i love this but i have no fucking clue what the title means ‼‼

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

so slow down
i'm on my own now
stuck in this dead town
there's no way out
don't know where i went wrong
yesterday feels so far gone
time keeps moving on
i'm somewhere i don't belong

twenty one
i'm not who i thought i'd be
everyone is so far ahead of me
everyday i drown in misery
dead by 30? yeah, probably

twenty one

trolling myself :p

july 2020

demo version of raised by the world wide web, idea reworked into final track

raised by www (demo)

Listen on spotify :3 https://open.spotify.com/album/7i9IAqXbv2Nk9wbFg5lhmj?si=-yyl_pZfS5eKNVjNEz3dlA

Lyrics: 

Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget it
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh I bet you feel like a big player
It's all fucked so you make yourself a slayer 
It's not punk rock, nor is it really cool
To be a kid in an ice cream shop
A goddamn fucking fool

Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget it 
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
You've got nothing else to offer me

Fuck!
Repent your sins now
Repent, repent, repent, repent 

You can call me trad I think it's pretty rad 
Porn sickness got you mad? Oh so very sad
Collecting coochie like they're medals not gonna do you any good 
I bet it's real fun to finally be understood 
Oh honey, I think that you've got it all wrong 
If it was your sister or your mom you wouldn't be acting so strong...


Stupid fucking manwhore
Don't you forget that 
Where's your mommy, bitch?
Can't get satiated 
No better than any piece of meat
A depraved hedonistic freak

Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
Oh repent, oh repent 
Oh, repent your sins
You've got nothing else to offer me

$tup1d M4nwh0r3

Listen on spotify! (lyrics below):
https://open.spotify.com/track/1ZHYGUwFWCKQcP5rHZuV3o?si=d1ac9a0ca4764b2f

I'll be your 
Mouse boyfriend 
(I'm all ears, babe, you don't have to say sorry)
I think that I want to 
Curl tails with you

Two rodents in a mouse hole
We're True lovers 
Always together, 
Huddled up in the cover

Please make me your...

Squeak, squeak, squeak!
Mouse boyfriend
Squeak, squeak, squeak!
Mouse boyfriend
You're the only rodent I could ever want 
And I want, and I want, and I want you...

I wanna be your mousekeeter
(It was so mice meeting you and I know I can do cheddar) 
I wanna be your mousekeeter

Squeak, squeak, squeak!
Mouse boyfriend
Squeak, squeak, squeak!
Mouse boyfriend
You're the only rodent I could ever want 
And I want, and I want, and I want you...

(Skeek skeek!)
You can put me in a cage if I stay there with you
Put on this dress
One rat wedding coming through
All the critters pull up to the dance floor stat
You my favorite mousey 
My tiny little brat

Squeak, squeak, squeak!
Mouse boyfriend
Squeak, squeak, squeak!
Mouse boyfriend
You're the only rodent I could ever want 
And I want, and I want, and I want you...

Mouse Boyfriend!!!!!

luvwillow cover

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
ye shes so kind
her pale skin
and her green eyes
her black hair
and her small thighs

angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
but my life is boring
and im too scared to go outside

im too scared to meet with u
im too scared to go outside
im nothing but a waste of time
im too scared to go outside
u broke my heart u broke my mind
im too scared to go outside
but my life is boring
im too scared to go outside

my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing blood to know im real
my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope u know that i am through
with all the shitty things u love to do

lmfao im sorry

(lyrics below) Thank u for listening 0/0 this track on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4iBKXPc5ZdhDkb03OCVHDu?si=636f2615438e4478

Looking down on the next generation, there’s no vigor in your eyes
I won’t be dissuaded, beyond our years we’re wise
Pour your blood out, for no one to see through
What you started, what do you gain?

Playing into life’s hands makes for a fragrant aroma
Get up and smell how good it gets 
I know your looking for something to be hopeful for (something to be hopeful for)
Something to be hopeful for 

Count your blessings, I wish I had what you do 
Keep waiting for that setting 
It will never come for you 

Playing into life’s hands makes for a fragrant aroma
Get up and smell how good it gets 
I know your looking for something to be hopeful for (something to be hopeful for)
Something to be hopeful for 

Playing into life’s hands makes for a fragrant aroma
Get up and smell how good it gets 
I know your looking for something to be hopeful for (something to be hopeful for)
Something to be hopeful for

The Only Difference Between Death And Barrenness Is The Bodycount

(Lyrics  to all tracks below) Thank you for listening fren. This EP on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4bORMCXR1A7lHs45mUENwa?si=De3NEOErS0WpT1TGr3JaYQ

[Lost an iPod?]

My name, my face
Is not important
But I think you should know
I have the best of intentions

Block the exits, make it matter
Worse ways to go than...

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

Will I finally be beautiful if my form ceases to be?
And if so, would you care
To join me?

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

Will I finally be beautiful if my form ceases to be?
Will I finally be beautiful if you die with me?

This is how it feels to liberate 
The body from the soul (from the soul)
An ancient heresy, can you believe I have faith
Once more?

[FtM]

They wanted you to be
So perfect and pure
Be attractive
And don't you dare feel insecure

Put your body out there for them
They tell you that it's all you're worth
But the boys, they don't have to go through this
The boys are judged for what they are...

Tear off what makes me an object
Cut me up until the pain goes away
Tear off what makes me an object
Don't want to be prey...

Reject my name, reject my face
Reject my body, reject myself
Reject my name, reject my face
Reject my body, reject myself

Tear off what makes me an object
Cut me up until the pain goes away
Tear off what makes me an object
Don't want to be prey...

Medicalized

(I cried) I cried over spilled milk
And I got medicalized
Declared defective (defective)
By everyone I know

Dead on arrival
Statistics so vile
They work against you

Classified, put on a file
To eternalize your struggles
Set in stone for the insurance company
Maybe I'm as neurotic as they say

(I cried) I cried over spilled milk
And I got medicalized
Declared defective (defective)
By everyone I know

Medicalized
Medicalized

[Sometimes It's Better Not To Know]

(My eyes)

Don't wanna have to remember
So turn my head
I don't wanna hear about it
Don't wanna hear about it at all

And if I die (if I die)
Without being honest
Please keep it to yourself
Please keep it to yourself

[There is no Misaki]

She's not out there
To save you
That's just fantasy

I waited and waited for so long
For her to show on my doorstep
But she never came

I saw her in a dream
And when I woke up it was the saddest thing
That I've ever felt upon my skin

Since that day
I'm not very talky
Because now I know
There is no Misaki

hi sorry for disappearing im back and better tho fr 
hope you guys enjoy this one 

lyrics:
once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen	

ive fallen down again 
and i cant get up 
i miss who i was then
im in a cusp 
when will all this end 
cuz im just so stuck

since you left me on the side
i couldnt sleep another night
these days dont seem so bright
why do you think youre in the right
 i cant stand you youre an ugly sight 
hoping that you would just die
how come things just cant be alright
i wont go down without a fight

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless

 ive lost myself 
im trapped in hell
i feel compelled 
to give you help
how could it end like this
i shouldve called it quits 

its all fucking game to you 
im hurting and i wish you knew
the constant shit you put me through 
its all a pain and you have no clue  
i was so blinded by her view 
i wish i knew what to do
 i had to piece my heart with glue
i didnt know she’d break me too

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless (2x)

i lost myself
im trapped in hell (3x)

trapped in hell
trapped in hell

trapped in hell

get loud, lash out (blehh cover)

LOCK YOUR DOORS. 🔒 The third chapter in the viral hacker song series is here.
After bringing you the beats of "Recon (The Rap)" and the synth waves of "The Setup (Synth Pop)," Russell Nomer Music unleashes INITIAL ACCESS — an epic, modern rock anthem that blows the firewall off its hinges.
This isn't just a song; it's a masterclass in cyber infiltration set to a massive wall of guitars and thunderous drums. "Initial Access" breaks down the 11 core techniques hackers use for their first breach, straight from the MITRE ATT&CK® framework. From Phishing and Drive-by Compromise to Supply Chain attacks, every lyric is a lesson in digital defense.
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Initial Access
By: Russell Nomer

The network's quiet, the fortress stands tall 
You think you're protected, behind a firewall 
But a lock only works if the key can't be found 
I'm standing at the gates on digital ground 

I'll send a little lure, a carefully crafted spear 
A Phishing link, an attachment, playing on your fear 
Or you'll just surf the web to a site you thought was clean 
A Drive-by Compromise, a malware scene 
I'll change your favorite blog, rewrite the trusted script 
With Content Injection, now your safety's ripped

Initial Access! The first foot in the door! 
Eleven techniques, and I'm coming back for more! 
Initial Access! Breaching your cyber core! 
This isn't the end, this is the start of the war! 

Your Public-Facing App, with a flaw you overlooked 
That External Remote Service, now I've got you hooked 
A little USB I "lost" right on your lobby floor 
Replication starts, opens up another door 
Or maybe something physical, a sneaky little box 
A Hardware Addition that circumvents your locks

Initial Access! The first foot in the door! 
Eleven techniques, and I'm coming back for more! 
Initial Access! Breaching your cyber core! 
This isn't the end, this is the start of the war! 

Sometimes it's not a direct attack, the methods can be sly 
Through a Trusted Relationship, or a Supply Chain buy 
I'll use Valid Accounts that were stolen, weak, or new 
And that insecure Wi-Fi Network? Yeah, that was me, too... 

 Eleven ways to get inside... 
Nowhere left to hide... 
I'm in.




Initial Access

No longer upload here... check links below <3

I am very normal & can be trusted with music distribution services. 

Scenecelcore from Tel Aviv, IL

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