All of ElysianSoul's songs <3 Please like her songs, and go follow her! She's a true artist, every one of her songs has so much power, emotion, and story behind it <3

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Just a bunch of music, edit audios, spoken word poetry, and etc. about eating disorders. Please, take care of yourself, and do not listen to this to intentionally trigger yourself, or if you believe it may trigger you. 💕

Here's a YouTube version of this playlist, with more songs: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLImpwIdtbCEtToGpWRN0D5wALuU7OiCI7

eating disorder 🚫trigger warning🚫

Moe's Mai 2021-3

Binge And Purge

Free Download: https://hypeddit.com/djlucasrogge/markforsterlea3uhrnachtslucasroggeremix

Mark Forster 3 Uhr Nachts

Mark Forster & Lea - 3 Uhr Nachts (Lucas Rogge Bootleg)

Decadence And Disorder (The Voice Of Anorexia)

Skinny - Edith Backlund

Hab noch ein Selfmade Video zum meinem EDIT gemacht :)  LINK : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXwDPGI9pj0&feature=youtu.be
Hoffe er Gefällt <3

Vielen dank noch mal an Marcel Martenez , der das Mastering übernommen hat . Der Mann hat es drauf :)
Follow Marcel Martenez : https://hearthis.at/marcelmartenez/

Alle Urheberrechte bleiben beim Original-Besitzer !

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Samuel Harfst - Fürchte Dich Nicht (Tyler Music Edit)+ MUSICVIDEO

Hab mich mal an Herbert Grönemeyer's Klassiker ''Halt Mich'' von 1988 herangewagt und daraus eine Tech-House Version gemacht.
Wieder dabei war auch mein guter Freund und DJ Kollege Marcel Martenez, der das Mastern übernommen hat. 

Hoffe Euch gefällt der Track <3


Mehr von Marcel Martenez hier https://soundcloud.com/marcel-martenez-official

H.G - Halt mich (Tyler Music Edit) **NOW FREE DOWNLOAD** BUY BUTTON**

Anorexic Queen (Available on itunes, spotify, & more!)

Every Day and Every Night

A Line Allows Progress, A Circle Does Not

Weightless - Mi

This is the first song I've written about bulimia. This song presented quite a challenge for me - I hadn't thought about how it feels to be bulimic for a long time, so reliving the mentality was difficult. I also wanted to maintain the same sound and feel to the lyrics as my other songs.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Pull Me Under

Hallo ihr lieben :-) Wir hoffen unsere Musikalische Zeitreise gefällt euch :-) Wir für unseren Teil sind Gedanklich 20 Jahre zurückversetzt gewesen  Das ist das tolle an Musik ........auf einmal ist alles von damals wieder da . 
Viel Spaß beim hören

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Zeitreise

Hey zusammen ........
hier unser neues Set, das sich unserer Meinung nach sehr gut zu einem Vorabendlichen Club warm-up eignet:-)
Wir wünschen euch viel Spaß damit und hoffen es gefällt :-)!

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Jemandes Geschichte

Prom Queen

Cold is a track from my 2020 album Beauty In The Darkness, based on the cold reality of anorexia hospitalisation. Within the track, I've added voiceovers reflecting the mental battle between the sufferer and the anorexic voice. Cold can also be seen as a sister song to Immune.

Cold

Sugar & Ice is a song about anorexia nervosa, designed to portray the anorexic voice and its methods of manipulation; the voice will be sweet and kind if the sufferer obeys, but if not, it will be cruel and punishing.

Sugar & Ice

Warrior is the first track of my Hollow EP.

I had a lot of requests to make more music not based on eating disorders, so I tried to create something that reflected the sense of pain and loss I've experienced over the last year or so, but also the strength gained and lessons learned. 

I've given the song a sort of a haunted vibe as it progresses, to try to show the deep, lingering sense of nostalgia, or 'saudade', which has both a happy and sad meaning.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Warrior

My BestFriend Ana - DAISY PHILLIPS

Invisible Killer is a track from my Hollow EP about atypical anorexia - a type of anorexia that means the sufferer may be a normal weight, or not fit the general criteria of typical anorexia nervosa.

It's an incredibly suffocating mental illness, which I've experienced first hand. Others tend to refuse to believe you have anorexia or offer you any help, based solely on the fact that you're not underweight.

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Invisible Killer

This is a revamped version of Sugar & Ice for my Hollow EP.

When I was making Warrior, I loved experimenting with Japanese taiko drums and the powerful sound they produced, so I really wanted to utilise them for Sugar & Ice too. I also stripped the song of female gender references and added a male voiceover to the instrumental part, to try to bring more of a male voice to songs about anorexia.

Huge thanks to David for providing the spoken poetry for this song!

Album artwork: Katie Metcalfe Photography

Sugar & Ice (Hollow Version)

Deteriorate is a song from my Hollow EP about an eating disorder relapse. The idea for this song stems directly from a memory of a time when I experienced relapses of my eating disorder as a teenager.

A vivid image that hangs in my mind is of a crimson sky at dawn, when I would wake up early and run to burn off calories before the day had begun. There were some beautiful skies in the countryside, and for me, the red sky and cold morning rain always signalled the beginning of a relapse, and the fall back into the anorexic mindset.

Deteriorate

Recovered anorexic from UK 🇬🇧
Psychological music based on eating disorders & mental illness 🎶