Played this out in London in January, and it's been heavily requested so I figured I'd chuck it up here.

No Sympathy + How Deep (Midway Switchup)

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Jazz (Prod. by OnGaud)

Novocaine
a poem by Elyse Mallasch

I know I'll never be able to go home again
and maybe that's for the best,
but I hope you’re doing okay anyway.
I hope as I lie awake sleepless at night
your dreams are filled with nothing but peace and happiness-
or am I haunting you the way you’re haunting me?

I can still hear your heart beating against mine,
I can hear your whispers when the wind from the south blows north over the hill-
I can still feel the peace I felt in your arms.
I left the best pieces of me shattered across your stone floors.
I haven’t been able to breathe since that day
I haven’t been able to feel anything at all.
I’ve never been this numb without the novocaine.
My happiest places are anything but.

The beach I anchored myself to continues to be eaten away by 
the ceaseless high tide,
yet as I walk the shoreline scattered by graveyards full of empty shells
I can't help but resonate.
I can't dip my toes in the sands yours were never able to touch because I can’t help but carry you with me everywhere I go.
I still feel the string pulling me back home.
Every day is a reminder of you,
every day I feel homesick and the only place I want to be is up above the clouds overlooking the city with you once more.

I only get to go home in my dreams.
I'm afraid to sleep yet can’t get out of bed-
when I finally do every time I wake up
I have to mourn the loss of you- 
again and again.

I started praying in hopes for an answer-
a solution to make this pain go away
but as time passes, your absence grows deeper and so does the hole in my chest since the day you left me. 
I started praying for the pain to stop.
I started praying to be put out of my misery,
but I feel buried in this grave I dug for myself.
I feel drowned in the tears I can't help but let go every time I’m reminded of just how much I continue to love you.
I just want it to stop.

I keep searching for an ending in a novel half filled- 
a story cut short
a thousand empty pages
of endless possibilities...

Novocaine

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corbin - worn (prod. by thestand4rd & wedidit)

Without U (Prod. Greaf)

Confetti

Jack Harlow - GHOST

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Novocaine

⚡Elyse Lauren⚡

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