing
grades and music contravention 
feels like my minds in distension
seems I've found another route
if rapping doesn't get me mentioned

cause after I'm a senior that's when this all drops
cause after I'm a senior's when this fantasy stops
of course I mean if this music thing decides to flop
pull my dream up from the well I don't wanna wake up

until then ill be working on the craft
I'm watching as the hour's pass
blocked and caught up for some hours
throwing out pages of drafts
going nowhere till I crash
inside my head is where I'm trapped
with my content feeling sour
constant fear of being last
do anything to meet contrast
reality's too far detached
inside my head there's no more space
the feeling is getting compact
surroundings I cant interact
dark energy is what I attract
something don't feel right these walls they about to collapse

I be here with my head in the clouds
dark energy surrounds around it almost enshrouds
demons telling me to limit my sound
thoughts telling me I should come down
unlike the walls I don't collapse
my mind shows no bounds

Nothings as it seems (prod. Roachy Beats)

This song is about a couple of times I came very close

Lyrics

Have you ever cried while holding a gun to your head
If I squeezed a little harder it paints a splatter of red
Have you ever been called a burden so much that it’s etched 
In your brain even the word induces a sense of dread
Have you ever wanted praise for something you worked so hard to get
But was introduced to the mental abuse instead
Have you ever asked help from your friends
But instead they leave you on read even though 1 simple fucking text all it takes to prevent
Cause even when I reach out it seems that I become translucent it’s really amusing
I’ve even told that when I’m dead my ashes will become a nuisance
who would buy a coffin for the boy who was perceived as useless
I really can’t escape this impudence
I swear ima loose it
I’ve tried everything and there is no solution
It’s the people who act like they care who be the pollutants
I feel like I would be better off dead and no one disputes it
can’t take this shit a helpless kid
That wonders if a better fit would be if he settles it when he takes a bath and slits his-
Wait Calm down 
Don’t think too much
Been planing this shit I’m getting worked up
A couple months ago I found one of my parents guns
Only 1 bullet but that’s more than enough
To end it
Barrels on my temple hands shaking when I held it
Pull the trigger... fucking misclicked
Once again, life flashed within an instant

Have You Ever? (prod. YperBeatz)

Who Knew Such A Pretty Face Could Hurt w/futoh

Produced by: Gio
Engineered by: Gio & Kam Michael
Performed and written by: Gio & Kam Michael
(Fallin' out of love)

Go checkout the original sample by @pizzlebeats on ig !

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Giovanni-fool-lyrics

F.O.O.L.  w/ Kam Michael

produced by the bootleg boy
Check him out! @thebootlegboy
Twisted up in my imagination...

Why? (prod. Ras-Hop)

Dysphoric

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