all production, vocals, mixing and mastering by me!
I've gotten a lot better at mixing in the last 9 months :)
Also, I will be performing this soon at an event called 
"Make America Scene Again" in NYC, at a venue called The Meadows
Thank you for listening!

🠟 lyrics 🠟

too hot
too cold
turn it off
i just needed a break

still want
to give you hope
to show you 
that
it was all for your sake


where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

 
just know that 
i will always
watch
and i carry that weight 

it gave me chills when u said
that for u 
its too late 

i’ve always wondered
on the other-side
of deaths gate

will we cross over to a better life?
and be saved...

or is it
just this

a world on the cusp of melting

catching 
the tail end
nothing is helping 

each day repeating
the world just keeps selling 

poison and sweets to
delay the rebellion

and we fall for it
cuz were made to be
part of all of it
so we can think were free

well i want more than this
and so do many more
but we can only guess
what else the world will have left
when its
all done and over

you're too cold

-
where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

is it just this

is it just this?

https://youtu.be/NN69KdiXpr0

write my name on the paper
spill the blood for a favor
still got the cross on my neck
and your bitch still throwing it back
I’m smoking cali pack from the US
ecstasy make you feel like a princess
I just hit the plug on whatsapp 
she look in my cup like what’s that

rick owens on my jeans
I just put double c’s on my feet
ask your bitch how I been
I’m off the lsd in a dream
and they wanna be me
they really think I don’t see
she really think I’m mean
she still fuckin on me yuh

I’m in the fuckin Benz like a german 
rich gang like birdman
bad bitch she persian 
she hold my shank in her birkin
bag
I fell in love with the bag
I’d sell my soul for the bag

they wannna know how I did it
It’s a secret
I get the prada and I flip it
to some retards
you playing the game can’t hack it
she looking good like a pageant 
I keep a blade and a hatchet

beauty pageant +redpriest mv in desc

but uur harmless , (ノ_<。)ヾ

prod @yumenikki n @prodsoma

-
smoke chronic
im toxic
i promise
i want it

im lost bitch
im helpless
you hate me
im so selfish

i got what
i wanted
i want you
to love me

so foreign
but its taunting
im haunted
but i profit

i cry out
i miss you
im nothing
not with you

i wanted
to kiss you
smoke solvents
crush crystals

so simple
superficial
im elusive
in the middle

team helix
we fiscal
i nod off
in new york
-

inspired by chelsea

pull/toxic prod. freger & soma

prod. @yumenikki @fleafriends

i dont wanna fix any problems
i dont have the power to solve them
stick it in the back of my headspace
everytime i get up i fall down

fall down, we dont really text we dont call now
call now, i dont really ball but i spazz out
spazz out, hell yea shawty got her ass out
ass out, all the pain i felt is in the past now

past now, paypal imma fuckin cash out
cash out, im so fuckin geeked up i passed out,
pass out, imma throw my heart in the trash now
trash out, only feel alive when im blacked out

blacked out windows imma hit the gas now
gassed up crabs in a bucket but i crawled out
crawl down, soft steps when i move at all now
all down, everything i know tear it all down

lonely, i feel like the only one here right now
breath so slowly im one with the ground
only feel present in walls made of sound
finders keepers i kept what i found

i just do what i know how to do

trash prod. freger & fleafriends

prod me & @cdgrl

i stay locked in
i hate writing
cant accomplish
what imtrying

im not lying
only to myself
i be crying
wanna kill myself

early well
is it early still
only love my pills
cashapp only real

stuck standing still
dont like bein real
dont wanna stop be real
i dont wanna feel

i feel bad enough i dont need yours too
itd be catastrophic if it fell through
i dont wanna lie dont wanna tell you
i dont wanna try, know i cant help you

hate the feeling you dont trust me
hate this feeling, do you love me
youre my favorite, so cut me
dreaming every night about you

i cant live without you
do i care about you
what do i amount to
id be dead if i aint found u

i cant say a single thing of value
i cant stop feel so bad without you
hold my breath u choose what to count to
want the fucking pills im not allowed to

        breathe when im sposed to
u can sleep on me but im gon wake you
nothing special bout me i cant save you
im so fucked scared im gonna break you

spotify

locked prod. emorave & cdgirl

Thanks 4 Everything

@kiryano @pw4prez @negativecreeper

#b5
i feel soulless
holding on to u i know its hopeless
i get fried baby im jus coping
look inside baby i am broken
without ur touch baby im just frozen
why am i like this i must be chosen
all these things i cannot say cuz u just wont get
i'm just tryna ball like im DeRozan
gave my everything to u now im worthless
but ur worth it yea ur perfect
i been searching but i kno its not working
write these words out then i burn it
like im chief so bby yea i earned it
pockets heavy walk round w a burden
i been tryna pretend like its not hurting
everywhere i go these shadows lurking
if u need me bae im at ur service

#kir
in the sunrise drugs got me fucked
yea i think she like me yea i think she stuck
in my dream walk around and i cant wake up
and i cannot take u w me i cant pick u up
why they keep on reaching for me yea ur out of luck
smoking gaspack in the car and the windows shut
i cannot fw anybody everybody sucks
ivvy boy locking in w 7s n jugg
yea it fucks me up they locked up my plug
im in soho on the sidewalks fingers crush
walk up in a place and im spilling like some blood
smell like ysl while im wearin saintlaruent
i feel cool i feel cool now
vetements in my closet water like a pool 
i cant change for nothing ya fuck the rules
say they always winning imma be a loser

soulless +kiryano (sochi+negative.creeper)

@7senss @inssekt
prod @5vexe @silversxo @with3rx

inssekt & senses - disaster (5v + silver + with3r)

senses & inssekt - sick (lovbug sg37)

yuuuh cant get awaayy from mee with slownesss

lyrics:
Dont slow down
know you wanna really come back
youre crazy girl just know im crazy to
addicted baby im to into you

ok so talk to me
stalking me
dont run away from me
ok so talk to me
stalking me
dont run away from me
honestly cant get away

[luciety]
get away from me
ion like niggas can you get away from me
all them fuck niggas talkn get up off my jeans
bitch i got all the cash i got blood on my slee-ve-ve
g-g-get away from me
w-who tf are u supposed to be?
g-g-get away from me
choppa haunt em down make him bleed
bitch i got all the cash i got blood on my sleeve
g-get away from me
w-who tf are u supposed to be?