(sic)

featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

feels like i'm wasting time
always rotting online
looking for what i can't find
i'm not too bright
don't wanna die a slow death
don't wanna leave you bereft
seems like i'm dead
dreams are all i have left

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

with every breath i take
don't know why i wake
grown numb to the taste
a disappointing fate
misery breeds apathy
i don't wanna bleed anymore
anymore

am i the only one to never make it out?
i wanna see the sun before i hit the ground

ngmi
i never tried
ngmi
lay down and cry

am i the only one?

ngmi

Maybe my favorite song by c9k, so good I had to cover it. 

Lyrics:

No I don't have an answer
To all your lonely nights
But I know this ain't it
Swiping left right left right left right
This is what we've been reduced to
Give ourselves away for free
But it only soothes the symptoms
Temporary company

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

This ain't no moral crusade
I really think that it would help
If you found happiness within you
Not inside someone else
You might say that I'm bitter
Might be correct as well
But I must pose the question
Are you happy ask yourself

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

Now they're tryna figure out
Without being impolite
How to say they must be going
They got other plans tonight
They say "call when you get home
Cause that shit was really nice
We can do it anytime"
Maybe they will one or twice
But it wasn't love or lust
Just a Sunday afternoon
Where two lonely people met
And they licked each others wounds
It's a self sustaining cycle
Such a pitiful pursuit

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

I'm so tired of sex in the city
Lonely people fucking indiscriminately
Moving fast moving on just as quickly
I'm so tired of imitation intimacy

Imitation Intimacy (Cyborg9k Cover)

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

thx 4 listening! Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/77UZv7gSOVWAlh4Tzm6iIx?si=ckRj9kJ1T0WyH3YBwhsGUg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1suklOvvNvZoSn5Nk3XtnN

Lyrics: 

Tell me, does everyone 
Get to pass a part of themselves on?
And on and on and on and on

No, I don't have much to give
Don't I deserve a future? 
All my life spent on the computer

Might as well be gone 
If all I get is

F in natural selection 
It was never my intention 
To rot away and die alone 
I can't do this on my own

I deserve nothing
I deserve nothing 

Spill my blood on the ground 
Six feet in the dirt, I won't make a sound 
If no one sees a future in me
What's the point of going on?

F in natural selection 
It was never my intention 
To rot away and die alone 
I can't do this on my own

F In Natural Selection (feat. Hatsune Miku)

(lyrics below) Thank u for listening 0/0 this track on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4iBKXPc5ZdhDkb03OCVHDu?si=636f2615438e4478

Looking down on the next generation, there’s no vigor in your eyes
I won’t be dissuaded, beyond our years we’re wise
Pour your blood out, for no one to see through
What you started, what do you gain?

Playing into life’s hands makes for a fragrant aroma
Get up and smell how good it gets 
I know your looking for something to be hopeful for (something to be hopeful for)
Something to be hopeful for 

Count your blessings, I wish I had what you do 
Keep waiting for that setting 
It will never come for you 

Playing into life’s hands makes for a fragrant aroma
Get up and smell how good it gets 
I know your looking for something to be hopeful for (something to be hopeful for)
Something to be hopeful for 

Playing into life’s hands makes for a fragrant aroma
Get up and smell how good it gets 
I know your looking for something to be hopeful for (something to be hopeful for)
Something to be hopeful for

The Only Difference Between Death And Barrenness Is The Bodycount

ifbirdswerereal cover

i think id rather die
than hav 2 put up w/ u
i c ur schewpid fukin face
in evrythin tht i do
so if u wanna die
i want u 2 die 2
i hope u take ur fukin lyfe
cuz its the least u cud do

an wen u fukin die
ye ill b laughin @ u
thats wat u get 4 all the
schewpid shit u put me thru
an @ ur funeral
ill have dem play dis song 2
an make sure evry fukin soul
knows tht its abt u

id rather die than hav 2 put up with u //_0

obligatory birthday cover

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

so slow down
im on my own now
stuck in this dead town
theres no way out
dont know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
im somewhere i dont belong

21
im not who i thought id be
every1 is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah probably

RESISTANCE

I can see the consequences, 
Coming from a mile away
Yet I act short-sighted, 
And do what I do anyway

I know what'll happen and yet,
I always feel so confused
I don't know why I'm like this,
The self-destructiveness is suffused

So why, why, why?
Am I like this?
Why, why, why?
Am I always remiss?

So why, why, why?
Do I always drop the ball?
There's a sunk cost
And it's all lost

Why, why, why?
When I see the waterfall
Violently flowing
I keep on going

THE THOUGHTS RAGE IN MY HEAD
Like a rapidly forming supercell
A destructive tornado ripping up my thoughts
Day after day going through this hell

So why, why, why?
Do I always drop the ball?
There's a sunk cost
And it's all lost

Why, why, why?
When I see the waterfall
Violently flowing
I keep on going

So why, why, why?
Do I make decisions
That I will regret
Without breaking a sweat

Why, why, why?
Do I set up conditions
That imprison my mind
Tied up and confined

SO WHY?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
ARE THE WIRES CROSSED,
WHERE THEY SHOULDN'T BE?

SO WHY?
WHY CAN'T I BE BETTER?
DAY AFTER DAY,
WITH MY OWN MIND AS AN ABETTOR!

Why, why, why?
Do I make decisions
That I will regret
Without breaking a sweat

Why, why, why?
Do I set up conditions
That imprison my mind
Tied up and confined

So why, why, why?
Do I always drop the ball?
There's a sunk cost
And it's all lost

Why, why, why?
When I see the waterfall
Violently flowing
I keep on going

So why, why, why?
Do I see apparitions
Of my past actions
In all my interactions

Why, why, why
In all my mind's partitions
I have the same issues
Permeating through

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Scenecelcore from Tel Aviv, IL

F In Natural Selection (feat. Hatsune Miku)

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