songs i've produced

novacane, cocaine
overdose on lemonade
vampire-codeine
drinking blood straight from ur vein
kitchen blade, norman bates
slasher boy meets psycho babe
can’t a feel a thing, just numb the pain
put a bullet in my brain

x2

i’m sick and tired of the fucking rain
i’m sick and tired of these fucking games
wash my feelings down the fucking drain
i kiss ur lips and let u feel my blade

lately, i don’t even know “why i’m alive still”
should’ve died last year: benadryl and nine pills
should’ve chased after u, but, babe, u are no final girl
i think i got too vulnerable, shouldn’t let u in my world
shred my heart to pieces, like my wrist when i’ve been missing u
tell me that ur different, cause i’d hate to waste my time on u
i been thinking, lately, might be good to have some space from u
but see, i hate myself for that, cause i can’t get my mind off u <3

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

sample from When A Stranger Calls (2006)

novacane cocaine [prod. misery]

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

unsightly

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz) </3

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yeah i fuck with u
i promise u
no one need u like i do
had to let u know
had to let u know
u dont have a man
but u kinda do
whats new
why u always complicated
thats so u

thats so me too
i think ima leave wit u
i wanna see us thru
needed something new
no emotion
cold shoulder
coke lines
she play hard to get
she do this all the time
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely
she dont want me
she fuckin wit me
but she brand new by the morning
i know she lonely

i think we gettin close
everytime we get it
we dont
shattered on the floor
we lie alone
maybe next time u let me go
maybe next time u let me go
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<3

-emo fruits aka i love bunneki neko 2!! bunneki neko and bunneki neko 2 are great!! i can listen to them both!!

thats so you (prod. cxrter x retz)

bones (prod. cxrter)
</3
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yeah i feel it in my head
yeah u feel it in ur bones
something about us right
but something bout thats wrong
she wanna leave wit me
but she dont want that known
if it wasnt for the subtle shit
i'd probably take u home
yeah i'd probably take u home

im tired of the background
i dont wanna be no secret
if we leavin
lets leave then
u dont need no reason
all night my dawgs getting me fucked up
im geekin
this party full of strangers
i swear this shit dangerous
they all know my name
friendly to my face
wasnt always this way
yeah i miss those days
ur the only one i want really noticing me now
but u dont want the same
u been fuckin wit my brain
feel it in my bones
coke got her feelin it in her nose
why u want me now
just to feel less alone
its hurting me too tho
so i'd rather just not know
if its hurting u too tho
i'd rather just not know
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<3

-emo fruits aka IM MF BACKKKKK THIS ONE RIGHT HERE BRUHH

bones (prod. cxrter)

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick

i could pour this wok up, but im never gettin out
i been runnin plays and now they wonder what im bout
got some demons in the crib and i cant even kick them out
put my pain in every verse but now my heart been buggin out

i been coping with the cart, its only thing i really love
but if we tryna get real dark i still like seeing my own blood
got the pressure in my heart but still i treat it like a drug
so if im finally feeling something then i really need the plug

i cant even cope, man i just want be numb
im still gon get my paper, i wont tell you where its from
i just play it cold cause way i feel, it weigh a ton
might just cop the whip, in all black tint and do the run

i been moving silent they dont see the things i done
cut off all the leaches i aint saving anyone
said id never make it now i do this shit for fun
cut everyone out so like what really have i won

i been chasing for the bag but still the emptiness dont fade
spent a lifetime in the dark and now theres demons in my brain
pour the heartache in a cup and watch it drown out all the pain
every single soul i lost i pray i see them all one day

if i fall into the flames ill be the only one to blame
and even if i do i guess ill join them all the same
i might go straight to hell but im just coping its okay
im just a product of the times i swear this shit be too insane

tried to tell them all im cold but they aint never understand
now they see me on the rise but they dont never know the plan
i been steady playing chess while they stalking on the gram
you was sleeping on the kid but now im shining in the sand

too bad

ITS WEIRD UR NOT HERE (Feat. YUKI)

White Rose

spotify

apathy w/ guccihighwaters

scraped my knee on the drywall w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

prod @jakkyboi

lyrics:
and i can never sleep at night 
it’s like that feelings here forever 
and i can never do shit right 
it’s like i won’t  ever get better 
and that’s all i really gotta say
it's not like shill ever change 
it's not like really wanna hear 
so go away 

cause i can’t stand the lies anymore 
y’all slid right in but here’s the door 
i don’t wanna waste your time 
so please don’t ever waste mine 
i been acting out of line 
but i just wanna feel alright 
i’ll be okay 
i’ll find my place 
at least that’s what they say

and i can never sleep at night 
it's like that feelings here forever 
and i can never do shit right 
it's like i won’t  ever get better 
and that’s all i really gotta say
it's not like shill ever change 
it's not like really wanna hear 
so go away

forever (prod. jakkyboi)

Are you happy?
Sorry, im just asking for a friend
You were pointing and laughing
When you made fun of that poor kid

Lemme ask you think hes happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Cause he dont really know what really happened
Hes the butt of the joke not your friend

Now lemme ask Are you happy
When the world is crashing
Are you lookin up to god to make amends
Do you think hes laughing
While your ass is gasping for the last breath you can share with your friends

Are you happy
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause aint nobody really ask me
And as of late i felt like shit

everyday he wants to call it a quits
He thinks of all the ways he can off and commit
Says He lost hope hes all alone he doesnt know where to go 
He locks himself inside his room when hes home

But is he happy?
Or is he just playing pretend
Because everyone is acting
To impress some stupid bitch

So lemme ask you are you happy?
Sorry im just asking for a friend
Cause she can make you happy
Ruin your life all over again

Im scared to admit it
Im so committed
Dont be offended
I know i wont be forgiven
My reach is overextended
Im so demented
Im so inventive
I think of ways to get through to you but i dont ever get it

Dont think ill ever get it

No i wont understand it
I swear its like you had planned it
Lemme ask are you finished?

Like are you completed

Is everything supersuceeded
Cause i feel so damn defeated
And i dont know why i need it

Now im feelin replinshed
And everything so diminished
Like Are we really deleted

I cant believe it

we don't often ask for much (+ sonya36)

spotify/apple music

We Don't Often Ask for Much (+ sonya36)

might go cop a brand new loaded gun (prod. caspr)

[+] vampire baby, won't be bleedin 4 long
* featuring @emofruits * produced by @roxiums *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: @seejayxo]
If you don't know by now, then I don't think you ever will
I been on my own for some time
But you know the deal...

[chorus: @seejayxo]
I been stacking chips
I been gettin to my cake
I don't give a fuck what she say
I just gotta know if we okay
I just hope you know I could die today

If I really love you, I'ma tell you what I'm thinking
I was busy trappin-- I ain't think that you was schemin
Now I know your plan I think we even
I just gotta tell you that I love you now I'm bleedin'

Bleedin

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bleedin (feat. ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋)

send me beats and stuff. or if u just wanna talk idk. <3
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chicagoland producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 21 | 🧠♾️
(prod.) credits: @sewerperson @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

☋ EMO FRUITS ☋

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