@y4ndere @lil4c

being here I’m sick of it 
I wish there was more to it 
to be myself I’d need permit 
I think that I’m not ready yet 

I’m rly stuck in this existence 
& I hate it so much 
I’m rly stuck in this world 
but I’m not giving up 

I just don’t know where to stop 
I don’t know when it’s enough 
I keep on fucking it up 
I’m tired of falling out of love 
so tired of you telling me 
these things I don’t want to hear 
u said I’m not even real..

;) at least not yet 

so far from
achieving what I’m mean to 
because I just cannot handle 
so close to 
losing all my hope because 
of you can you imagine?

cannot handle「yandere + lilac」

https://soundcloud.com/iluvminionz
https://soundcloud.com/haveonlyonechance
kalopsia (n.)
The delusion of things being more beautiful than they really are

lyrics:

(ev333)
you said it is too late
was it meant to fade away
and i dont want it all to change
i dont want it all to change

n i get caught inside ur web 
u make me feel like prey
n i cannot escape no no no no
i cannot take this pain
 no way to run away

im tired of pretending 
i know that i dont blend in
im tired wanna end it
i know that im not special

n all the tears im shedding
all the fights im battling
im tired wanna end it
i know that im not special

(minion)
i don evn thnk ab da shit tht i do :/
buh i been falln 4u
n i thnk dat is da truth
but,, u say its 2late.. wusnt meant 2fade away
i been falln awf,, ma problemz pilin up
swear i dun had enuf,, swear i dun had it all
ya i been faaalliiiiiinnn :P

kalopsia + minion (tenoji)

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prod. @sshinju x @prodchillin x @jeremyx213 x @5vexe
artwork by _khanh.tra_ (on instagram)

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my way back 🔑 (shinju x chillin x jeremyy x 5v)

@mental
@odel007

wish i didnt wake up
need someone to show me love
and i thought it was enough
but its nothing like the way it was

i cant forget
cant get out of this mess
you made me feel so blessed
wish i could get some rest :((
(i need some rest)

move slow stay quiet
im tired of the violence
locked up inside it
dont know how i will survive this

careful when i go
i cant see it thru the smoke
i can never say no
couple days on the road
(i cant do it all alone)

could you separate our hearts
i miss the space between
i need to let you place your distance
i dont know how much you need
and they tell me its not mine to carry
i know its a lie
i could wash away your tears with mine
im looking for your light

spotify ^w^

nothing like +mental prod. odel

now on all plats :D

gonna try droppin way more now sorry for the lag been goin thru it but

such a pretty song thx to every1 on it :) 

prod @prodsecretsss + @1wasterr

lyrics

@zixdown
cause im stressed out
i feel left out
i got 2much on my mind 2 forget now
what is left now?
put my head down
don't think that i got what it takes now
& i keep feening & feening 
am i awake ? or im dreaming?
your love i dont need it 
we just keep hiding secrets

i cant go on
i cant go on now
its been so long 
of you just doing me wrong
& i cant hold on 
write another song 
about how i cant move on str8 frm you

@nthnlastsforever
ure usin me2 makeurself so clever
w howitis udnt makeit anybttr :|
n ihateu 4ignoring all my letters
but w u around its ez2get severed
its2hrd 2kp a ground whrweare lvld :p
i thnk its settled,, wecant b 2gthr ((nonono notaftrthat))
if udnt meddle,, we'll staylikethis 4evr ((nonono we wntgobck))
u lft me alonfromtha start
so tl me howdu get so far ?.?
cuz now ureshining likeastar
i think our luv jusgon tearusaprt

@ddayso
i dont rlly need that 
maybe it was wrong timing
it feels like u never really listen 
when im talking
fall into my arms 
know how it feels to b broken 
& i know it gets hard
feel like takaki, ur akari
& im sorry 
know u hate it when the drugs up in my body
but i cant fucking take it 
when i feel like this so often 
it gets better when u talk to me

@whyhaze
walk of shame walking with a head down eyes closed
try so hard to get up just to slip up on the ice road 
u can tell me abt how ur disappointed ik 
barefoot on some thin glass hanging off a tight rope
ill just look at the sky from below for the last time
i wld say it was a good time but tbh i had a bad time
sad time my life just been a satire
feels like ive been driving on a lonely road with a flat tire

spotify

falling apart w/ yuna, ddayso & whyhaze (secretsss + wasterr)

@yureiclub
prod. me (obviously) 
lyrics:
 I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with a FaceTime only textin x2

I don’t need ur help with nothing
I needed u more, you were something
You’re all by urself, thoughts lusting
Fucked up so bad, can’t trust me

I can’t let go and it seems 
I still see you in my dreams 
craving your love, let me bleed
this is all just what I need x2

I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with FaceTimes only textin x2

restless

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

involved (metis x tonari)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

nothing like +mental prod. odel

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