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(dispersed signal) versions fragment the original material through granular time-warping, scattering its rhythmic core into drifting pulses and textured echoes. Like a fading transmission from deep space, these pieces unravel slowly, leaving behind only traces of their origin.

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The Smile Underneath

The first track on my 2018 album Dark Descent. It attempts to illustrate the beginning of the descent into anorexia - the elation, the high, and the initial seduction of the disease.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Dark Descent

"Relapse" - Blythe Baird

Skinny Girls Bleed Flowers- A Slam Poem - Savannah Brown

from rory webley’s perfect family series.

𝚐𝚊𝚕𝚊 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 - 𝚛𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚠𝚎𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚢

Shadow Dancer is a track from my 2020 album Beauty In The Darkness.

The inspiration behind this song came from the memory of dancing alone in my bedroom at night when I was suffering from anorexia as a teenager. I would wait until after midnight, put on my headphones, and dance until I believed I'd burned off enough calories - it was just me, my shadow, and the anorexic voice pushing me on. With this track, I hoped to capture the haunting feeling of isolation that comes with embracing the anorexic voice, and the strange sense of companionship that forms as a result.

Shadow Dancer

Cold is a track from my 2020 album Beauty In The Darkness, based on the cold reality of anorexia hospitalisation. Within the track, I've added voiceovers reflecting the mental battle between the sufferer and the anorexic voice. Cold can also be seen as a sister song to Immune.

Cold

Nightcore - Skeleton (Jessie Paege)

Recovered anorexic from UK 🇬🇧
Psychological music based on eating disorders & mental illness 🎶

Cold

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