last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
stuck in a wasteland of memories 
facing the reverie i’ve made it’s 
not where i wanna be
stuck on a momentary basis 
i’ve never been one for letting go 
but maybe i don’t have to cuz there’s nothing left to hold 
(pre-chorus)
lose the feeling 
chase the meaning 
face the fact that i’m not healing 

(hook)
i think you’re already gone 
i think you’re playing along 
i think you’re already gone 
but you keep finding a way within these songs
i tried to find a way 
to lead us back to better days 
but am i forcing you to stay
i think you’re all that i want 
i think it’s time to move on 
i think you’re already gone 

(verse 2)
speak now or forever hold your peace 
i don’t think you’re coming back to me 
you’re just what i want you’re not what i need 
so guess i’ll move on with the falling leaves 
can you blame me? when it all goes downhill
will you save me? is there enough time to
leave this all behind
no point in trying 
when i still

(bridge)
you can reach for the past 
but it’s already gone 
you’re just stuck in my head 
cuz you’re all that i want (x2)
(chorus vocals):
(reach for the past, already gone) 
save me from these days i don’t love 
maybe things will change if you come home 
but this isn’t our home

already gone [prod. King Theta]

lyrics:
give me a second 
gotta clear my head 
how quick i fail to remember all the things i said 
i thought i had it all figured out 
accept the good and clear the doubt 
but i can’t count on myself 


brace me baby 
it’s been crazy 
facing 
changing places that i’ve been 

lost 
i trace my steps but at a cost 
but i can’t get 
no i can’t get 
past the point 
where i would feel i’m where i’m supposed to be 
but am i lost?

is it too late to fix this?
a long fight with covert resistance 
won’t sit tight i’m over the distance 
cuz in the end i know what i’m missing 
toe to the line
it won’t change my mind 
with your hand in mine 
to see what i find

change me baby 
i’ve been crazy 
chasing hazy places that i’ll be

beginning of the end 
or the end of the beginning 
the place i wanna be is a place i’m always fearing 

where’d i go i need to find myself 
i’m in the dark can never ask for help 
i have these thoughts of all i things i want 
i see them now so i don’t think i’m

lost [prod. 5head x Yeezo]

prod wisssery x yago
https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

TORVA
you just broke my stature
and all the stance i had
when you saw i was hurting
you said it was in my head
and you just broke my heart
and left me out for dead
i cant seem to follow
the path inside my head

yea, n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
I've been waiting for you just to call
hard to focus think that I might need some adderall
ever since you left been near psychosis
watch the smoke just fall
hard for me to practice inner locus when I'm at her disposal

I've been staying to myself
patching up my brain
no I don't need no fucking help
calling out your name
I'm at the bottom of the well
wishing you were with me
to save my mental health

TORVA
n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

n u said im nothing special
break my heart and throw it away
so youll cause another breakup
another one but im not the same

WEEPINGS
Lost in my mind when the night time hits
it was the wrong time, wrong bitch
said that I'm fine
you know thats not true
I'm done wasting my time
on all her lies
put up my disguise until I feel fine
but dying inside
I can't remember that look in her eyes

said that you love me you don't
hand on my throat
cold as a ghost uh huh
and I know that you've read all I've wrote
you were the parasite, I was your host
x2

torva x weepings - anguish

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

in a different state 
fuckin blacked out
they dont know my name
huh, its how it stays now
yeh
id really
like it
if you kept my name in ur mouth
cus i wanna be talked about
fuck it if i roundabout
spent my life being kicked around
a to the m to the gay 
to the "what the fucks this kid sayin?"
i
dont
get around
i just wanna be grounded

10 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the-

worst.
but anyway,
im scared
that im not gonna make it farther than i am
right now
and i struggle more than i ever have
but now its different shit
and i guess i gotta write about it 
why u stayin in this life if u not really all about it?
im just an angsty teen with the same shit 
that you deal with,
so whats special bout it?
fucking nothing.
i dont deserve any of this shit,
so gimme nothing.
but they'll always be a side of me that wants somethin,
live a life,
maybe fuckin god damn be somethin.

0 seconds and im in
based
flipped visions got erased
faced
with the painful truth 
that i dont give a fuck
i dont know what works
but i know 
i was the first
and ill always be the worst
x2

what works? (valious & maxflynn)

prod. moneo


seasons change, the fall of the dead leaves
walk outside, im feeling a cold breeze
deep inside, i know you dont miss me
but imma lie and say you wont forget me

i saw your mom as we crossed ways
then we went to talk and she said that your doing great
asked me how i was and i lied to her face
cause i dont wanna seem like im just a disgrace

and all of these days they crash
2 years has come to pass
and im still missing u
AND IM STILL MISSING YOU

my friends always ask
why im stuck in the past
and maybe im a fool
ill try and forget that

i wont change for you
and youll always know that
so while i play cool
theres a lot i would take back

seasons change, the fall of the dead leaves
walk outside, im feeling a cold breeze
deep inside, i know you dont miss me
but imma lie and say you wont forget me

i saw your mom as we crossed ways
then we went to talk and she said that your doing great
asked me how i was and i lied to her face
cause i dont wanna seem like im just a disgrace

i'm glad you're doing okay

emptychest - i love it [+ pekarot]

mix.@Ztope
shout out @cyzun <3



prod.sorrow bringer

lyrics

swno-

All his friends tend to leave so He turn to a ghost
Pail skin pain deep in his
Soul heart broke and he’s rotting 
Like mold washed up on the 
Coast body cold yeah he’s been 
dead But he’s wishing for more
Body ache and he’s lossing this 
War yeah he’s hiding all his
pain in the inside yeah he
Left all the pain by his 
Bedside
by is bedside yuh everyone in 
his life turned a blind eye


Cyzun-

I’ve been through a lot 
Yeah you wouldn’t know
Take another shot 
Hide the pain it won’t show 
It will not stop 
So I lay on the road 
I don’t wanna talk 
So I’m muting my phone
I should go now
Isolate in my room I don’t go out
Soul empty as hell like a ghost town 
Staying up hella late like a night owl
All these thoughts running throughout my head
I don’t have no friends cause they leave in the end
Hate my brain wanna fill it with lead
Leave me alone cause I’m already dead

daunted w/ cyzun (sorrow bringer)

prod. dercept x als
www.instagram.com/dercept/
https://www.instagram.com/alsbeatz/

lyrics

mxlatonin:
can u show me how to smile when i feel like this
tell me how tf i’m crying when i should love this shit
everyday i felt like dying but i’m over it
and every time i thought u lied, i knew that shit

i've been stuck inside
why can't you text me
i know you're on the line
why can't you hear me
out
i've been living a lie 
i’m not happy
but i don't wanna die
i know that's hard to see
x2

popularreject:
can you tell me how to smile
when i feel like this
tell me why tf i’m crying 
when i should love this shit
yeah girl i fall for u
give it all to u 
just to burn the bridge in the end
late night calls w u
stay on paused w u
just to get up outta my head
got u on speed dial
and meanwhile 
u left me on read
i hate me 
and i hate
that shit that i said
and i’m not the best 
but ur on to better
ur head on his chest
while ur wearing my sweater
it doesn’t get better, i promise
and i’ve been a mess, if i’m honest
i’m better off dead but i think i’m beyond this
all of these meds just make me feel so nauseous
okay

mxlatonin:
i've been stuck inside
why can't you text me
i know you're on the line
why can't you hear me
out
i've been living a lie 
i’m not happy
but i don't wanna die
i know that's hard to see
x2

text me w/ popularreject

new song featuring the GOAT @cherryrizla

more stuff coming soon...

Lyrics:

making wishes (feat. cherryrizla)[prod. King Theta]

Porous Heart II 

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Porous Heart II

new single & music video 'Too Far' out now !

already gone [prod. King Theta]

evan carr