Anorexia 5

Verse 1
Blackouts swallow the light, memory gaps like chasms wide,
You whispered you never noticed, but I'm adrift in the tide.
Where am I now, who was I then, staring back at a stranger's face,
Unrecognizable reflections in a shattered glass maze.
Emptiness claws at my core, who am I supposed to become?
Switching visuals like flickering storms, under gravity's crushing thumb.
Pre-Chorus
Lost in agoraphobia's iron grip, praying to flee the endless blur,
Yet entranced by the symptoms' siren call, they pull me deeper, stir.
Emptying my soul into a lake of fears, where panic waves crash and roar,
Get the hell away from me—trapped in walls that feel like war.
Chorus
I don't want to leave this haunted home, diagnosed with abandonment's chain,
Heartbeat thunders involuntary spikes, pain exploding like lightning rain.
The world leaks out through my trembling skin, seeping into the void so deep,
What am I supposed to do when the light in my eyes fades to sleep?
Pills you hand me dissolve into nothing, my mind's a fortress they can't breach,
Mixed in the sands of time's relentless flow, identity slipping out of reach.
Verse 2
Echoes of forgotten selves whisper through the haze of night,
Gravity weighs like invisible chains, pulling me from the fight.
Agoraphobic shadows wrap around, blurring edges of reality's shore,
Hoping for escape, but symptoms dance like flames I can't ignore.
Soul pours out in torrents of dread, into panic's drowning embrace,
Abandonment's diagnosis etched in veins, a scar I can't erase.
Pre-Chorus
Heartbeats spike like jagged thorns piercing through my chest's fragile cage,
World dissolving from my pores, leaking secrets page by page.
No more spark in these hollow eyes, staring into the abyss's call,
Pills scatter like dust in the wind, offering no salvation at all.
Chorus
I don't want to leave this haunted home, diagnosed with abandonment's chain,
Heartbeat thunders involuntary spikes, pain exploding like lightning rain.
The world leaks out through my trembling skin, seeping into the void so deep,
What am I supposed to do when the light in my eyes fades to sleep?
Pills you hand me dissolve into nothing, my mind's a fortress they can't breach,
Mixed in the sands of time's relentless flow, identity slipping out of reach.
Bridge
Sands of time erode the edges of me, blending into a whirlwind storm,
Blackouts and gaps like forgotten dreams, reshaping what was once my form.
Who am I in this reflection's lie? Emptiness fills the space between,
Gravity pulls, but I'll rise from the blur—escape the symptoms' cruel scene.
Outro
Blackouts fade into memory's grave, gaps closing like healing wounds...
Sands shift, but I'm finding my way, through the panic's echoing tunes.
(Repeat fading echoes: "Who am I... sands of time... who am I...")


Blackout Echoes 3

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